Queenzas

Queenzas
I'm with you


"You know what I hate the most? The day Mama was on the verge of death but you were having fun with your other wife. Maybe you don't know, at that time Mama kept calling your name so quietly withholding the sakaratul death that is very painful. For the sake of the wish of Mama who is eager to see you one last time, I'm willing to leave her and catch up with you. But what do I see? That's very painful. Even because it catches up with you, I can't say the last word of love to Mama."


Queenza's tears flowed so hard. The pain comes back when you remember everything.


"Queen, forgive Papa. If Papa had known back then your mamu—"


"Enough! Your apologies won't make Mama come back." Queenza wiped her tears. He looked at the man who was now looking at him with regret.


"You should know, the day that Mama went, at the same time I assumed my papa was gone too. Papa went with Mama and you, not my papa. You're just a stranger who happens to be one blood with me. I will try to forget the past. I will no longer take revenge on you and your wife. Live well with him and never consider me your son again."


"Queen ...."


"If the business here is done, you can go take your wife and remember, never come here again no matter the reason."


Queenza just passed by leaving Aarav who kept calling her. The middle-aged man's heart ached hearing the child's words. In any case, how else did he get his favorite child back?


Even the night came. Everyone returned to their homes after dinner. As usual, Queenza will accompany the child to sleep by reading a fairy tale book. After Tatjana fell asleep, the beautiful woman in the heart-red evening dress walked towards her room. It looks like Abian is sitting leaning back smiling looking at his wife.


"Anna's asleep?" ask Abian.


"Already," answered Queenza, got on the bed and sat down beside her husband. He looked sad, making Abian feel confused.


"Why, Honey?" ask the guy in navy pajamas.


Queenza looked over with a smile. "I'm fine. We're resting, yeah."


Not hearing the words of his wife, Abian actually pulled Queenza's body to enter his arms. He rubbed the back of the woman he loved so dearly.


"I know, you're thinking about something right now, right? Say, Honey. Don't you sniff yourself. There is always me beside you. Share your sadness so that your feelings are calm."


"I'm doing fine. Mas rest. Just got out of the hospital." Queenza took off her husband's arms and helped the man lie down.


Now the two looked at each other with Abian pulling his wife's body into the deckapan.


"Comfortable," Abian said with a smile. "It's a shame I haven't been able to move my legs. If it was normal, I would have done what I should have done three years ago."


Queenza just smiled shyly hearing that. Not that he didn't understand which way the husband was talking.


Abian raised Queenza's chin to look at her. He kissed those sexy lips with his smile.


"It turns out that part wasn't paralyzed like my leg. You can feel it, right?"


"Mas fuckin' shit!" Queenza hit her husband's chest and buried his face in Abian's chest.


"Well, Queenza's bar-bar why so embarrassed? Though used to use stimulant drugs to get it."


"That's another one. I did it for revenge. Different from now."


"What's the difference, Beautiful? Isn't it the same?"


"Ummmmm. If it used to be an obsession now, real love," said Queenza smiled shyly as she played her finger on the husband's chest.


"Love? What do you think love is?"


"Mas Bian bring me. Let's go to sleep," Queenza scolded.


That night, Queenza listened to Abian speak. The man really put out a lot of words like storytelling for his wife who is now asleep.


"How dear? Do you want to?" abian asked his wife, but there was no reply. "Darling?" The man looked over, and the wife was asleep. He smiled to see it.


Abian hugged Queenza so tightly. He constantly kissed his wife's face, which looked so beautiful.


"Good night, honey. Go sleep. This month you've been tired of taking care of me in the hospital. Now, it's my turn to fight to make you happy. I'm unceasingly grateful to you for forgiving me and accepting me back. I promise to give everything I have including my life to you."


Abian hugged his wife tightly and tried to close his eyes and sleep.


Both of them slept so peacefully. The cold silent night made Abian tighten his embrace even more. It just so happened that night it was raining pretty hard.


Until arriving at midnight, Queenza suddenly felt anxious. His body moved here and there with his tears flowing.


Feeling the unrelenting movement, Abian woke up and looked at his crying wife with his eyes closed.


"Mama, don't go."


The beautiful woman continued to deliriously call her mother so softly.


"Queen ...." Abian lifted half his body and patted his wife on the cheek, hoping that the beautiful woman would wake up.


"Mama."


"Royal Quueenza. Wake." Abian kept trying to pat his wife's cheek repeatedly until her eyes opened with a look of surprise.


"Darling ...."


Queenza turned to her husband, suddenly she cried hugging Abian until as much as she could. The man himself simply rubbed his wife's back, giving her time to calm down.


"I can't forgive them" Queenza sobbed. "They killed Mama. I don't accept it!"


"Istighfar, dear. Don't talk like that." Abian tried to calm his wife.


"He lied! She doesn't love Mama. I hate him!"


Abian is still tight-lipped. He did not want to say the wrong thing that made his wife fall. He just listened and rubbed his head to be calmer. He did not feel what his wife felt. Therefore, he does not want to advise without knowing how the wife feels.


"Darling, Mama was calm there. Don't be sad, yeah. Mama must be so sad to see you like this." Abian kissed Queenza on the forehead by rubbing her head gently.


"Mama would want you to be happy, Queen. Mama loves you so much. He definitely did not want to see his favorite child sad and suffering. No, don't cry anymore. I'm devastated to see you like this, honey."


"I feel guilty, Mom. I failed to bring her to meet Mama one last time. I failed to keep my promise. I-I can't even accompany Mama as she's about to leave. I-I'm a bad kid. I—"


Before continuing his words, Abian suddenly silenced him with a kiss. It's**** and bite Queenza's lips until the woman grimaces.


"Enough, Honey. You are the best child for my mom. Papa once told me how amazing his daughter was. He was in the hospital all the time to take care of his mother. You are always next to Mama and accompany her through those difficult times. You're an amazing kid, honey. I am proud to be your husband. Don't talk bad about yourself. Mama must be sad."


Queenza hugged Abian so tightly. He was still crying out his sadness. Because of the conversation with Aarav, the guilt reappears to make Queenza a nightmare.


'Honey, I'm with you. Don't fear.'