Rahim Nayra For Naura
Chapter 82

"You don't want to accept this, Ra?"

"Not that, but it's hard."

"It will be hard if you never try to fix it."

Naura who heard Arsen's statement instantly fell silent. Trying any? Naura never tried to make peace with the situation. In fact, he always brushes away and tries to resist whenever Nayra or her parents try to improve their relationship.

"You're lucky to have a whole family, Ra, but why are you antagonizing one of them?" asked Arsen with an unusual look, the man seemed to be looking at Naura's face.

"Do you know how many people out there want to live like you? I have a father, a mother, and a sister. In fact, other people until they think of themselves, like me and Ian for example," said Arsen.

"I know, Arsen" said Naura. "just... The taste is strange, the man who used to be my husband is now turning into my sister-in-law. I'm like ...." Naura grimaced, this situation was still difficult for her to accept.

"Gruesome?" guess Arsen.

"Yes" said Naura.

Arsen nodded in understanding, his sense of it would indeed be difficult for anyone to be in Naura's position even though all this was indeed a consequence of his own decision.

"it must have been terrible" Arsen said again. "Then? What's your plan?" asked Arsen who made Naura's forehead immediately wrinkled.

"Taking care of the boutique, opening several branches outside the city," explained Naura who immediately made Arsen laugh with anxiety.

"That's a business plan, Ra, I want to know your life plan" Arsen said. "God! Your life is terrible, Ra, if I were you, Nayra or Raka, I might be crazy."

"I was also once almost crazy," chuckled Naura. "But like her my mentality is still strong enough to hold on to my sanity."

"Yeah, like he is. I can see your power" said Arsen. "So you have no plans for your life?" ask Arsen again.

Naura shook her head slowly.

"God! Life is too short and too beautiful to spend just holding grudges and anger, Ra," Arsen said.

"I know," answered Naura. "I just wish there would be a day where I could forget everything, like a nightmare I lost while I was awake."

"Remember in the past especially in a very big problem like this can't be lost, Naura, unless you lose your memory."

Naura was made to laugh by her new friend.

"You're weird," Naura told Arsen.

"Weird why?" Arsen asked the question with a puzzled look on his face.

"You are too honest, even your honesty makes people hurt" Naura said calmly. He recalls how Arsen talked to him. In fact, the man once scoffed at Naura about her divorce, or when she cried when Arsen brought her back about her flaws.

While other men may be talking to her on Thursday, Arsen laughs at Naura and asks her not to cry because life doesn't need her tears.

"It was much better, than sweet and full of beauty but it was also full of falsehood" Arsen said with a sneering smile. "I love my life so much, Ra, so I always try to take care of myself, keep myself happy and avoid anything that makes me sad let alone depressed."

"There's nothing easy in this world, Ra," Arsen said. "But actually nothing is really difficult as well, the core of it all must be done if we really want to do it. Just try it first."

"Then, what do you think of my relationship with Nayra?" great-grandson Nayra.

"If Nayra wants to be better than you, just try to take it."

"If I get hurt when I see him with Raka?"

"In resistant dong, you can certainly when used to."

"Regular to see them as a married couple?"

"Yaps."

Naura fell silent, she again thought of Arsen's advice that had been issued at length for her. Naura also recalled how Nayra talked to her on the phone, her sister did indeed look very clear to want to improve all of her.

"Why? Wanna try?" ask Arsen.

"Come," said Naura who still seemed confused by her own feelings let alone the purpose of her life. Especially if it had to do with her family, Naura really couldn't decide. "

"Just try to meet them once, Ra, if you can suppress all your feelings in the first meeting, try to meet them again and try to suppress your feelings again. I'm sure, if you're used to it, that feeling will be bland with itself."

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The next day....

Nayra gives ASI exclusively to her son, Nayra's face looks sparkling when baby Alvaro drinks her ASI with enthusiasm. This morning Nayra was only able to give her ASI because since last night her ASI did not want to come out, so her son was forced to give formula milk.

"She must be thirsty" said Raka who had been staring at her son.

"Yes" said Nayra. "It's funny." Nayra rubbed Baby Alvaro's forehead with her finger, looking as if it made her son comfortable and slowly closed his eyes.

"Just waking up, uh want to sleep again," kekeh Raka, his son was just waking up, he cried so loud that he woke Nayra who was also sleeping. Only a few moments in the nursery, now the little prince seemed to want to sleep again.

"His name is also a baby," kekeh Nayra. "Oh yeah, I'm really thirsty, honey," whined Nayra spoiled.

Raka quickly fetches water for Nayra, even helping her drink. "Drink a lot, dear, about her Baby we now eat her drink from you," said Raka.

Nayra just nodded in understanding, because she had often been reminded of such a thing either by her own mother or her mother-in-law.

Says, people suckle it must eat and drink a lot because of the energy taken by their baby.

"Baby Alvaro's...." Raka put her little finger between her hands and Raka smiled as the son clasped his finger. "Baby Al," he murmured. "His hand grip is so soft, dear."

"Baby Al?" ask Nayra.

"Yes, we call her baby Al."