SECOND TIME - LOVE IN CASTE
21. I'M HOME

Walk around all day while holding hands, enjoying a variety of culinary and also shopping for adorable items. Going to many places and capturing togetherness with loved ones is the dream of many people.

Not except the lovebirds who are on vacation together.

A happy aura emanated from the faces of the two. His eyes said the same thing.

Though, this morning the couple had been hit by awkwardness when they just woke up and found that the roller separator made last night had moved places and made both bodies stick and hug each other tightly.

"I'm sorry, I must have been unconscious and thought you were bolted" Nathan said clumsyly and released the twists of his hand in a very unkempt manner.

"Me too" replied the girl about to get up and her face flushed red.

"I took a shower first" he said, which then made his cheeks turn red with his own thoughts.

Until they finished breakfast and decided where to go today, they still felt awkward. But, as soon as he got out of the hotel and walked for a while, Nathan immediately grabbed his lover's hand and grabbed it as he walked.

"Let's not go away" she said as the eyes of the two met.

The warmth that flowed from the grasp, melted the awkwardness slowly until they forgot.

Like girls, Nara also enjoys shopping, although more often just looking around without buying, and believe me it's fun.

Nara also likes clothes - nice and expensive clothes, crazy about bags and shoes but the madness can still be limited. He was self-aware, that there was more to it than just a pair of million-dollar clothes.

Today, when he was with Nathan, he didn't buy a lot of stuff either. As it were, even Nathan offered this but was rejected by Nara. He can't be greedy. Not that he doesn't like it, he just likes to control himself.

"This one or this one?" ask Nathan. On both hands hung one pair of formal clothes for work. The model is almost the same, only distinguished by the color and a little accent on the bus.

"Both are beautiful. If you wear it, it's gonna be pretty." There is no solution to Nathan's response.

"Pick one!" ask the girl with lips forward a few inches.

"Take them both, Yang. Different models and colors." Breaking Nara's turmoil.

He looked at the two clothes in his hand. Nara nodded and decided to take just one of them.

"Ck, I'm gonna say take both, why just pick one?" nathan asked as they walked out of the store.

"I just remembered, last month just bought a brown work shirt. The model is almost similar too. So we'll find another one

lah!" answer lies. It's just an excuse.

A pair of clothes with a price of tens of millions, if you take two would pay how much Nathan only for two pairs of clothes. If you are later taken to another store. 'I have to be able to hold myself back later even become a habit', inner Nara.

If all this time he always obeyed his will, maybe he would not be able to buy his own house and also rebuild the house for his parents. If his eyes kept seeing the sparkle of jewelry that was always waving calling out to his wallet and he weakened with it, he would not be able to buy jewelry for his mother and father. Will not be able to buy land in the village there to be managed by his parents.

She will be a hedon girl who is dependent on luxury goods, branded goods and will forget her identity because she has to do anything to be able to meet her hedon lifestyle.

Therefore, before he contracted the hedon virus, he restrained himself, controlling the will of the heart.

If he wanted to be a hedon girl, he could have bought a lot today, Nathan would definitely not mind swiping his black card for Nara. But back again, Nara did not want to be enslaved by branded passions that could later strangle her own neck.

- - - - Nathan POV

After seven months of being in a relationship with Nara, I was really happy and this time my happiness doubled, I could hold my lover's hand all the way in public places and all day long.

Sometimes I stroke her hand and channel my happiness.

I want this forever. I want to hold this hand forever without any restrictions and not hide - hide like we've been doing. All this time, I could only hold her hand when we were alone in the car, or when we ate in the vip room that I always ordered every time we ate outside.

Actually, Nara is not a girl who is crazy about eating at expensive restaurants or having a VIP, I have several times invited her to eat at a roadside restaurant she is okay and looks very enjoying.

"Most of all, roadside stalls are better than the food in restaurants. It's just, maybe in the restaurant more hygienic," he said at the time.

"In addition, the ingredients may be premium average. But-" her speech was cut off as she stuffed the chicken bone into her mouth and bit her even like a sip.

"Chicken pecel catfish on the side of the road is always better." He was twitching his finger full of crazy spicy chili. But because of one thing, I dare not bring her out together in public too often.

I would hug her while she was cooking in my apartment, I would lie on her thighs while we were watching in my apartment. Sometimes I also do it at his house if his friend named Miss is not at home.

No one knows our relationship, other than Miss and my assistant Arthur. I gave her a reason to close this relationship because of the cooperation of my company and her place of work. She's a smart girl who understands that and agrees with my idea of not flirting with our relationship.

"I'm afraid people will think badly of you" I said at the time as an excuse.

Several times Arthur advised me, but I stopped my ears. I want to stay longer and if I can stay with my girl forever. I feel happy, I feel like I'm in a comfortable home with him. Is it my fault to fight for it?

Today, my happiness multiplied, when I managed to take her both on vacation. I can show off to those around me that this beautiful girl is my lover, mine, even though I don't know them.

"That's it?" I asked him, we were in one of the famous stores in the largest shopping center in Singapore and he just chose a pair of shoes. Beautiful, the choice is great. He just nodded with a smile, he was so happy. I offered her something else like a bag or jewelry and everything was rejected. She only chose one office dress stel even though I saw that she liked both of them very much. Yeah, that's my girl.  My village girl is innocent and always remembers where she came from. I know she likes branded stuff, but she keeps it from forcing herself.

'I don't want dependence and greed, you'll be overwhelmed, ' that's the answer every time I offer. Though I do not mind if I have to obey every request or buy it every time there is a new output.

"I don't go bankrupt and fall into poverty if I buy all this for you, Yang," I replied when he refused.

"I know, but I don't like to buy a lot but not kepake. Why be a display at home," he replied.

I clasped his hands tightly and prayed in my heart that God might unite us, give us the chance to be together forever. God, I want to be with him longer.

POV end----------

The two happy-looking lovebirds walked out of the shopping mall. The hands still remained tightly wrapped, and a radiance of happiness was clearly visible from the faces of the two.

The man occasionally brought the hand to his lips and put a friendly kiss. They walked while swinging their hands twisted and it was all out of sight of someone at the other end.

Someone who wears fashionable clothes and carries a famous brand grocery bag still follows the direction of love-drunk lovebirds. He saw clearly how the man was laughing happily and his eyes were shining with love.