SECOND TIME - LOVE IN CASTE
41. "NO MEN NO CRY"

NARA POV

Before returning home from the cafe, Miss asked if I was fine driving alone or needed to be escorted. I said I was okay then

leave immediately. I want to leave this place so hard.

At first I came to have fun but I cried.

I walked to the parking lot to my car and got in. Already preparing to leave I suddenly remembered my friends inside,

I picked up my phone and typed a message on Melda, that I'd come home first,

there's urgent business.

Me:

[Sorry yes Mel, there is urgent business. I'm back first. Please say Jane yes]

[So I promised to take her home]

Melding: Melda:

[Ok. Safely.]

[What a warm urge, huh? Need Help?]

Nara:

[No, I just remembered there was an appointment with Mr. Sky, send the documents that were accidentally left behind this morning]

[He had to text, so I hurried home]

Melding: Melda:

[Okay if that's it. ttdj dear]

All the way home, my brain turned the memory over these two years, from the invitation to the introduction to tonight. I really didn't expect the man I trusted to cheat on me. You fucking asshole.

"Suckers! A fraud!" I scream inside

car while driving. My tears began to drip without warning.

I couldn't hold tightness in my chest anymore, I cried, once again crying over that jerk guy. My eyes feel like they're blurring

water-filled. I pulled over, I cried, pounding my chest

that feels cramped.

Regrets now come, if only I hadn't

eat his seduction, not inedible sweet words, if only I did not

knock down my fortress first. Many if only my regrets.

"Don't Cry!" I screamed at

myself because I still cry.

I calmed myself down after crying, I got back to running my car. I must hear the reason the man tricked me. I want to know what his purpose is. Are they conspiring? Very compatible couple then.

After arriving home, I calmed myself for a while, lying on my bed, I recalled the memories with him. Really, that guy was so good at covering everything up all this time, I suddenly

remembered every date we had, was it because of this she always took me to eat at

closed room? Dating only in a traveling car with no direction? Or drive-in cinema?

"You're really stupid Ynara. You could have been fooled. Your brain needs to clear up." I'm talking to myself.

"I guess it's really because of the company's cooperation. Really a jerk."

It was almost midnight, I turned on all the lights in the house, while carrying a brown envelope in my hand walking towards the usual guest room in Nathan if staying here. I lay my body on the bed and I can smell it. My tears were dripping again when I remembered the status of that man.

"You're amazing, Nathan, being able to fool two women at once."

What was the reason he gave his wife while staying here? Or when we're late because we're on a date? Then

the apartment I used to visit

belonging who? Personal? Just to be able to date me. Oh my God, so brilliant is his brain.

Because of the annoyance that was mixed with sadness, I quickly got up and stood up from the mattress, I pulled the bed sheet and blanket, took off the pillowcase and then dragged it into the laundry room.

What are you throwing away? Yes, yes, just dumped. But, this is washed

after using anyways, dear money buy expensive time because the man

I'm wasting money. I drag it back to the guest room and just put it down

on the bed.

I heard the roar of the car engine outside and I knew it must be Nathan. Good, he finally came, I was waiting for him. Turns out

he's gentle too. I rushed out of the room and walked quickly into the room

guest, sitting sweetly on the sofa while waiting for my doorbell to ring. I planned

pretend to be deaf when she hears the bell or when she knocks on my door. I want to know

how hard it is to see me tonight.

"Let's hear that explanation from your sweet mouth, you son of a bitch!" I cursed again.

Long wait for the bell never to ring, did I misunderstand the sound of the car? Hah that car doesn't belong to just Nathan, does it?

But, the distance of the house in this housing is not

With my frustration already reaching the crown, I almost went to the window and made sure but I was prestigious. "Huh, she

can be big head, if you find out in wait," I said slowly.

"All right, we'll wait a minute, if it's deep

ten minutes he doesn't come, don't expect to come again later." Again I speak for myself.

I held my eyes back from falling asleep just to wait for this jerk who's been tricking me for almost two years.

Our relationship was almost two years, about seventeen months, while the marriage was already two years. What the fuck?

Did he cheat after marriage? Amit-amit.

"Oo God, I never aspired

being an actor, but kok gini is my fate, so the actor for two years."

Clever is right he covered his status, especially in his apartment like there was no smell

women, the decor is all men's taste.

The bell rang, I deliberately ignored it for a few seconds. I saw my cell phone clock. Oh, it's only been two minutes.

I left when the bell sounded again. I opened the door and I saw the man standing with a nose full of taste

guilty. Halah, your good looks seem like you're a fraud, my mind

sneered.

"Come in!" I let him in and

I closed the door back.

He sat on the couch in my living room and I went straight to the kitchen. I came back with two bottles of mineral water and two cans

soda - whatever he wants to drink.

He sat while propping up his body on both his thighs, his hands occasionally twitching his temples. No one spoke for a while, I casually opened the soda can and enjoyed it.

Something I rarely do. Soda is not good for my health in my opinion.

"You know Delia?" the question is slowly breaking

silence between us.

I directed my eyes at him just furrowing my brows, "Delia who?"

"My wife" he said too slowly. Anjirr, I

laughing smirkily when he heard the word 'my wife' coming out of his mouth.

"No, but a few times we've been breathing,"

flat answer. I don't intend to explain who Delia or Sisca are, at any time

people are different, right? Twins maybe?

Silent again, though,

"Ynara, listen! Delia's my parents' choice of wife,

we don't like each other and we both reject this marriage, I don't even

thinking of her as my wife, she was like a sister to me because she was our parents

have known each other for a long time." Honest or lying.

"Darling, I-I"

"Here, I don't deserve it!" I

directly thrusting the brown envelope that I had prepared earlier than before him

come by. I deliberately cut his words because I was sad to be called dear

and have another darling.

"This is your wife's fortune, should give it to

your wife, not me!" I continued in a quiet voice as possible, but

in my heart I really want to scratch it.

"Tell him my apologies for having

enjoying the fun that should be hers, sorry I can't give back

others, because I've been wearing them. We're done here"

I said my words without looking at him, my gaze flat on the extinguished tv.  My mood suddenly got worse when I heard the word 'My wife' spoken from her mouth and then called me 'honey'. Definition of this bastard.

I wanted to cry, but I kept it, more and more

low my self-esteem if I cry in front of him. I don't want him to see me

very bad because of him. I want to look like a girl who

rigid, not whiny and bucin. I should look like an independent girl with

determination and principles. 'No men no cry'. He must see that he is not

my number.