Queenzas
The End's

Queenza gets out of her car with Abian and Tatjana. They smiled at the gatekeeper man who greeted the three. Mr. Karso knows who they are because they often visit the place. After a brief stale, they entered. Abian clasped the hands of his two favorite women so protectively. So did Queenza who hugged her husband's arm so tightly.

Arriving at the main door they were greeted by a pair of elderly who smiled at their guests.

"Assalamualaikum, Umi, Abi." With a cheerful face, one family said hello.

"Youngpam. MashaAllah how are you? Umi's so glad you guys came. Let's go in."

After greeting each other and asking for news, they walked into a room that looked like a living room with a work desk in the corner of the room. They sat down and asked someone to prepare a drink.

"How are you guys, kid? It's been a long time no visit" said the middle-aged man with a long, white beard smiling shadyly at the young couple.

"Thank God be healthy, Abi. Sorry we rarely come, our work is very time consuming. Not to mention our other sister just got married, so it was only now that we visited. Umi and Abi we invite do not want to come," said Queenza with a sullen face, making a pair of sepuh it laugh.

"You know our age is old. We are not going far away. We from here pray for Nak Nana and Saad to be a family of sakinnah, mawaddah, warahmah. May their families be blessed by God. Likewise with you," said Kiyai Hamzah to those who have been considered children.

"Aamiin Allahumma Aamiin, thank you for your kind prayers, Umi, Abi," Queenza replied smilingly.

"Hhmmm by the way, how's he doing? Can we go see?" ask Queenz carefully.

The couple smiled. "Thank God he is very good. It is now rare to cry and cry. More often with others. Sometimes to the garden or to the rice fields to plant rice," replied Umi Khalifa smiling.

"Alhamdulillah," Queenza replied and Abian smiled. "Can we meet?" ask Queenza expectantly.

"certain. Wait a minute," said Hamzah "Ustadz Zafran," call kiyai to one of the teachers in his pesantren.

"Mulan, Kiyai." A man in Muslim clothes did not forget the black peci on the head came in a polite manner.

"Please take them to Zara" Hamza said.

"All right, Kiyai." The man looked down politely and smiled to greet the happy family.

"In that case, we'll see Zara, Umi ... Abbj ..."

"Please, Son. I hope he's ready to meet you now."

"Aamiin's."

After saying goodbye to the owners of the pesantren, Queenza, Abian and Tatjana were invited by Ustadz Zafran to meet people who really wanted to meet them. The teaching man took the three to the gazebo area where the students always sat to memorize the hadith or Quran. Queenza's tears trickled down her eyes at a beautiful woman who was holding a small mushaf with lips that kept moving while closing her eyes.

"Assalamualaik." Zafran gave his regards.

"Waalakumsa—" The woman's face was surprised to see a figure who was beside her ustadz.

"Ara," Queenza smiled with tears falling to see her sister.

The one who was called hurriedly out of the gazebo with a frightened face was about to run. However, his hand was held by Queenza.

"Don't dodge, I beg you," Queenza said to her sister.

Ayyara herself kept glancing at Abian and felt terrified. Abian who understands also farewell with Zafran by bringing Tatjana to look around the pesantren in the corner of West Java.

After their departure, Queenza hugged her sister's body. He cried with tears shed.

"I'm sorry Brother, forgive Brother," said Queenza hugging her sister tightly.

Ayyara herself just cried without returning the embrace of her older brother even trembling with a shadow two years ago recalled.

After an attempted suicide in Saad's villa, Queenza and the others rush Ayyara to the hospital. Luckily the villa area owned by Saad is located in a strategic place so close to a large hospital. Doctors tried to save Ayyara, who was in a critical condition because she shot almost into her heart. Lucky Queenza brought it in time. Otherwise, his sister was truly gone for all eternity.

Queenza kept ringing Ayyara's words that made her heart hurt. Out of spite, he even forgot his beloved sister. Because of revenge, he hurt innocent people, so his life was always problematic. Obtaining Abian in a vile way, if Abian's indifferent attitude after marriage, also Abian's accident, and this incident is all for the revenge that he has long been craving.

Queenza did not think that holding a grudge actually made her life destroyed and not calm. Ayyara's words were enough to make her realize that holding a grudge would be meaningless and only bring misery as well as the loss of many loved ones.

Ayyara herself was in a critical state and unconscious for nearly two weeks. When he woke up, he was terrified to see Queenza. Not only Queenza, even Abian was afraid. The beautiful woman got a shock on her mental after committing a crime on her brother. Ayyara who had always been gentle suddenly became evil mental changes that really shook her soul. Plus the guilt has spoiled Queenza.

Since then Queenza has not been able to meet Ayyara. During the healing of the beautiful woman was only accompanied by Sarah as well as Aarav. Not infrequently Queenza also visited when Ayyara fell asleep.

When things improved, Ayyara said that she wanted to get out of her life, go to a place where she had peace with the people around her not knowing who she was. He also said that he wanted to draw closer to the Creator. With Aarav's many connections, they eventually find a boarding school located in the interior for Ayyara to treat her inner self. With the name Zara changed, she started a new life as a modest woman in the pesantren.

Ayyara is very diligent and enterprising to improve. He always prayed and cried for forgiveness for the sins he committed. He also always sent greetings to Queenza and Abian and continued to apologize for all his mistakes. Even though he wasn't ready to meet them.

Seeing Ayyara's change, Queenza felt slapped and conscious until she did the same. He tried to forget his grudges and improve himself. Not to forget, he also opened up to Aarav and Sarah. Now, their relationship is getting better after the events they experienced.

