Rahim Nayra For Naura
Chapter 78 - The Mystery of Destiny

Nayra frowned as she saw Naura's post with many children, appearing to be her birthday.

"Since when did Naura want to attend the children's birthday party?" mummy Nayra. "But Naura looks really happy."

Nayra pressed the heart button on the Naura photos until she realized something. "He's wearing his shoes?" Nayra's smile instantly expands as she realizes Naura is wearing the shoes she bought.

"Raka!" Nayra shook the body of Raka who was currently sleeping soundly.

Today Raka did seem very busy, so the man went to bed first and Nayra had no problem with that.

"What, Honey? Hungry?" asked Raka with a hoarse voice, he tried to wake up from his sleep even though his eyes felt very heavy.

"No," answered Nayra while chuckling. Seeing the husband who continues to serve him in all circumstances makes Nayra feel guilty for disturbing her sleep.

"I'm sorry, honey, I didn't mean to disturb your sleep" Nayra said.

"What's wrong? Why wake me up, hem."

"Just to tell you, Naura's got her shoes on."

Nayra showed a photo of Naura wearing her shoes, Raka who saw it was tickled.

"Good God, baby." Raka takes Nayra's cell phone, puts it on the table and pulls her into her arms. "It's late and you're busy with your phone, haem?"

"I'm not sleepy" said Nayra, looking for the most comfortable position in her husband's arms.

"Sleep, huh? Just close your eyes, you'll fall asleep on your own." Raka kissed the wife's head gently, making Nayra's heart feel warm.

"Hem." Nayra inhaled the scent of the husband, even kissed Raka's chest which was not covered by anything.

"Don't tease me, honey," said Raka. "I'll be hungry."

Nayra only gave a shy smile while pinching Raka's waist. "We're husband and wife, it's okay dong eat each other," seduced Raka.

"Tomorrow at night" said Nayra. "Yesterday night, the doctor said not too often either."

"Hem, okay. But after giving birth later I want every night, every morning, every afternoon and__"

"Why not every second? You want me to die standing up?"

*****

"I never knew Ian was growing up in an orphanage" Nayra said, enjoying fresh orange juice.

Currently the two are in the backyard of Arsen's house, a house large enough and spacious to be occupied by Arsen, Ian and some of his other kids that Arsen said were their foster kids. Of course there are also some helpers who take care of them all.

When Arsen said he had a foster child, Naura thought it was an orphanage. However, it was indeed a foster child who lived in Arsen's private home.

"Is that why you bullied him? because he doesn't have a family to defend him?"

Naura was stunned to hear what Arsen said, because she and some of her friends often insult Ian even though they were friends.

"I think it was our fault" Naura said, bowing deeply. "Look at Ian who was plain, never fought back when anyone was judging him. It's like ... a little fun to bother him," Naura said honestly.

"Among all of us, maybe it was just Nayra who didn't bother Ian. They're even close friends." Continue while remembering their old school days.

When Arsen only listened while the mangosteen, because he also did bullying on some of his school friends who look weak.

Arsen chuckled, hearing what Naura said.

"No, I'm not a psychopath" Arsen said.

"When have you been babysitting those kids?" asked Naura, she put her juice on the table, after which she removed her shoes then Naura sat down by the pool, put her feet into the very cold pool water.

"Since Ian and I had money," replied Arsen.

"Hem, why do you want to take care of them? Why don't you put them in an orphanage?" ask Naura again .

Now that Arsen was following Naura, he sat down beside Naura and also put his feet into the pool water.

"I'm trying to set up my own orphanage, in this house. The submission letter is almost done" Arsen said, making Naura look surprised.

"Seriously?" ask Naura in disbelief. Arsen just nodded with a smile. "Is this a good business opportunity?" asked Naura who immediately made Arsen laugh.

"Gosh, Naura!" Arsen shook his head while staring at Naura. "Is it just business and business that exist in the brain of a person who has a perfect life like you?"

"That's not what I mean," Naura argued when she realized she might have mispronounced. "I just don't expect, you're still single but want to take care of orphans, ordinary people like you will only focus on business, pursue a career and success desperately."

"How and where a child is born and grows will determine the purpose of his life" Arsen said. "Me and Ian were born out of nowhere, Ra. We also grew up in orphanages, kinship relationships as cousins are not real. I'm just claiming Ian as my cousin to make us feel like we have a family."

Naura listened to Arsen's story carefully, especially when she found out that Ian was indeed a kara. It makes Naura feel more guilty because often menjahili the child first.

"Growing up without a family is painful, Ra, I'm trying to help other kids not feel what Ian and I feel. That's why I adopted those from the streets."

Naura was full, she was moved. Not expecting a man who always looks annoying turns out to have a very sincere heart.

"And do you know why I approached you?"

"What?" shimmies Naura.

"Because I know, you're a mother who lost her child and probably won't be able to give birth to another."

Naura's tears immediately spilled without being prevented, her chest again felt tight as Arsen with his heart again reminded of the curse.

"No need to cry, Ra," Arsen said with a slanted smile. "It's free."

"You don't understand what you're feeling" he sighed angrily. Just a few seconds ago Arsen made his touch, now the man was like dousing chili powder into his still gaping heart wound. Heat, pain and pain.

"We're all the same here, Ra," Arsen said. "You lost a child, it must have been very painful. We also feel the same way even though in different contexts, we are dumped by our mother who gave birth to us. You don't think it hurts?"

Arsen's usual sparkling eyes now turned cloudy, even already glazed. "We always wondered, what got us thrown away? Why should we be born if no one wants us? Thinking of all that makes us live without souls."

Naura was stunned, she was silent and could only look at Arsen who was now rubbing his eyes.

"You must be thinking, you are the most miserable person in the world." Arsen again smiled obliquely then continued. "Look at those kids!" Arsen pointed to his foster children who are now playing with balloons, some are eating cake with voraciously, some are playing chases and as his.

"You're still lucky, Ra, you have a family. You have Mom and Dad, you have treasure. While them? Let alone family and possessions, hope they have nothing."

Arsen took a deep breath and said, "You don't have children, but you can find someone to make a child. While us? How are people like us looking for someone else to make mom and dad?"

Naura's tears spilled again, Arsen's words as if hitting her heart hard. "Life is cruel, isn't it? Not just cruel to you, but to all of us."