Queenzas
The heart of Queenza

Queenza opened her eyes slowly. Her head felt so dizzy that the beautiful woman touched her forehead. Abian who had been waiting was so happy to see his wife aware.

"Queen, Queen."

Queenza opened her eyes perfectly. He looked to the side looking at Abian with his tired face.

"Bian, where am I?" ask Queenza.

"You're in the hospital, Queen."

"Hospital?" ask Queenza. He tried to remember what happened. Slowly his memory returned. He was surprised because the last time his stomach hurt even blood came out of his legs. He touched his stomach. His heart seemed to stop when he felt that his stomach was now flat.

"Where's my son?" queenza looked at Abian.

"Queen ...."

"Where's my son, you son of a bitch!" Queenza stood up and grabbed her husband by the collar with an emotional look.

"Queen, relax. You just had surgery." Abian panicked when suddenly his wife moved.

"Geeh!" Queenza squealed as she felt pain in her stomach.

"Queen!"

"Where is my son!" queenza shouted at Abian full of anger with tears falling down.

"Queen, he's safe. Now it's in the NICU" Abian replied.

Queenza was silent when she heard her husband's words.

"In-he was born?" ask Queenza who is called Abian. "But it's only been seven months. It was not yet time for him to be born" he said with tears falling down.

Abian wiped away Queenza's tears by hugging and rubbing the beautiful woman's back. "Because it fell hard enough, the rupture broke and you yourself fainted. So, the doctor says our baby must be born immediately because of the danger if not immediately born00pa. The doctor performed an operation to deliver her. But, you don't have to worry, other than her low weight, there's nothing bad about our daughter" he said.

Queenza breathed a sigh of relief at what she heard. "I want to meet him."

"Later on, Queen. Your stomach still hurts, right? You just had surgery and just came to your senses."

"I want to meet him, Bian!"

"Queen, yeah later."

"Bian, don't make me say it a third time." Look at Queenza so sharply.

"But your stomach?"

"We can use a wheelchair" Queenza replied.

"alright. I'll ask the nurse to bring a wheelchair."

Queenza was taken to the NICU to see her daughter. Along the way, he shed tears. He could not wait to see the child who had been born let alone what Abian said was that she was really a daughter.

However, the two looked surprised when several doctors rushed into the NICU room. Abian walked a little quickly pushing his wife's wheelchair . They approached the doctor who had just come out.

"Dok, what's wrong? What happened to our son?" ask Abian worried.

"It just so happens that Mr and Mrs are here. The state of the Master and Lady's daughter was suddenly critical because it turned out that the newborn baby had abnormalities in his digestion and lungs. Now we're trying to save him."

"W-what? My boy! Doc, save him, however you have to save him," Queenza said in tears. She was really afraid something would happen to her son. He couldn't have gotten his little baby away.

"Madamna please, we will try our best. Madam can rest and should be fine. Your daughter needs ASI. ASI is very good for the health of the baby so the mistress should not stress somewhat naturally out," said the female doctor who tried to calm the woman who had just given birth.

"Dok," call a nun from the NICU.

The doctor turned his head and decided to go back into the NICU.

"My son," cried Queenza at the door of the NICU.

"He'll be fine, Queen." Abian crouched down and looked at his crying wife.

"You're satisfied, Bian?" ask Queenza. "So you can see our situation like this?" queenza snapped grimacingly feeling pain in her stomach.

"Qu-Queen, what do you mean?" ask Abian.

"If it wasn't for you, none of this would have happened! Were it not for you fighting with Daffa and defending that woman, none of this would have happened, Bian!"

"Sorry, Queen. I know I was wrong. I was stupid to push you. But I didn't mean it, maybe I hurt you and our son" Abian said, clasping his wife's hand but being pushed aside by Queenza.

"Queen, sorry ...."

The woman did not care about her husband. What he's worried about now is the little baby in there. "Darling, be strong for Mother. Mother is waiting for you," muttered Queenza staring at the NICU room.

About half an hour doctors were inside until they came out. Three doctors examined the little baby. They spoke to Abian and Queenza and said their baby was going through a critical period. However, there will be abnormalities that will be experienced by their children the most severe is digestion. So the child must be well taken care of, especially the digestion.