Until finally Queenza and Ayyara sit together after two years of not greeting each other.

"How are you, Zara?" asked Queenza smilingly staring at the expanse of rice fields that are so green.

Ayyara's heart is still pounding violently. The guilt, fear, and trauma was still felt when he saw the figure of Queenza and Abian.

Queenza grabbed the trembling hand and held it tightly.

"You really don't want to see Brother? Two years ago, you avoided. Brother miss you, Ra." Queenza's voice trembled withstanding the cries staring at her increasingly beautiful sister.

"Sorry Brother, Ra. You're still not sorry, brother, are you? So you don't want to see my sister?" ask Queenza with tears that have fallen. "Does Brother have to kneel down to get your forgiveness, hhmmm?"

Ayyara looked over with tears falling down. He quickly answered his brother's question.

"What should you do to meet and talk to your sister again?" queenza asked with a sad look looking at her sister's bead eyes.

Ayyara was about to open her mouth, but she shut up again. His throat seemed to be stuck to let out a word.

"I miss you, Ayyara." Queenza cried down. "I'm sorry Brother."

"K-Broh ...."

Queenza turned her head as Ayyara called out to her. The look of both is still the same. We both miss, and feel guilty.

"Sorry." Ayyara's cry broke to her knees in front of Queenza. "Sorry Ara. Sorry for hurting Brother Mas Bian too. Forgive Ara."

Queenza pulled her sister's body to stand up, then she hugged Ayyara. Both of them cried letting go of the guilty feelings they had felt for a long time. Both of them are constantly apologizing to each other for their mistakes.

Once calm, the two sat down with Ayyara leaning her head on Queenza's shoulder, while Queenza hugged her sister. Sometimes he kissed the tip of Ayyara's head with affection.

"It's safe" said Ayyara, closing her eyes so peacefully leaning on the most comfortable place that had been lost for so long.

"Huum. Beautiful and cool as well as the atmosphere," said Queenza.

"I heard that Nana is married to Mas Saad?" ask Ayyara.

"Yes, a week ago. But yes, Nana still does not accept it. She's fierce at all her husband," chuckles Queenza.

"May they be a sakinnah family, mawaddah, warahmah. May Nana be Mas Saad's last wife. I still feel guilty because I have done it first" Ayyara said softly.

"forget over. I replaced the girl. Lagian Saad has forgiven you. Never mind, don't feel guilty. Continue your life normally, Ra," Queenza rubbed her sister's arm.

"What does it mean to live normally? Is my life not normal?" ask Ayyara confused.

Queenza just chuckled at hearing that. "Aren't you willing to go back to the household again? Mama Sarah said, Ustadz Zafran proposed to you to mom and dad. But it was you who had not answered. Wh why? Don't tell me you still haven't moved on from Mas Bian?" ask Queenza.

Hearing that Ayyara moved with a panicked face looking at her brother. "No, Brother. By Allah I have no feelings for Mas Bian other than guilt. Trust me, brother."

Queenza chuckles and rests her sister's head on her shoulder. "I'm kidding. Some of you, there are already good men who propose and refuse."

"A sinful woman like me doesn't deserve her, sister. She's an ustadz, while I'm a sinful woman where widows are twice. I think Ustadz Zafran can get better than me" Ayyara smiled.

"Don't talk like that, Ra. An ex-sinner is better than a good man. Did you forget? Those who repent earnestly are like a newborn, holy man. So now you are like a sinless baby. Definitely worth Ustadz Zafran. Even he's lucky to marry the sister of this brother's prettiest," said Queenza.

"Ah, Brother could have."

"You are beautiful and also beautiful in heart. The Quran and Hadith. What else is less? Even you are an amazing woman. Don't keep humbling yourself, Ra. You deserve to have happiness. Don't you want a family? Have a husband who loves you, keep having children. You do not want to follow the brother who wants to have two children" said Queenza.

Hearing that, Ayyara sat down, then looked at the older brother. "Are you pregnant again?" her happy question was answered by a nod by Queenza.

"Ten weeks. Pray, yes," Queenza smiled.

"God, alhamdulillah. May He be healthy and God protect." Ayyara rubs Queenza's flat stomach.

"Ra, don't hold any more guilt, yeah. We all want to see you happy" Queenza said seriously.

"God is not, brother. I learned to accept my destiny. But to get married, I'm not ready. I want to heal myself first and be solid for my future husband. I feel comfortable with my current situation anyway. Brother and the others don't have to worry about me. God willing, if God wants me to get married, God will give me that readiness."

Queenza smiled rubbing her sister's cheeks. "Sister proud of you. Whatever you decide, Brother will support you. Always happy, my sister." Queenza hugged Ayyara.

"Sister too, smeigs are happy always."

The two brothers strengthen each other. They both support each other and forgive each other. Holding a grudge is not a good thing. Receiving it with space is much better than anything. If there is something evil in us, it is enough to surrender to the Almighty because the recompense from God will be far greater than our reward. That's what Queenza learned. Taking revenge made his life much more peaceful. No more anxiety and worry to find a way to get revenge. Queenza's life is now much better by continuing to improve and focus on her family.

Finishes.

Happy Saturday to all readers. Queenza's novel is over. Thank you for the loyalty of reading the 6th novel Author. May you not be disappointed and still faithfully read other Author novels. Give effect dong for this novel and if there is any Critika can really let Author more thorough in making the novel.

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