SAFAZAR (Pursuing the Love of Mr. Prosecutor)
SAFAZAR | CHAPTER 182

Safa pensively stared at the table in front of her. His mouth shut, not knowing what to say. While in front of him, Sinta, a former homeroom teacher and Edzar's ex-wife are telling stories about their past.

"We got married because we were arranged. Really didn't know each other before."

"It all started because of the trust of the late father Mas Edzar, my father-in-law who wanted us to get married. I don't know what made him so bad forced us to be together."

"But I've heard that at that time Mas Edzar liked a girl, but both of them didn't approve."

"We finally decided to get married despite being awkward. One year later I was pregnant with Dika. It was also at the encouragement of families who had asked about children. We had not thought about that problem before. Because we still need to know each other."

"One by one the exams begin. We who are not fully mature and maintain each other's egos often quarrel. In the past, the economy of Mas Edzar has not been as good as now. Very far in comparison. We also graduated from college a year ago. Not long ago work."

"But Alhamdulillah, Mas Edzar's career can quickly get certainty. He passed the CPNS test at one of the Prosecutors in Jakarta. Of course I'm glad to hear it."

"However, because of that also Mas Edzar had to live moving, from one city to another. Who will not want to make us live far apart."

"Mas Edzar has proposed for me to follow him. But, my stubborn and ego-centered me wants to stay in Jakarta. Because I am still waiting for the certainty of CPNS. Moreover, I have already been at home teaching in the Capital City. It's hard to adapt to a new environment."

"When I got pregnant, our relationship was pretty close. Communication was not as good as I was in the beginning. Although the subject of conversation should be me first who started because in fact Mas Edzar a quiet person, not much to say and as you know, he is a bit cold."

Safa was still listening in silence. Although he did not deny his heart throbbing pain knowing Edzar had contact with women other than himself.

"Everything went well. Until the moment where my content grew, Mas Edzar has not even looked at me. Occasionally in four months. Maybe because the distance factor also makes it not too often to go home."

"Although we still often communicate by phone. He never missed his obligation to send me a living every month."

"But still, all I need is his presence. His attention is real."

Sinta breathed a heavy sigh. He nodded before continuing his story. "I can't stand our relationship which I don't think has made any progress. Tasteless as if without feeling."

"In the end I am happy. The madness begins when the first love comes to tempt the faith." His former teacher looked sobbing.

Safa doesn't know what to do. Does he have to calm down? But, for some reason his butt was so lazy to lift.

"My feelings are starting to divide. Moreover, I found what I desperately needed in him. The man was so attentive to me. Caring. She also often took me to the gynecologist for a pregnancy check. To make me gradually more lulled, and a little forget about Mas Edzar."

"The highlight when he made a statement was that he actually liked me a long time ago. My heart is getting more dilemma. Between having to choose love or loyalty to the husband."

Sinta. His face was covered with tears. "In the end I committed the greatest sin I have ever committed in my life. I betrayed Mas Edzar. Totally betrayed him."

"S-i ...."

"I .... I committed adultery with the man at 8 months of pregnancy" she surprised Safa. Of course he could not help but be surprised to hear it.

"At that time Mas Edzar had just left to return to the city where he served."

"That demon made me do it."

"God punished me with an unexpected incident. My membranes ruptured early during intercourse. We who are unconscious remain dissolved in sin. Until the moment I was taken to the hospital, the fetus was no longer helped." Sinta was crying again. The woman lamented at the deepest regret of her life.

"Mas Edzar was furious. He knows my affair. And it gets even more furious to know that his son died of a stupidity I made myself."

"Our relationship is getting colder. Not anymore, but it's cracked and impossible to fix."

"I don't think he can still be kind enough to hide that disgrace from the whole family."

"I couldn't do anything about it when Mas Edzar dropped my talaq, filed for divorce right after I recovered from my surgery."

Safa flinched when suddenly Sinta touched her hand on the table. "Behold, you are a lucky woman because you can get love from Mas Edzar. He's a very nice guy. Although his silent attitude often makes people misunderstand."

"I'm so grateful, Mas Edzar has found his love, which is you."

"I can feel such great love. The treatment is very different for you. He turned into the man that the women out there wanted, including the old me."

"He's never been that attentive to me before. Nor does he look at me as gently as he looks at you. The present Edzar, as if spilling all his feelings on you."

"You're lucky Safa. I even had to spend a year together to get him to stare at me for more than 2 seconds. Edzar is very difficult to approach. He's the guy with the strongest defensive fortification I've ever known. To the extent that I once thought that he wasn't interested in women."

"I was wrong. Mas Edzar just hasn't found the right woman to be the container to pour out his entire heart."

"But now he has found it. You are the woman he chose."

"Trust, Safa. Edzar loves you very much. Although he was not honest about our previous relationship, it was because he intended to tell him after you finished therapy. Your psychologist, Rey, once said that you are strongly discouraged from being pressured into therapy."

"For that, this became a concern for him. Edzar went wrong. You finally know it from Mom."

"I'm saying this not to defend him, but it's the truth. Rey told me everything, about your problems."

"Either, I feel I have an obligation to explain."

Safa's forehead is wrinkled. "Don't you know Rey's sister?" tanyanya.

Sinta smiled. "It just so happened that she was my junior sister in college. We still meet a few times on the job."

"I know you married Mas Edzar also from him."

Didn't he?

Safa did not respond much. Not without reason, since then he held back the dizziness and bad taste in his stomach. The longer it gets uncomfortable. Until he couldn't hold the ring.

"Safa? You why?"

Safa shakes. He doesn't know either. At that time he had no history of severe heartburn. Why does her stomach hurt so much?

"Awc ...." Cold sweat began to pour down his forehead.

Sinta's panicking. He got up from his seat and approached his disciple. "Safa? Hey!" He screamed and reflexively held Safa's limp body from the chair.

"Please ...!"

"Dad!" Edzar, who had just come after cleaning the tomb, was surprised to see his wife pias and almost fainted. He immediately took over her body from Sinta's embrace.

"Ai, why are you? Wake, Honey!" edzar patted his wife's cheek. His face was panicking amazingly.

"Bring it to the hospital, Mom." One of the visitors suggested.

Edzar nodded. Then immediately take Safa to his car and rush to find a hospital, or at least a clinic, health center, anything that can be first aid.