
Nayra doesn't know what to decide now, go with Raka or go alone? That's the only option he had.
Nayra tried to harden her heart to choose the second option. But somehow it feels so heavy.
Right now he could only ponder his fate while staring at the ceiling of his nursery, while Raka slept by his side leaning head to Nayra's arm.
Nayra had already told the man to go home, or at least sleep on the sofa. But Raka refused, sitting by Nayra's side and clasping her hands tightly. It was as if Raka was afraid of Nayra leaving again.
"What should I do, Lord? I beg you to give me your lead" murmured Nayra.
He also wondered why until now his father did not return to the hospital, did he want to throw Nayra?
Nayra let out a heavy sigh, she looked extremely riled up and it seemed like it could be felt by Raka.
The man woke up and asked. "What's up, Nay?"
Nayra's forehead wrinkled, she looked at Raka confusedly then shook her head. "Keep why don't you sleep? It's late, honey, you have to rest" Raka said as she pulled Nayra's blankets, confirming.
"Why don't you go home, Raka? At least so you can sleep comfortably" Nayra said.
"Last night I was in my fancy room, the AC and the bed was so soft. But I can't sleep because I keep thinking about you.. Then now I'm with you, in this room, sitting down but it's enough to make me sleep well" said Raka at length who made Nayra blush.
Stupid, at a time like this he still had time to blush with the sweet words of Raka.
While Raka was being honest, last night she did not sleep in the slightest and while with Nayra like now, she suddenly felt very sleepy and finally fell asleep.
"Keep why haven't you slept, hm? Is the bed too small? We're moving into a bigger room, yeah." Nayra nodded slowly. The treatment room is VIP, the bed is big and the room is also very comfortable. "Then why don't you go to sleep, honey? You hungry? Ngever? Want anything? Want some spicy meatballs on that side of the road? I bought it, yeah."
Nayra couldn't help but laugh as she heard Raka's long speech, she was like a father comforting his little daughter.
"I thought about my future, Raka," Nayra said at last.
"Other thing you need to think about, hm? Your future is clear, with me and our son. We'll leave tomorrow, if the doctor says you can get out of the hospital." Raka said resolutely and with great emphasis, as if that had already been her absolute last decision.
" Then what about the others, Raka?" great-grandson Nayra.
"What else would ever want to know our feelings, Nay?" Raka actually asked back which immediately made Nayra silenced. "I know maybe people will see our love is a forbidden love, but I don't need to. Love only needs to be exercised, not judged."
Raka remembered what Bian had said in his house, when he was so shocked that even his brain had blanked. However, he finally realized what Bian really meant.
"Me too" said Raka honestly, especially when she saw the wound in the man's eyes. "But we can what? We can't control our feelings, right? If you force yourself back to Bian will also eventually not be the same. We've gone too far, Nay, there's no way back."
"You're right" Nayra said later.
Now the two are both silent, trying to dive into each other's feelings and wondering why there can be such love in their lives. Love is so complicated and mysterious. Love is tinged with wounds and tears.
"It's better that you sleep now, let it recover quickly and we can get out of here quickly" exclaimed later.
Nayra nodded, she closed her eyes and Raka immediately stole a kiss on the woman's forehead which made Nayra re-open her eyes.
"Raka!" scold her.
"I love you" Raka said without caring about Nayra's annoyance. Now that she knows Nayra loves her, Raka will no longer hesitate to treat her like a lover.
"Ck," Nayra clucked in annoyance despite the fact that her heart was pounding.
"Great dream, sweetie."
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Next day
"Where was Non-Nayra taken Mr. Desta? Kok could have his own child kidnapped so," said Bi Siti while sweeping while Bi Jum mopped the floor.
"Actually it was not kidnapped anyway, Ti, but picked up," said Bi Jum. "Mr Raka is not her husband Non Nayra, so it's only natural that her father picks her up." Further.
"Well, it's just been picked up. Where to once? Non Nayra even came home from the rain alone, there was no father of his mother looking for him. I think that the same care for Non Nayra is only Mr. Raka, "ceoleteh Bi Siti.
"Yes because she's pregnant, Ti, Mr. Raka's son."
The chatter of the two servants of Raka was stopped when he heard the horn sound from outside, Bi Jum immediately rushed to open and he was astonished to see who was coming.
"Oh, that's Non Nayra what's Miss Naura, huh?" Bi Jum clucked, he could no longer distinguish between Nayra and Naura.
However, whoever it was, now he walked up to Bi Jum and asked, "Raka is, Bi?"