While the lungs, only problematic because it is not able to work perfectly, but over time will be fine.

"Thank you, Doc." Queenza slightly breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the state of the child who improved. After that he asked permission to see his son and was allowed to.

Now, Queenza is inside the NICU, staring at a baby whose weight is still very small. It weighs only 1.8 kilograms whereas for normal babies born at least 2.5 kilograms. Queenza touched the object box made of glass that temporarily became the residence of his favorite child.

"You're Queenza's son, honey. You're strong" she shed tears. "Your place of residence is very small, Mother promises to give you a big house when you get out of here so you can be free to run as much as you can without anyone getting in the way" he said again.

"Dear, thank you for holding on. You are the most beloved person. You are the only Mother family. Mother will continue to try to give the best for you. You Little Fairy Mother, you are not a queen. You ... Tatjana Safaluna, the precious treasure I have."

**

"I want a divorce."

Abian was shocked to hear his wife's words.

"W-what? Divorced? Why, Queen?" ask Abian not to believe.

After meeting Tatjana, Queenza returned to her treatment room. Now, he is in a room together with Abian.

The beautiful woman smiled cynically looking at her husband. "It's enough for me to have you. Turns out you weren't what I expected, even you almost killed my son" he said.

"Queen, by Allah I did not intentionally hurt you. I was so emotional about Daffa that I didn't realize I was pushing you."

"That's the reason, Bian! You still can't forget your past, so forget who you are now. Maybe I was so stupid to expect you to love me sincerely" replied Queenza who wiped away the tears that fell.

"You know why I married you?" queenza looked at her husband. "Because I love you, Bian."

Abian was shocked to hear his wife's words.

"Yes, I love you. Since the first time I saw you. What do you think I'm doing for? For revenge?" Queenza smiled cynically. "You're wrong! I could have been revenge in other ways, but I didn't because suddenly I was expecting the gentleman I saw first."

"Before I met you, I didn't feel like having a family. In my mind there is only revenge for those who have hurt me. Eight years I've been through just to get myself ready for revenge. It was time for me to come. I'm ready for everything I have.

"But suddenly a man destroyed everything. Because of her, my revenge changed. How he treated his wife made me feel like I wanted to be in his wife's position. I felt like maybe my life would be happy to have a husband like her until I decided to take her away from that woman." Queenza cried saying it all, while Abian was completely silent about what his wife said.

"I even went to the gynaecologist to get pregnant quickly because my mission had you. I was willing to do anything to be in Ayyara's position. But, it turns out I was wrong. Even though I have you, but your heart is still for her. I was foolish to love and wish a happy life to the man whose heart he had. I'm disappointed in you, Bian. I'm disappointed in myself. Because of my selfishness, I almost killed my son." Queenza nodded her face with both palms.

Queenza basically has a sifst and a good heart like her mother. However, due to a grudge he changes until finally meeting Abian who returns makes him feel what love and comfort are. However, the way that was done wrong to actually make his life more destroyed like now.

Abian stood up and sat on the lip of the bed. He hugged Queenza tightly and kissed her on the head repeatedly.

"Now I set you free, Bian. You can go back to your love."

"No, Queen. I don't want to. My love is now in the right place. I love you too, Queen."

Hearing that, Queenza pushed Abian's body to release her embrace.

"It's all too late. My disappointment in you is greater than my love. You've hurt my son and I can't forgive you."

"Queen, don't be like this, please give me a chance to love and protect you. I beg you, Queen."

"No! I still want a divorce."

"No, Queen! I don't agree. I don't want to! Why are you so selfish, Queen! You separated me from Ayyara when I loved her. Now, when I love you, you want to part with me too? Do you think I have no heart and no pain?"

"I'm selfish and heartless, Bian. You killed him again with my son's injury! There's no place for you anymore."

"Queen, please, don't punish me this hard. I'm willing to do whatever it takes not to separate me from you and our son" Abian pleaded.

"You better go, Bian. I want a break."

"Queen ...."

"I beg you, give me some time" he looked at the husband.

Abian just sighed. "All right, you rest. I'll wait outside. If you need anything, call me." With resignation, Abian walked out of his wife's room.