SONG IN MY LIFE
Crying out

"Boss, the doctor said that the boss needs a lot of rest. But since coming home from the hospital, the boss seemed very agitated. What's up?" Susan asked as she closed the window curtain as the day went on.

"I miss my wife."

Susan smile. "Miss has promised to come tomorrow."

"It's just missing." Arnold said as he looked at the screen. It was actually not just the longing that made Arnold uneasy but because of what Fairy was going to do this afternoon. Should the road be paved? I don't know, Arnold was so confused by all this. They're both not ready. Arnold thought of Fairy being so small as to get pregnant.

Susan leaves the room in hopes that Arnold will sleep. Arnold called Fairy. He'll try to talk to his wife.

"Hallo Arnold."

"Cassie's? Why is Fairy on you?"

"Because Fairy can't take your call right now. We're at the clinic."

"Is it true Fairy did it?"

"Yes. He's still inside. I'm waiting outside."

"alright. Later if Fairy can get a phone call please call me, huh?"

"All right."

Arnold took his call. Something was piercing his heart. Arnold didn't understand what it was. He felt very sick, like a deep sense of loss..

**********

"It's over?" Cassie asked when she saw Willy and his friend coming out of the room where Fairy had entered.

"Yes." Yeah." Willy replied heavily like something was bothering him.

"Everything goes with a wedge? I mean, Fairy's fine, right?"

"He's fine."

"Can I come in?"

Willy nodded. Cassie went in without waiting for long. He saw that his friend was still lying down but with his back against him.

"Fui....!" Call Cassie over.

Fairy slowly got up and sat on the bed. His face looks pale.

"Don't sit if you're still sick. Do you need anything?" ask Cassie with great affection.

Fairy shook her head. "Just need a hug."

Cassie approached, then sat down next to her best friend and hugged him.

The crying Fairy slowly sounded. From slow to finally getting really strong. His shoulders were so badly shaken that he cried on Cassie's boat. Spilling all the feelings that were currently making his heart ache. He's very hurt.

"Cry that it will calm you down." whispered Cassie.

"I'm a sinner."

"I know that God is Forgiving."

"Ah...Lord.I am afraid.I am really afraid. I hate why this is all happening. I hate myself for all this."

Cassie didn't talk. He could only pat his best friend's back gently. Let Fairy spill her cries and sorrow.

Moments later, when Fairy's crying had gotten a little rough, Willy walked in with a glass of milk.

"Drink!" Said gently. Fairy accepted it and immediately finished the milk in one gulp.

"Let's go home!" Take Willy.

"I want to go back to the dorm." Fairy said as they were already in the car.

"Fai, Arnold asked you to call him." Cassie handed over Fairy's phone in her bag.

Fairy quickly snatched the phone. He types a message, then deactivates his phone when the message is sent.

"Come, we're going to the dorm."

***********

Arnold woke up this morning with a slightly refreshed body. The pain in his head has decreased. He sat on the bed and stared at the clock on the wall, which had pointed to the number 7 in the morning. Apparently last night due to waiting too long for a call from Fairy, Arnold fell into a deep sleep because of the medicine she was taking. He immediately grabbed his phone from the top of the nightstand and checked it. There was a message from Fairy.

Ar, I live in a dorm first huh? Maybe tomorrow I can't see you because I'm still weak. My phone was also disabled because I wanted to be alone first. Don't be angry, will you? Love you's...

Something came back to hurt Arnold while reading the message. Why should Fairy turn her phone off? Why did Fairy seem to avoid it? What's wrong?

The door to the room opened from the outside. Noah and Susan come in and bring breakfast and medicine that Arnold must take.

"Good morning, boss." Say hello to Noah and Susan together.

"Good morning."

Susan placed a tray containing food on the table . "Want breakfast in bed or at the table?"

"I'll have breakfast at the table." Arnold got off the bed. His face looks sad.

"Something wrong?" Ask Noah.

Arnold shakes. He could not have told the two assistants about Fairy who was pregnant but eventually aborted.

"Boss, what's wrong?" noah asked to see Arnold just shut up.

Arnold shakes. He tried to enjoy his breakfast even though he was not hungry.

**********

"Fai, what about the title of the research? Fairy...! Fairy....!"'s.....!" Thomas moved his hand before Fairy's face.

"Eh, i.sorry." Fairy shook her head.

