Rahim Nayra For Naura
Chapter 2 - The Redemption of the Sin of Nayra

The news of the accident Nayra and Naura reached the ears of their family, Raka who is currently abroad also heard the news. Without wasting time, Raka flew to Indonesia to see the state of the wife.

Raka's family also went straight to the hospital to check on their son-in-law, and their grief could not be contained when the Doctor gave the news that the content of Naura could not be saved.

The bad news had reached the ears of Nayra who was now unconscious after fainting for more than 6 hours. Nayra cried, regretting what happened because it was caused by her. Bian who accompanied Nayra comforted and strengthened her.

"It wasn't your fault, honey. Maybe Naura and Raka's household is indeed being tested," Bian said as he rubbed Nayra's shoulders gently.

"But it's my fault, Bi. I'm sleepy, I should have brought the driver, I've killed my niece-to-be" said Nayra amid sobs.

"Sshhhtttt, don't talk like that, honey. That's not true" Bian argued as he pulled Nayra into his arms. The woman was crying so badly in Bian's arms that tears washed over the shirt Bian was wearing.

While on the other hand, both Raka's parents and Naura's two parents are now accompanying Naura who was first conscious of Naura. The woman cried when she knew the fetus in the womb could not be saved, even Naura complained to the parents that Nayra was sleepy while driving. There was obvious disappointment in the look on their faces at Nayra, which is why they did not immediately visit Nayra even though Nayra was also conscious.

"Patience, son, this is just a little test in your household" said Mrs Irna.

"My son, Ma, my son ...." Naura groaned while holding her stomach.

"Already, Ra, don't be so sad, dear," said her mother-in-law gently. "You can still get pregnant later, don't cry over who's gone, okay?" Actually, Madame Susmita is also very sad because she lost the grandchild she had been waiting for, but what happened has happened. The crying will not be able to return so he chose to be firm and patient waiting for Naura to get pregnant again later.

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When it was night and Bian also came home for a while, Nayra who felt her condition was a little better to ask the nurse so that she was delivered to the nursery of Naura.

Nayra wanted to know the situation of her twin sister especially Nayra heard that their parents had come home as well as Naura's in-laws but they only visited Nayra for a while.

As she reached the front of Naura's nursery, Nayra heard the Doctor talk about the removal of the uterus which left her in shock.

Nayra entered without knocking on the door and it made Naura aghast, her face also looked panicked. "What does the rahim mean, Ra?" nayra asked with a trembling voice.

Naura could not answer, her tongue was twisted and tears flooded her cheeks. "Ra, you ...."

"I can't have any more children, Nay, please." Nayra was like in a lightning bolt hearing the brother's words. "The accident you caused took everything away from me, Nayra," said Naura amid her sobs.

Nayra who heard that was speechless, she was flabbergasted and could only cry. "I have to tell Raka and my in-laws? Oh God!" Naura sounded so desperate.

Slowly, Nayra pushed her wheelchair closer to her bed. His trembling hands touched Naura's hands, many times he muttered an apology. The pair of twin brothers were sobbing until suddenly the door opened violently.

"Raka?" naura muttered when she saw the husband coming.

"Honey," Raka said softly, he immediately approached Naura and hugged her tightly and immediately Naura's cry broke. Raka kissed his wife's head many times, hoping it would calm her a little.

"It's okay, Ra, maybe God loves our child more, so he was called first" said Raka gently, he had heard from his mother that Naura had miscarried. "It's not the end of our lives, honey. Our future is still long and we will definitely be blessed with children who are funny and smart," he said while wiping away the tears of his wife.

Naura glanced at Nayra and the Doctor, she shook her head slowly, gesturing her not to tell her what was really going on. It makes Nayra more guilty, he immediately pushed his wheelchair out of Naura's room, the doctor followed him from behind so that now in the room there is only Naura and her husband.

Nayra knew it was her fault, but what could she do? Everything has happened, time cannot be played, lost cannot be returned.

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4 Months later

Nayra who was currently preparing to return to her campus was suddenly visited by Naura. This made him quite surprised because after the tragedy that night Naura kept her distance from Nayra, the woman seemed to be hostile towards Nayra because she thought her life was ruined because of Nayra. While Nayra could only give up, let alone her parents' attitude also changed after the accident, as if they were still very disappointed in Nayra.

"Please" said Nayra as she put some of her books in the bag.

"My parents always asked me if I was pregnant or not, they even told me to consult a gynecologist and then do a pregnancy program."

Hearing her brother's expression, Nayra immediately sighed heavily then said, "Sorry me, Ra, I know it's my fault but I can't do anything either."

"Now you can atone for your sin, Nay," said Naura who immediately made Nayra's forehead wrinkle deeply. "Originally you want to do what I ask, I'll forgive you" he added.

"What do you want me to do, Ra?" Nayra asked in a calm manner.

"So Raka's wife until you get pregnant and give birth!"

Nayra was stunned to hear the request of the brother, even he held his breath for how long. However, then Nayra gave a small laugh, assuming Naura was joking. "It's not funny how you joke, Ra," said Nayra.

"You think I'm kidding, huh?" his sharp Naura hiss that instantly made the look of Nayra's face tense again. "I can't possibly tell Raka and my in-laws that I can't get pregnant, Nay, what do they say?"

Nayra flinched, trying to digest what Naura actually wanted. "I beg you, Nay, you change my position as Raka's wife. We're identical twins, no one will know that you're not me. When we were kids we used to do this, right?" naura's insistence made Nayra even more astonished.

"Only until you have a child, Nay, is one child" Naura said.

"You crazy, Ra?" hiss Nayra later. "It's not going to be a role swap like when we were kids, Ra, it's different. And how can you ask your sister to pretend to be your husband's wife?"

"There's no other way, Nayra! I don't want to be a useless wife, and only you can keep me perfect in their eyes!"

"But what to do with swapping roles, Ra? I don't want to and I can't!"

"DON'T FORGET WHO RUINED MY LIFE, NAYRA!"

Suddenly Naura shouted, reminding Nayra of her sin 4 months ago. When Nayra's body fell limp to the floor, she recalled the tragedy that left her twin's life shattered.

"I beg you, Nayra. Only you can help me, have mercy on me, Dek," lirih Naura lowered her tone. "Pity Raka, she's an only child, only she can give an heir to her family."

Nayra raised her face, she looked at Naura who was now crouching in front of her. "Okay, but with the baby tube program," Nayra said softly but Naura shook her head.

"No, Ra. I want you to get pregnant normally, I have to tell Raka what if we have to program a baby tube." Nayra was increasingly stunned to hear Naura's rejection of her idea.

"You want me. .. I'm pregnant normally?" lirih Nayra couldn't believe it.

"Yes, gotta! Everything has to look normal, Ra. It will make them happy!"

"No way, Naura! I don't want to!" rejecting Nayra raw, he really did not think what was in the brain of his brother that wanted something crazy like this.

However, Naura suddenly broke the vase and then she took the shard and pointed it at her own neck which made Nayra panic. "Naura! Don't be crazy!" exclaim Nayra.

"I'd rather die than live but be an imperfect woman, Nayra!" Naura had already incised the shard to her neck but quickly Nayra grabbed the sharp object.

"Come, Naura! I'll do what you want" said Nayra so resignedly, her heart ached and hurt as she gave this answer. However, maybe this was how he atoned for his sin on Naura. By sacrificing himself.

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