SECOND TIME - LOVE IN CASTE
5. START A NEW LIFE Part 2

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"What the fuck? You can't work, anyway?"

Ma'am Nana shouted in front of my desk and also while throwing the file that I had been working on all day to the point of missing my precious lunch hour.

Holy hooch! this one human, pingin tek pites aja but...

"I'm sorry I fixed it again." Fix your oncom, do you know where it's wrong, Nar? bego - bego, dumelku in heart.

"Fifteen minutes!" he said as he passed by his room.

Boss sintyingggg, tell me where's wrong dong! I grumbled in my heart.

I looked at the file in front of me, looking around for where the fault was. And .. clingg! incandescent

the lights on my head are on. Crazy boss, fifteen minutes he said. Huhhhhhhh! it doesn't take fifteen minutes, bambang. I know where her fault is. With the spirit of four-five I did my duty.

Oh yeah, I haven't told you what my job is? I was placed in the secretary section of the audience, although not yet officially a secretary yes, ecek-eceknya this assistant secretary la, still remain lackey anyway.

    I stepped confidently into my boss room - the big boss secretary - mbak Nana. A beautiful woman whose rumors abandoned her boyfriend's marriage. Hmm .. our fate boss.

    I put the file on his desk and stood in front of him waiting for Nana to correct my work. I saw that Nana was just nodding. Did I make it? Yup! yes! yes! my cheer

in my heart, because Nana has no comment.

"I know you can do it" he said praising my work. I smiled happily.

"I'm two months away from leaving, Mr. Anwar told me to train you so you could replace me in the future. So, if in these two months you survive, you will be the occupants of this room," he said

telling me.

For the sake of Neptune who is lost, I want to prance to hear this news.

"Don't be happy!" he said suddenly cut off my fantasies that had run away - run around here and there. Granny drop by, I just sneered in my heart. Because I have to keep gays' attitude.

"If in these two months you don't graduate from me, don't expect you to be able to sit in this chair!"

Alamakjang his gaze was loh, serem tau mbak boss, deserve to stay married.

"I've been watching you since you came to work here, have you ever thought about why you were put in this position?" nana asked and I shook my head in response.

"Because I see you are capable, you are quick to respond and easy to learn, besides that ..." Ma'am Nana stood up and walked around me while watching me intensely. Maybe I'm judging my appearance?

Who know.

"Your appearance is supportive, you're tall and attractive." I nodded with a smile.

"So be active and focused. If you don't understand, don't be shy about asking. I'm happy with a guy who likes to ask questions, which means he's willing to learn." Ma'am Nana, walk back towards her seat and take a beautiful sitting position like before.

If I told you, you would be happy and proud to have given birth to a beautiful child like me. Haha.

Pretty, tall, smart, what else is lacking? Less rich!

"Yes, you can go back and continue your work" he said, smiling faintly.

"Well, ma'am, excuse me."

I turned around and stepped towards the exit. My eyeballs glanced at this room.

I smiled knot. Good luck, you should be able to. This room should be mine.

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"Are you healthy, son?" ask my mom to worry.

"Yes, Mom, Nara is healthy, don't worry that Nara will take good care of herself, ma'am." I replied calmly. I have lived in Jakarta for four months away from my family. I was alone and now I really miss, miss home and all its inhabitants, miss mommy even though it is very simple but very tasty. But, for the sake of a brighter future I will survive all my longings. Missing is hard, but having no money

to eat it is heavier.

"Don't eat late, don't think too much about us here so you don't eat" she said. Right, not arrogant, since working in this city, every month, I have routinely sent some of my income for their needs in the village. When I was in Z city, I did

"Yes, ma'am, here's dinner again." I replied as I stirred up the instant noodles I was going to make dinner.

"Eat healthy food, eat less noodles!" mother said as a spoonful of noodles landed in my mouth.

I almost choked, I suddenly looked around me as if looking for a cctv.  Is my mother psychic?

"Yes ma'am, but once in a while, right?" candaku.

"Don't be too late, it will hurt! I don't want to get news like those people, her son is sick overseas because of lack of food and just snacks," my mother said again.

"Mother, Nara will be fine here, don't worry!" my answer. And I'm determined for that.

I don't want to make my parents worry in our village. I have to give them news that always makes them happy.

"Mom, these two months I'm going to be trained hard at my job, I'm going to be promoted to the post, so if I rarely call or call you unanswered, don't be angry and don't worry" I said.

"Good department? Didn't you have four months of work there?" My mother was the only one who was a village and

SD graduates think so.

"Yes Ma'am, Nara's boss wants to resign, so before resigning, Nara's boss wants to educate Nara so that he can replace her later."

"Thank God, learn good and good to your boss. Keep on remembering your advice, Nar. There is no shortcut to success if it is not the back. Never sacrifice yourself just because

a department. My point here is, don't choose the wrong path. If you are lucky and diligent in your work, the position you want and the one that suits you will come in time" said the mother. I nodded, conscious that the call was not a video call.

"Yes Ma'am, Nara will still remember Mother's advice. Pray that Nara succeeds and can raise little by little the dignity of the family in the village so as not to be looked down upon again by the people," I replied a little grudge when

considering the neighbors in the village .

My mother fell silent and said "It is not good to hold grudges, revenge will not give happiness and satisfaction, must be with iklas," my mother's advice again.

    In retrospect, my mother is too good, many people in the village are often gosipin mothers who rarely gather together, do not participate in the ranks, not, mothers will only exist if there are activities or events in the village such as parties or other celebrations. Not that I don't know often digosipi, but Iklas aja so.

"You must throw your revenge away from your heart, son! Not good at that" he continued.

Inhale

 I did it over and over again, yes right, to this day I still remember what the villagers said. Leo married Sovia because the Sovi family was more dignified than my family, richer, had a good education and more to compare.

Leo's mother didn't choose me obviously because I was from a poor and unregarded family.

Hey ladies, wait for the news of my success, my mind is stirring.

"Leo and Sovia are getting married next month" the mother said.

"....."

The news should not surprise me anymore. But, I still felt my heart pinch after hearing this news.

"Click so you can be happy too" continued my mother.

"Yes, Mom. Nara Iklas's. It's just that, it still feels .. "I answered briefly, How can you, Mom?

Although it has been broken up, but the break up is not because there is no sense anymore. It would be different if we broke up because we no longer have the feeling of love.

"Yes, you continue to eat dinner and rest, don't forget to pray!"

"Yes, Mom, say hello to Nara and my brother Ryan and Ririn. Good night, ma'am," I answered and disconnected the call.

    I looked at the instant noodle bowl for my dinner, I was not tasteful anymore plus the minya was swollen. I think back to what you said, next month?

Is Sovi done with the trial? Didn't he send a message like that?

Of course, Leo's mother would be very proud if in the wedding invitation Leo later, his future wife also holds a bachelor's degree. Government officials of Leo's father's co-workers will also be sure to praise the future son-in-law.

May you be happy brother.