SECOND TIME - LOVE IN CASTE
45. TRUST ME AND WAIT FOR ME!

"No Ynara, do not do it to me, please!"

"I'm not going out of this house before

you forgive me and promise to keep your promise" Nathan continued

while shaking his head and not stepping his feet even a inch of Ynara

already screaming tight to the veins in

his neck almost broke.

"I know I was wrong for lying about my status to you. But he is also trying to finish it in silence. If you don't believe me, I can invite Delia to meet you and

tell you about our marriage." What a very man

obstinately. Introducing Delia? Is he serious?

Seeing Ynara's flat face that seemed to hold on to her decision, Nathan approached and brought Ynara to sit on the steps.

Surprisingly Nara even followed the man's will.

"Don't tell me to go home to fix it

my relationship with wife Delia. I wouldn't want to. If you tell me to go home

to talk to my parents about us, I want to but I beg you

I have to promise to be my supporter. To be honest Ynara, for these two years, although we rarely meet, even though we are not free to express our love, but I feel my life is better than before. I know you must realize, you can feel it, that I like you so much, love you so much and I've imagined what our future will be like,

Ynara." Nathan takes the opportunity to grab Nara's hand and clasps her back. The owner was silent, but his mind was no longer troubled now.

"Nathan, be honest with me, .. huuuffff" Nathan.

nodding and waiting for Nara who was taking a deep breath.

"Where did you lived" Nathan gasped at his lover's question. What

now all his lies will be exposed again?

"You always take me to your apartment and there I can see that the unit is alive. All the stuff's in there

reflecting yourself. I mean, it's so masculine there's no woman's taste

except for the flower vase I put in the corner. What is a permanent residence or ..." Nara could not continue her sentence. He didn't want to ask that, but he was curious.

"Sorry!"

Nathan's slow answer answered everything.

"I stay there occasionally if I'm lazy

go home. After the office I'll be there late. At midnight I

go home." Nathan looked down while answering honestly.

"You're very professional! Surely you

laugh at me because I can be fooled by you."

"I didn't mean to, Yang."

Nathan ducked, denying everything, but he realized Nara was not a girl who could be fooled especially now that her biggest sin had been discovered.

"I bought it a long time ago, before I got married, papa didn't let me live outside the house because we often work together."

"...."

"Before you know, I bought an apartment without your knowledge. It's in Arthur's name. Whenever I need some alone time, I go there. Until I know you and we're dating."

"...."

"Darling, sorry. I don't want to hurt your heart more. I'll be honest again.

When we got married, I gave you a home. And I went home because I didn't want any reports to papa. Delia and I are trying to cover up our household."

Hearing that, Nara wondered inwardly. What is the relationship between these two people? Do they know that their partner has another partner outside?

"Have you ever told your wife about us?"

There was a difficult feeling expressed by Nara when she asked that question. If Nathan tells it, and Delia is Sisca. Did Delia know who Nara was?

"What's your wife's full name?" Nara asked before Nathan answered her question.

"Adelia Fransisca" replied Nathan and then remembered Delia's gig at the cafe.

Nara looked at Nathan and muttered inwardly, Should I tell her?

Nara shook her head, "No. Just been through it a few times."

Nathan nodded even though he thought Nara was hiding something from him.

From the murmur of Delia at the cafe that praised the voice of Nara and also Nara just now who asked Delia's full name. Looks like these two guys aren't just about to cross paths.

Meanwhile, Nara is thinking that if Nathan never tells Sisca anything about himself, it is likely that Sisca does not know who he is and what his role is in their household. Will Sisca blame him for being third?

While thinking about it, suddenly there was another thought that perched in Nara's head. Could Delia have known Nara and Nathan? Is it possible for Delia to be reckless with the Sky just to repay Nara?

"It's late at night, go home! Didn't I throw you out?" Nara stood up from her seat and stared flatly at Nathan. Why did I sit down and talk to this guy again? his inner.

Nathan is a little shocked by Nara's change.

"Darling?"

"Stop Nathan's. Don't call me that again. It hurt so much when I realized that I shouldn't have gotten that call from you. Someone is missing you to call her like that."

Nara flat-spoken.

"No Ynara's. I don't want to. You are my dear. I'll still call you that. Please do not push me so hard to go away from you. For two years knowing you, I lived Ynara. My life is more colorful. I felt so deep in you Ynara. I can't live without you. Please trust me!"

Nara shakes. This is wrong, this is one of his murmurs slowly.

"Please get out of my house and don't come back." Nara turned around and ran to her room with teary eyes. He slammed the door of his room and slumped directly on the wall of the door. He cried as much as he could, even though his voice was stifled, his shoulders trembled. He cries for his love that will run aground again and the problems are not much different from the past.

******

Miss shook her head to see two people who love each other but suffer because of the man. It felt like he wanted to come closer and give a bogem gift on the face of the man who had made his friend cry.

"Poor girl! It seems your luck in romance is not as good as your job," he muttered softly as he followed Nara's step up the stairs with half a run. I miss Nara crying. He could see Nara's hand wiping her cheek.

He had arrived home because he was worried that his friend was crying and stressed alone. Once he arrived, he could see there was a car in the yard and he could guess it belonged to Nathan.

Sure enough, the couple sat on the stairs and were talking seriously. Miss waiting for them while leaning on the door leaf. He saw Nara standing up and running.

Miss turned around, walked to her car. He better not interfere first. The thing that can give this time is alone time for Nara.

"Ynara, I'm sorry that I pushed you to be with that guy."

Missed to go and prepared to look for lodging tonight.

Meanwhile in the room, the,

Nara stared blankly ahead. It's midnight but his eyes are not sleepy even though his body feels tired like it's not powered. It's a matter of tonight taking all the power.

Suddenly he realized, had not heard the sound of the car Missing. Didn't he come home? Is the cafe still too crowded?

Gathering her strength, Nara stood up and walked out of the room. Because Nathan was gone, the house must not have been locked and the lights were on.

Nara stepped slowly and gasped when she found Nathan who was still sitting in the same position.

"Why not go home? What's the reason you came home late to your wife this time?"

He asked flatly with his flat expression. Nathan turned his head and found Nara standing on two steps from him.

"Darling, ak---"

"You don't seem to understand. I'm not the one you deserve to call that."

"Dear, baby, baby. I love you Ynara, I love you Ynara. My life is just you Ynara. " Nathan spoke quickly and slightly raised his voice. He stood up and faced Ynara.

"Ynara, I know you're angry because I lied. Excuse me. Please forgive me. If from the beginning I spoke honestly, I'm sure you wouldn't want to be close to me even knowing me you wouldn't. I've been honest with Ynara, ever since I was with you. My spirit is getting better."

Nathan stepped once. He grabbed Ynara's hand and spoke,

"I do love you. More than everything I loved. You love me, right?"

Nara nodded her reflexes to Nathan.

"Darling, please tell me you will still support me and wait for me. I promise I'll finish this soon. Soon, we'll be together without a hitch. Can you?"

Nara's worried. Nathan's problem is not a trivial one. It is not like a man divorcing his wife in words. Nathan can't because Delia is the parent's choice and also the source of their company's strength.

"Darling?" Nathan wanted to hear Nara's answer.

"I have to what?" asked Nara in a hoarse voice. " I'm mad at you, I'm disappointed, I want you to stay away from me, but..." Nara did not continue her sentence because she did not know what to say. Passive people are like that. No expression, no passionate words. Tend to prefer to hold your own.

"Just trust in me, Bebi" replied Nathan approaching and cupping his lover's face.

"Trust me and wait for me in a minute!"