Special Maid For Om Duda
A quote from Aarav

I looked at the clock on my phone, where it was now eleven o'clock in the evening, which was a sign of another hour in the early morning, but my eyes could not be closed. I really still remember what my employer said when we had dinner together. Whereas usually if my stomach is full and I'm in a state of cape I will quickly fall asleep, but not tonight, where exactly my sleepiness disappeared leading to nowhere.

My mind kept getting stuck in the chat two hours ago with my employer. Every word that came out of his lips still lingered in my memory.

"If so, how about we get married!" It was Aarav's words that kept me trapped and unable to sleep. At that time I blinked my eyes a few times, not believing and also surprised why Aarav could think of marrying me. While we just knew.

For a while I was sculpting, digesting Aarav's words. Is marriage in her mind this easy? New to know, but immediately invite marriage? He just does not know me more deeply and also does not know the ins and outs of me and my family. In my mind I still didn't expect that Aarav would ask me to get married so soon.

"Sorry, what do you think marriage is like? Why did you decide to get married so quickly? Didn't you ever have a failure in the marriage Big Dipper and you should be careful because of fear later there will be failure for the second or third time." I tried to respond to my master's remarks, although to be honest in my mind I didn't like the way Aarav thought I was too reckless, grasak grusuk.

How can I not think that my employer is grumpy, because his intelligence makes cooperation complicated. We have to think about the long term and my own employer was dizzy with his plan at the beginning. I never thought I would get caught up in this game.

For a moment I could see that Aarav was also thinking before answering my question.

"Well that's worship. Worship is noble and holy, marriage is also the longest worship," replied Aarav in a voice that sounded soft.

I nodded confirming Aarav's words. "Well, I agree marriage is the longest worship, true marriage is not just uniting two people to build a household hick, what is the intention of Mas to get married is in accordance with what is commanded by God? Marriage is not just a day, or if you are bored and there is no match can be divorced at will. Divorce is permitted by God, but it is also the deed most hated by God and favored by Satan. Honestly I really crave there is a man who comes to my family to propose and he is a single man, but if your goal is to marry me just because of bad intentions, then, and also lack of preparation and confidence, I see exactly like a game of meaning marriage. We also know one day. Surely Mas kelum know how my nature or otherwise I do not know your nature. Don't buy a cat in a sack. I want to marry that once in a lifetime." I explained in more detail how I view marriage.

And I also saw that it seemed that my master was silent and thought for a long time that he had not returned my words, and I almost left him to rest, but I kept him off because the conversation was still going on.

"I don't want to marry you Mas, but it would be nice to know each other for a month or two, because I'm not a good woman. I have a stubborn and rebellious nature, a lot of bad qualities that I have and I don't want you to regret marrying me, and ending in divorce. I want to get married so let's fix each other's vices together, and complement each other so that we continue to be happy until death separates us. And about your ex-wife, you know, you know, you know, about your ex-wife, you know, and you know, that we keep on being happy until death separates us, without us pretending to be friendly or whatever I'm sure he'll know for himself, because good doesn't have to be shown to know, and so will evil." I went back to making Aarav have to think hard.

"Honestly I was with Siska dating pretty long three years ago, and I wanted to stay with her at that time, but she betrayed my love, too, and if it wasn't a betrayal of love, I'd understand her mistake." Aarav shares a story about his love journey with Siska.

"I think it can be used as a lesson from the story of You and Sister Siska, the cheating club is very painful. I think I've been talking about it since it's almost ten. We'll talk about another chance." We also split into our own rooms.

I looked back at the clock on the wall of my room now it was twelve. My eyes were getting harder and harder to shut. I decided to walk to the side of the window and look at the beautiful night from behind the window, where last afternoon I witnessed the beautiful twilight. This time from the same place I stared at the beautiful star-studded night sky. Tonight is very bright. But why do I feel that this night is so cloudy and can't even fall asleep thinking about what Aarav said a few hours ago.

Did Aarav in his room also feel the same way he couldn't sleep because he thought about what I said? Or has he gone to dreamland?

I am now feeling anxious, I don't know what God means to bring Aarav suddenly in my life. Whether he is the soul mate I have asked for all this time, or he is only present to add to my problems.

Honestly, I was too afraid to get married, besides the age that was not easy anymore, I was afraid there was a failure and there would be other gossip that I received. Just as before I was afraid later when I met someone in a public place then my life problems became the most cool topics to discuss, without them realizing I was the one they discussed memeungi limits of patience.

I kept getting into the dark of the night with a flying mind imagining something that wasn't necessarily happening. Well, funny is my life is always afraid to step when not necessarily what I was afraid to happen. So deep is my trauma become the subject of citizen ridicule that is not necessarily the case I feared first.

"O Lord, I have always believed that a soul mate will always come closer, I want that if Aarav is my soul mate then ease all matters, and make the choice of You my last, and also the soul mate of my last world"