SECOND TIME - LOVE IN CASTE
4. START A NEW LIFE

"Ynara Ramsey son of Mr. Iwan Ramsey and Ms. Ninda Purwasih ...."

Horeee!!!!

Today is my graduation day, I graduated with satisfactory grades. That was just my name called. So I went on stage first huh, hehehe.

Finally I felt also how they felt - those who toganya sliding.

Thank God, I finally have a degree even though only a diploma graduate but I am very grateful. Hopefully this title can bring good luck to me and my family. Hopefully this title can lead me to a good job with a high salary.

Mother, I thank you for your son's prayer, my handsome Brother Rein thank you for fighting so hard for us your sisters, may your soul mate be hastened by God, my brothers Ryan and Ririn, you must be excited!

I love all of you.

My girlfriend's brother who is hensem thank you for your support even though today did not accompany me at my graduation.

Oops, forgot, ex-boyfriend.

Actually, I was hoping that he would attend my graduation, even though he couldn't be in the hall, but I could see him outside and take a picture together. I want to thank him for being my leading supporter after my parents.

But what power. Only wishful thinking remains.

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"Eat a lot, it's your graduation day,

although simple but should be grateful," said the mother while spooning the side dish

to plate. Today's mom cooks well to celebrate my graduation, we eat

together on a mat that was held on the living room floor of our house.

I just nodded in amazement, all my family rejoices over this day.

"Mom later if Ryan graduates, I have to cook well too, yeah. Do not choose love," said my sister who is currently in the third semester in college, my sister entered the university teacher as her ideals.

" Yes, indeed the mother was once favoritism, all the children of the mother, the mother treated the same, have not talked much, eat a lot so fast graduation like your sister, "My mother love, my mother, there is no effect on eating a lot with a fast graduation, it will make sleepy so do not learn. We laughed at my mother's words, and some protested against not connecting.

I knew my mother was holding back her tears of gratitude for today, I could see from the radiance of her face.

I hugged my mother's arm while praying in my heart that God would make it easier for me to get a job.

"Mom, Dad, Brother Rein my sister Ryan and

Ririn, I will make you happy, I promise," I said in my heart

full of confidence and hope .

Unfortunately, my happy day was interrupted with bad news from my hensem brother.

Even though we broke up, it still feels like dating. The love is still there, even intact.

"Nara, you finally gave up too, kirain

will challenge Leo's mother because she has graduated from college."  Aunt Yuni, my most coco-loving neighbor is starting to creep up. As far as I know, he has no family relationship with Leo. But why is he the big one, Dad?

"......" I scrunched my eyebrows no

understand what he meant. And intending not to respond, but my curiosity was stirred up. Usually these mothers of the Yuni type are fast carriers of accurate news. Finally I tried to calm down while waiting for the continuation of his sentence.

"Leo was engaged this afternoon at his house."

Someone broke my heart, though,

Like lightning, but not lightning.

"I-I mean, Bi?" I forgot that I was an ex. I still wish we were still lovers and I was waiting for her congratulations even a graduation gift. But, it turns out I was just hampering.

"That Leo was engaged this afternoon, familiar

Sovia, right?"

".... he's the same Sovi's fiancee,"

the info again, I was still silently digesting this news. Did ya?

Sovia was the candidate all along. Hahahah

I think someone else, so it's been kept secret for months. Apparently neighbors.

"Sure the same Sovi, as his parents Sovi was eleven thirteen with Leo's parents, you were afraid of heights, eventually, hahahahha."

Bi Yuni just laughed after dropping the bomb right in my heart. His words are true. I dreamt of him.

God, it's over.

Even though I asked for it to end, but it hurt so much to hear that she got engaged.

I was still sitting alone on my porch, I saw my old-fashioned cell phone - a Leo used phone I could still use - waiting

and waiting hoping someone in my mind calls and congratulates me. Not bye but congratulations on your graduation today.

Do I deserve to wait for him?

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It's getting late, but I haven't closed my eyes. Ririn my sister who sleeps in the room with me has been snoring so hard.