"Your body is here, but your mind is out of nowhere. You got a big problem, right?" ask Thomas.

"No." replied Fairy quickly.

"Your eyes say yes. You know, eyes are the windows of the heart, right?"

Fairy forced a smile. He looked at Arnold. "Eye flashes could lie?"

"But not with your eyes."

Fairy threw away face. His defense was almost broken. This morning she just wanted to cry. But he remembered, today was his schedule of consultations with Thomas always his eventual task supervisor.

"You got a problem with Arnold?"

The deg!

Fairy's eyes grazed in disbelief. Thomas knows about Arnold?

"Arnold's? Arnold who?" Faith pretended to be shocked.

"Arnold Manola's. That singer. She's your boyfriend, right?"

Turns out Thomas knew about his relationship with Arnold. Though Thomas knows Arnold is his girlfriend and not his husband.

"One night, I want to go to your dorm and take you to dinner. I saw you get out of the car. Shortly after, Arnold also went down. I saw you guys kissing." Said Thomas while enduring the pain in his heart. To be honest, he had been in love with Fairy ever since he saw the girl in his class. He keeps his feelings for Fairy because he remembers that she is very young. But his hopes were dashed because Arnold Manola, the famous singer, had succeeded in winning Fairy's heart.

"Relationships that are hidden from the crowd often cause problems. You're with your dreams and Arnold with his dreams. Two very different worlds. Unless you give up and live according to Arnold's style and manner then everything will be fine. However, with the talent and talent you have it's a pity that you have to bury all your dreams to accompany Arnold and his dreams."

Thomas' words were like knives tearing Fairy's heart. Yes, our dreams seem to falter because of their status.

"I..I...!" Fairy could not help the turmoil in her heart. Her tears fell again. He was lost in this relationship. And he doesn't know where to go. Pursue his dream or throw away his dream because of his love for Arnold.

Thomas stood up from his seat. He approached Fairy. On her pat Fairy's shoulder gently. "If you want to realize your dream, then something must be sacrificed. But if your heart prefers to be with Arnold, then you have to be willing to throw away your dreams."

Fairy hugged Thomas who was standing beside her. She felt the fairy in her heart.

*********

The car carrying Fairy, stopped in front of Arnold's lobby. Rio immediately got off and opened the car door for Fairy.

"Come miss. Today all the servants are liburkan. There were only security guards standing guard in front of the fence and butlers who had been working here for a long time."

Fairy nodded. It has been 3 days since Arnold was discharged from the hospital and Fairy finally came after Arnold threatened to go to campus without any disguise.

Susan opened the door.

"Welcome, miss."

Fairy just smiled. " Where's Arnold?"

"Master is in his room. He's waiting for Miss there."

"alright. I'll be there."

Fairy got into the elevator to go to Arnold's room. In front of the room door, Fairy took a deep breath before finally knocking on the door.

Door opens. Arnold's handsome face looked at him longingly.

"Darling.....!" Arnold immediately hugged Fairy and pulled the tiny body into the room. Arnold used his foot to close the door.

Their bodies were clinging to each other, sharing a deep sense of warmth and longing.

As Arnold loosened his embrace slightly, he quickly fused his lips with Fairy's lips, sipping them gently, as if he was enjoying something sweet. Arnold's hand was already behind Fairy's neck, pushing Fairy's head deeper into the kiss. From something gentle, it turned into a deep passion. Fairy was about to fall asleep, but she felt unprepared. He knew Arnold was still sick. Hence, he pushed Arnold's chest slowly and removed his lips from Arnold's kiss.

"Ar, you're still sick. I can't either.."

"sorry. I miss you so much that I forget both of us. Come sit!" Arnold asked Fairy to sit on the couch. He gripped Fairy's hands and kissed her alternately.

"How are you doing? Did you have any pain when..."

"Don't!" Fairy covered Arnold's mouth with one of her hands. "Don't ask that again. I don't want to talk about it. I want to forget it. I can't remember it."

Arnold grabbed Fairy's hand that covered her mouth. He hugged Fairy tightly. Letting the girl's head rest on her chest.

"Then what do you want to tell me? Tell me because I miss hearing your voice so much." Arnold stroked his wife's long hair.

"Ar, can I stay in the dorm for a while?"

"What?" Arnold surprised. He felt that Fairy's request was not deacons.

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