
Safa lay sideways on the bed. His eyes stared blankly at the balcony. He spent the whole day sleeping. His head felt heavy and pounding. It was his heart that was asked to forget Edzar.
But Safa must. Edzar was uncomfortable with his existence. Beyond that, Safa also felt very disappointed. If asked if he was hurt by the words of Edzar? The answer is definitely yes. Even Safa still vividly remembered every word that Edzar uttered.
This is the first time Safa has been denigrated, in public, in the presence of some who would perhaps remember her as a miserable woman.
Safa's angry? Ja.
But he couldn't hate Edzar as much as he wanted. The man humiliated him. Safa knows that. Everything takes time. As much as possible Safa will forget and make peace. It's better than we have to keep avoiding.
Edzar's neighbor, and soon will be related as besan. The intensity of their meeting remained. It might feel awkward though.
"Shhh...." A small ring came out of his mouth. His head throbbed as he tried to get up.
Safa held onto her forehead, walked slowly towards the balcony, then stepped on the sofa that was there. His back was leaning with his head turned, staring at the afternoon sky filled with gray clouds. Is it going to rain again?
His phone was ringing loudly. Kamila's name flashes in asking for attention. Safa immediately swiped the green button to receive the call.
"Hello?"
"Duh, her voice was so weak. How, still fever?"
"Udah is down. But still dizzy."
"He's dizzy. Feel it yourself, right? Who's the rain."
Safa smiled slightly in response to Kamila's grunts who again blamed her for playing in the rain. Safa knew her best friend was worried. Safa also admitted wrong. If Safa had not indulged in emotions yesterday and could have thought more logically, this might not have happened.
It's not Edzar's fault either. Safa was too naive because she did not understand the man's discomfort.
The wind blew a little, thunder started rumbling up there. Safa grabbed a sweater that wrapped her body until she drowned. The fever makes him sensitive to air. Warm clothes and scarves are the only savior besides medicine.
His throat also felt uncomfortable until it was difficult to swallow. These must be symptoms of a cough. It's really annoying.
"Saf, Lena has your DM, right? She was very grateful, she said since your endorsement, the turnover in her sister's olshop increased greatly."
"If you can, next month will use you again to make a new product."
"Saran, here, Saf. Why don't you develop this ability of yours? Well, yes, the result. Make a skincare snack."
Safa was pensive to hear Kamila's words.
"I'm not the one who works at home and has no activities."
Edzar's sentence reverberated in his ear. Spin repeatedly to make his head dizzy. Safa frowned with her eyes closed. Could this be an opportunity God gave in response?
"But I'm not a promotion guy. That's the caption you made...."
Kamila clucked, "The problem is easy! I could be your manager. For income, I only ask for 10 percent. How's it? Come on, dong Saf. Count on you helping me who again needs pocket money, huhu...."
"I will also find as many clients as possible for you. The more you earn, the more you move to me. Ahh. impatiently. My eyes lit up with a gibberish."
Safa snorted amusedly and shook her head. But, what Kamila said had a point as well. Why is Safa not utilizing its social media that is quite crowded?
Perhaps with this, Safa could show Edzar that he was not the only one who was busy. Safa can be much busier than that guy.
"Emm. I don't think that's a bad idea. Just so you always help me. It can calm me down."
Yes, perhaps this is the beginning for Safa to step out of her comfort zone.
Shortly after, his ears caught the sound of the roar of the car that Safa knew exactly who the owner was. The reflexes of his eyes dropped down. Unsolicited his gaze pointed at the figure that had just stepped out of the steering door.
Rinai water fell on her head, printing small spots on the surface of her uniform. Safa flinched when the man suddenly looked up. They looked at him for a moment, before Safa turned to look away.
Safa could not help the pain that was attacking her heart. Just like the sky, his eyes were also ready to let down rain from his overcast feelings.
When he glanced down again, Edzar had already passed to his house. Safa sighed, trying to ward off the chest-stifling pain.
Resistant Safa. He's already hurt you. You don't deserve to cry like that. Within a month, all this will be over. You can have a quiet day.
True, Safa just needs to be patient. The storm must have passed.
Tok to tok.
"Non, here's the fruit salad. Non Safa should come in soon. The rain is getting heavier. Come on, let Auntie shut the balcony door. The wind's not good for Non's health right now."
"Yes, Bik."
Safa fainted and passed into the room. Bik Inem locked the door and helped Safa sit on the bed. Arrange a pillow so that Safa can lean comfortably while eating the fruit.
"Mas Dava said, this afternoon do not have to take a shower first. Wiped aja. It is almost maghrib. Aunty wanted to wake up early, but could not bear because Non pules really sleep."
"Watch away, Bik?"
"Yes. He said there was a meeting for a while. Mas Dava also advised, Non should not be late to eat. The medicine also do not forget to drink."
Safa nodded, "That? Yes, yes, Bik. Now let Safa rinse," break Safa.
"Good, Non. Auntie ready for the warm water, huh?"
Bik Inem immediately stepped into the bathroom. Safa devours a little of its fruit while waiting for the water to be ready.
Suddenly Safa's view fell on a console table about a meter from the bed. The Cimory bottle line that had turned into a beautiful aesthetic decoration caught his attention.
It was the first snack he got from Edzar. Safa refused to throw it away. Finally he tried hard to turn the waste into something more valuable. Although not as good as expert handmade, because Safa is also the result of imitation from YouTube.
"What decoration is this, anyway? It's so grim."
Safa snorted considering Dava who frowned in disgust at the results of his work. But it's okay, said Bik Inem good, really.
His mouth turned moody. Is he willing to throw those cute Cimory-cimory into the trash?
He painstakingly made it.
"Come, Non. The water is ready. Want Aunt to help?"
Safa bit her lips a little embarrassed, "Help, yes, Bik. Safa can't rub her back...."
Bik Inem stumbled on an amused smile, "Why be so timid, anyway Non? Forgetting who's the first baby to bathe?"
Safa's lips, "Yes, it's different now, Bik. Safa's not a baby...."
"Hahaha. yeah, yeah. Duh, Aunt forgot. The body that used to be tepos, now it is plump and sexy. Not really good, yeah."
"Auntie what the hell.." whine Safa shy.
"Haha....."