Queenzas
Don't Scare Me

Morning's approaching. Queenza's cell phone rang disturbing her sleep. He grabbed the flat object over the nightstand, then raised the call without seeing who was calling.

"Good morning, is this really the wife of Mr. Abian Martadinata?" ask a woman on the other end of the phone.

"really. Sorry who are you?" ask Queenza who still closed her eyes.

"I'm a nurse at one of the hospitals who wanted to inform me that Mr. Abian had an accident and is now in the emergency room."

"God! Joking. My husband was sleeping next to me. If it's nipu don't make it!" queenza was upset.

"We're not making it up, Mother. If you do not believe can come to Harapan hospital to see the situation of the Father. The wound was quite severe and the doctors were still trying to save him."

Hearing that, Queenza opened her eyes and stared at her bedside which turned out to be Abian completely absent. He quickly sat down.

"My husband really was in an accident?" ask Queenza, whose hands are trembling.

"Rubber, Mother. The doctor said to Mom immediately came because the condition of the Father is very critical and must be immediately operated on the head because of a severe impact."

Queenza's tears shed hearing that. "Ba-good. I'll be there soon."

"Good, Mother. Thank you." Thank you."

The call was cut off.

Queenza looked back at the bed beside her. He also stared at the mobile phone showing it at seven in the morning. It just so happened that it was a holiday that Queenza woke up rather late.

"Bi-Bians. How come?" Queenza sobbed with shedding tears. He wished it was a dream so he kept slapping his cheeks. However, this is not a dream. He really took the call. In a hurry he stepped into the bathroom to prepare. He just washed his face and changed his clothes. After that he took the bag and the car keys and then he came out of the room.

"Sister!" Nana runs when Queenza suddenly falls. The woman's knees suddenly limp while walking. He still couldn't believe what he heard on the phone. "Sister, why is Brother crying? What's up, brother?" ask Nana to panic.

"Na, Mas Bian." Queenza was crying. "Mas Bian's accident."

"Astagfirullah. How can? It's still early in the morning, is Mas Bian out of the house?" nana asked in surprise.

"I have to go to the hospital." Queenza was about to stand up, but her knees felt so weak that she fell down again.

"Sister, calm down Brother. Mas Bian must be fine," said Nana trying to calm her adoptive sister.

"The doctor said he was critical and had to have surgery. They are waiting for Brother. Brother must go to the hospital immediately. Na, don't go anywhere today. Jaga Tatjana's. If he asks about us, just tell him we left because there was some business. Brother promised to go home after the hospital business was over," said Queenza with a cry as if.

"Sister, don't go alone under these circumstances. Wait, I'll call the driver first." Nana helps Queenza to stand up and takes the woman to sit down. Afterwards, he ran out and called the driver to prepare the car.

After that Nana ran to the kitchen to reach for the bottled water and then returned to the place where Queenza was sitting. He helped her get to the car and helped her get in the car.

"Sister, calm down. Don't let your brother fall again. It's a drink for the road. Remember, you need to calm down. God willing, Mas Bian will be fine."

"No need to worry about Anna. I'll take care of him. Brother carefully. Sir, be careful, yes," Nana told the driver, then closed the door to her car and drove away from the mansion.

**

Abian woke up earlier than his wife. The handsome man smiled the first time his eyes saw the beautiful woman he loved so much. She kisses Queenza with love.

"Morning, wife. Awake, yuk. We pray together at dawn" Abian said gently in Queenza's ear.

"I'm in a hitch" the woman replied muttering.

"Had to refuse last night" said Abian.

Finally the shady man moved up and walked towards the bathroom to wudu. After that he carried out his duty to God and did not forget to pray after prayer.

His spiritual activity was over, he returned to bed. He sat on the lip of the bed, looking at the wife who slept so peacefully. He went down and sat on the floor staring at Queenza's beautiful face. He closed his eyes and recited a prayer and then he blew on the crown of the wife.

"May God always protect and make you happy, Queen, if I cannot make you happy. I'm sorry I still can't be a good husband to you. But for sure, I love you so much, Queen." Back Abian kissed his wife's forehead and long enough not as usual. Once satisfied, he let go of the kiss and sat on the lip of the bed again.

"With the holidays, I think I'll buy some breakfast for Queenza. Hmmmmm what did you buy?" asked Abian thinking.

He smiled when he knew what to buy. "Queenza likes bakpaos, I'll buy them at Queenza's grocery store."

The smiling man walked out of the room to get to the car and drove it on a dark day. Queenza's favorite bakpao shop is a bit far away. They live in the southern part, while those who sell it in Central Jakarta. That's why Abian went in the morning blind only to get the bakpao.

Since last night, he decided to change his behavior to his wife. Now he would be much more concerned to steal his heart back. Maybe these three years he has not been maxed out so Queenza still does not forgive him. Therefore, now he will increasingly try to show his love for his wife.

It took him an hour to get there. Luckily, the road was not as jammed as usual. He got out of the car and walked to the famous bakpao store was very hygienic and healthy.

"Mas, red bean flavor 4, chicken 4 and cheese 4 yes," Abian said. He bought four because there were four people in the house. Tatjana can also eat bakpao in the store because it is made very hygienic because that is why Queenza always buys there even though it is quite far from his residence. Abian also knew that the child was allergic to chocolate, so he did not buy it.

After getting everything, Abian returned to the car. He put the bakpao in the back seat, then he drove his car. Along the way he smiled as he was looking forward to having breakfast with his family. This time he must succeed to win Queenza's heart. That's determination.

While listening to a talk on the radio, suddenly a truck from another direction leads to his car. The man tried to slam the steering wheel, but it was too late for the truck to hit the sedan and turn around many times. Abian himself was not wearing a seatbelt until his body was bounced inside and his head was hit hard and his face was hit by broken glass until the man was unconscious and immediately taken by ambulance after wrong one resident called the nearest hospital.

***

Queenza cries as the sisters hand over the belongings Abian left behind. The woman's legs returned to her feet when she saw the items filled with blood. She doesn't know how her husband is now.

"Mom, we found this too." The sister also handed over a paper bag that Queenza received. The beautiful woman was getting hysterical when she saw the name of the bakpao shop in the paper bag. So Abian was in an accident because he went there to buy the bakpao? inner Queenza. He hugged all of that stuff tightly. Her heart ached when she saw her husband in an accident like this. Moreover, the doctor said that Abian's state is very critical and arguably between life and death.

"Don't scare me." Queenza sobbed to see in Abian's wallet there was a photo of herself with Tatjana who knew when Abian photographed her.

The woman again felt the fear of loss like 13 years ago when she was abandoned by her mother. Now, he feels it again when the husband who is in the ICU room struggles between life and death.