Rahim Nayra For Naura
Chapter 48 - Should You Return?

"Let's go, sweetie."

Nayra pulled her hand slowly as Bian took her away, it made Bian's heart melt even he held his breath especially when Nayra turned her face away. "Why, Nay?" ask her with a clenched voice.

"I don't want to go with anyone, Bi," said Nayra.

"Why?" ask Bian. However, Nayra could not answer that question. "Is it because of Raka? You love her?" Bian's voice shook as he asked that question.

While Nayra was increasingly unable to answer, even tears slid free from the corner of her eye but she immediately wiped it away.

"You love Raka, Nayra?" bian asked once more even though he had expected Nayra's answer. "Nayra!" Bian shook the woman's shoulder.

"Ma-sorry ... Bian," said Nayra stammered that made Bian immediately feel weak.

Nayra was bowed deeply and tears fell back on her cheeks. She asked that she had answered all of Bian's questions so clearly. "Why, Nay?" lirih Bian with a voice stuck in his throat. "Why do you love him? Huh uh? You said you'd always love me, until death you'd love me!"

Bian's voice grew louder, even making Nayra jerk and her crying was increasingly broken.

"Where's your promise, Nayra? What was my fault until you dumped me like this, hm? where's my lack?" Bain could not hold back his tears anymore.

It felt many times more painful than when Nayra claimed to be pregnant with Raka's child, Bian felt like there were thousands of waves raining down on his heart at this time, it was as if a huge mountain was squeezing his chest until he felt so tight and it was hard to breathe.

"You're perfect, Bi," great-grandson Nayra. He lifted his face and at once his heart was torn to shreds to see Bian crying for it. "I'm a fool, I don't deserve you because you're too perfect, Bi."

Nayra tried to touch the man's arm but Bian immediately brushed him off violently. Nayra could only bite her lips, holding back sobs from escaping her mouth.

"You're right," sizzled Bian. He wiped the tears on his cheek with the back of his hand. "You don't deserve me, Nay" he said with a cynical smile. Bian got up from his chair, he stepped back and then said. "You deserve Raka, both traitors!" Bian again hissed sharply before he finally left the nursery of Nayra, leaving the woman who could only now smile full of ridicule.

Mocking his life's destiny and certainly mocking himself who had dared to love Raka and betray Bian.

Nayra's heart ached to hear the word traitor come out of the mouth of the man she once loved so much, but she could no longer cry. Her tears must be dry by now.

"AAGGHGHH..."

Bian smacked the steering wheel of his car many times while continuing to shout like a madman. It seems like he would be crazy if he kept remembering Nayra, especially now he already knows for sure that Nayra loves Raka. Bian has been stifled, he lost before the war even he did not know that he should have fought.

Suddenly he fell, suddenly his throne of love was seized by others.

Bian drives his car to a nightclub, he needs something to vent his anger at the moment because he is not satisfied to vent it on Raka. In fact, it seems like he would not be satisfied even if he killed the man.

Bian did not even care about his battered face even the blood at the corner of his lips was dry, already,

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"Raka?" mummy Nayra couldn't believe it.

"I think you ran to the end of the world to get away from me" Raka said with a slight chuckle. However, then he grimaced as he felt a sting on his torn lips.

"Raka?" call Nayra again while sitting down.

"Yes, honey, I'm here" replied Raka with teary eyes.

"Why are you here?" Nayra put her cold face on the man, even she asked curiously as usual.

"You picked up the mother of my son" kekeh Raka.

"I beg you not to start again, Raka," exclaimed Nayra with emotions that suddenly peaked especially after she remembered the father's story about Naura, that her brother was so hurt that Raka was going to divorce him.

"I didn't start anything, honey," said Raka. "I just continue what you're doing."

"Please!" Nayra hissing sharply. "Go, Raka, I beg you!" Nayra looked at the man with a light look. "Don't worry, I'll give this kid if he's"

Nayra's two eyes were perfectly rounded when Raka suddenly silenced her mouth with the man's mouth. Nayra froze, unable to respond in the slightest. Can't refuse or accept Raka's kiss. In fact, Nayra was only silent when the lips that had only been attached to it had now moved, giving such a gentle kiss.

Somehow Nayra's tears just fell, not because she was hurt. Rather than because he missed Raka, maybe his lips could lie easily but it was very difficult to lie to his heart.

Raka could feel the tears of Nayra who was now also wetting her cheeks. However, that did not make him stop his kiss. Raka actually deepened her silence, as if she wanted Nayra to feel that she missed her so much. Raka froze her so gently, and Nayra also fell into the man's trap let alone her pregnant hormones making her so sensitive.

Unknowingly Nayra squeezed Raka's arm to vent the dusty feeling in her heart at this moment, fear, longing, guilt and love. Everything is fused into one.

Until Nayra remembered again the fact that the man who was kissing her was his own kaka-in-law.

Nayra immediately pushes Raka until their kiss is released. "This is not true" exclaimed Nayra as she wiped her lips.

"It's true, honey," answered Raka. "I know you love me, now that we love each other then anything has become right for us" Raka said.

Nayra shook her head firmly.

"I betrayed Bian, Raka, please don't make me betray Naura. Please!" Nayra glazed at the man.

"We didn't betray anyone, Nayra. This is indeed a fate written for us." Raka tried to touch Nayra's shoulder but Nayra immediately brushed her off.

"I beg you, Raka, it's enough of a burden that I'm bearing now." Nayra's tears were free again. "I will not be able to bear one more burden" he explained.

Raka shook her head slowly, she wiped Nayra's tears gently. "We're all together, Nayra," he said. "And do not lie to your own heart, you and our children can not be far from me and vice versa. I can't be far from you."

"But, Raka-"

"Shhh...." Raka put her finger on Nayra's lips. "Trust me, I won't let you bear it all by yourself. We're going from this place, to a place where no one knows us, okay?"