Me:

[Congratulations on your engagement today Bang, May he be the right match for you.]

I send a message sincerely. I am sincere, though very sad.

Leo BG:

[Abang can not refuse, fitting brother nolak, mother fell almost fainted]

Me:

[I just congratulated, didn't ask for an explanation. I remember we broke up.]

Remember what, just now still ngehalu given a large bouquet on the hall page.

Me:

[Your mother chose the right girl. Good luck in the future well Bang.]

True, Sovi is the perfect match for her according to her mother Leo's criteria. Beautiful, college student, rich kid.

Fyi, Sovia is my schoolmate, PNS's mother at my school.

If you ask me if I am sad, obviously I am sad, am I angry, yes, I am angry but who am I angry at?

Me:

[Once again congratulations well bang, and this is our end, may we get

each of us is happy ahead]

Steady my heart, my mind after pressing the send button on the phone. Tuh right, suddenly the sound of Oca Tea bounces loudly in my ears after a tough word that comes out of my mouth.

Leo BG:

[Abang apologizes for not being able to make a promise to you, Dek. Pray that you will find happiness in the future too]

[Hopefully get a job.]

[Oh yes, forgot. Congratulations on your graduation today. You're cool.]

Me:

[Thanks too]

Leo BG:

[If you want, as you said before, you have a friend who opened a business, you can record brother, let's say you've practiced there so you already know a little about his business, or if you are not srek with that brother can ask - ask

other brother friends who know someone can love you locker, or if you

want to be a diligent PNS - diligently find the info, later brother info also if there is info acceptance of PNS]

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START A NEW LIFE

Time flies..

Life goes.

After everything that happened, I decided to start working in the city, I worked in a publishing company as an admin. It's exhausting the driver. As an admin but I have to participate in the panting contest to the potocopy machine is also like an office boy. But it's okay, this is the beginning

vim. THE SPIRIT!

I've been working here for three months and I live in this town, I live in a hostel near my workplace. Pretty irit fare. This

also not fancy boarding houses, the important thing can be shady and sleep well. I

doing everything my seniors told me to do, I had to be patient, even if I was very upset sometimes.

I remember my parents' message when I was leaving that day. "Nothing

people who directly get to the top without passing the stairs below, all there is a process like stairs, if there is, it's just some people who have hereditary luck."

While working I also steal time looking for lockers in a better place, I create an account to be able to apply for a

online. I also save a little money for my supplies if I can work somewhere else.

Beep

My phone clinks so much.

+62 813 65xx xxx

[Front month I start the thesis, end the trial later, want to marry my fiancee directly]

This who the hell? What's wrong ato? What does it have to do with whether he gets married or not. Just ignore. 😖😖

+62 813 65xx xxx

[He said, He loves me and won't wait long ]

Nope

+62 813 65xx xxx

[Kasian ya you, must have wished yesterday to be Leo's wife, Aware you later neng]

Oooo, so this is my ex cen cen, hadeh the world, cruel bangat heck. Ranto was far from the village even in usik again.

Me

[Congratulations, hopefully smoothly until the day H, it is natural that he loves you, if not love, then you will have inner pressure]

I looked at the phone, an old-fashioned phone that was very outdated. I remember where it came from.

- Flashback

"This, use the phone belongs to brother, later the content brother pulsanya also, so we can communicate."

I received his phone with pleasure, understand, never had one

like this for a lifetime. I take good care of it and to this day still can

i use.

"Don't hesitate, I want us to intensely communicate. Sorry yes! You can't buy a better one yet."

- Flashback off----

Well, it looks like this month and next month should fast, I'm determined to want to buy a more sophisticated phone than this. In addition to

to dispose of memories I also need a sophisticated mobile phone for job applications

online.

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My work is getting smoother, I'm getting better, thanks God.

Today right after 7 months of working in this office, I decided to resign because I was accepted to work in the company

big in the capital.

Mother, your son will go to a distant city, pray for your son to succeed

well Mother, Father, Brother and sisters.

Here I am, here,

A bustling capital city, please be nice.