Special Maid For Om Duda
Sahur First Day

My ears were pierced with the sound of crying from my hero. Eyes that are still heavy, I force open and smile on my back when the hero turns out to cry, maybe he will wake his mother and papa to sahur. I flipped a blanket that covered this innocent body, immediately I grabbed the outer clothes (Bathrobe) to cover my body, and soon I approached the hotshot who had been two nights of bobo in his own bed.

"Good night champ. You're thirsty yah" I said as I lifted the hero's body and immediately made milk.

"Why do you want to bang Mommy and Papah Sahur?" ask me again, well I always do this so that I am used to invite to communicate with my heroes. Before I woke up my husband mas also gave milk first to Iko considering this is also still two in the morning so it is too early for sahur. Moreover, for the work of warming rendang has been done by Mbok Jum and Bi Lilis.

While giving Iko milk I also opened the phone because it intends to contact the Father and Mother, just asking the first day with what menu and others so that Mother and Father do not feel that I am far from them. But my eyes were tingled with the message from doctor Sera.

[Today Mimin asked me to deliver to a boarding school in the far west of Java, he wanted to spend this year's Ramadan in a quiet place, and after a survey to several pesantren there was only one pesantren who would accept Mimin to live there. Even Abah said that he could help treat Mimin. Lydia please doain so that Mimin in that place can be cured. I witness how desperate he is for this ordeal of life. Pray that Mimin can find the spirit to live this life. He didn't want much for this. I knew he just wanted to heal.] It was a message from doctor Sera that made my tears fall while reading that short message. My throat hurts so much. I looked at the handsome baby on my lap. It feels like this heart is getting torn apart.

I do not know what pain suffered by Mimin, mengantaskan I think bad if someone deliberately make Mimin like this? Well, secretly I'm looking for many health articles that show the characteristics of skin cancer, both Milanoma, Squamous cell carcinoma, Basal cell carcinoma. However, all of the traits I read from the internet have nothing to do with being experienced by Mimi's skin. I was also confused what kind of pain my best friend was experiencing. As for checking with certainty to the house must be adequate to know the pain that Mimin suffered by the woman with one son was unwilling.

[Lydia hopes that Mimin will find the spirit to heal, and I will not stop praying that Mimin will be healed, and hopefully what Abah said is true he can treat Mimin's illness. Lydia knew death, sustenance, and a soul mate were arranged by God, and Lydia knew perfectly well that she wanted him to die, if God did not allow Mimin to survive. Lydia could not help much other than the prayer that was always intended for healing and strength for Mimin to undergo this test all.] I also subconsciously replied to the message.

Honestly in this heart I get a little new hope for Mimin, well I believe with Mimin choose to get closer to Allah is the right way. There is no pain that God cannot heal. I hope Mimin can get his peace of mind and his pain is also healed. And if my suspicions are true that someone deliberately made Mimin sick, I just pray that what he did would turn on his family, or turn on himself. God is all just all that is done by us on the face of this earth always by the will of God I am sure that God never sleeps. And will avenge all our deeds.

After I replied to Doctor Sera's message, and also I also exchanged news to my parents in the village. I also woke up my husband's kang mas to clean and clean the first day.

Like before if the husband mas will immediately expand his smile when Iko I stick it on the chest of the husband mas and as if my handsome baby woke the papah by rubbing his cheeks into the skin of the husband mas.

"Well, whiz wants to fast too?" ask the husband by taking Iko and lay it down next to the husband and hug him with a position that is more comfortable for the hero.

"Iko already sahur dong Pah," I replied by imitating the voice of a child.

"Well, how smart and diligent is this champ, this hour is already sahur. Emang wants to join a real fast," oceh mas husband with Iko.

"Mas, regular well nitip Iko. Lydia's gonna take a shower and change with Mas." We, must be clever to manage time considering now can not shower together so save time. Uh actually could but pity Iko if left behind.

Not until a long time at half-four we went down, just as usual Mbok Jum and Bi Lilis were shocked when they saw Iko also woke up. Well my handsome hero does not sleep anymore after a full stomach as if to taste rendang made by Mbok Jum which said Mamih also rendang made by Mbok Jum was a great champion of it, it felt, and actually I feel myself that rendang Mbok Jum is a champion, even eaten with anget rice until it spends two dishes of rice.

The Rendang made by Mbok Jum

"So Mbok packs a hard pack of Mbak rice, pity if you want to go home late at night," replied Bi Lilis.

"Oh, yes already if it has been fed for sahur, tomorrow-tomorrow also well Bi just prepare for Lek Man or Lek Jono, let's eat here all of you, all of you, and do not use rice paper just use the plate," said my husband who might be too excited to set this and that. Understandably mas husband does not like too complicated affairs of his life, wants to always be practical and in order.

The first Sahur also went smoothly, and of course the spirit was all because my hero enlivened the joy when sahur.

"Ramadan knows this is very different from previous years. Honest of the many Ramadhan I've been through. Ramadan this year is the most different, much better, and the feeling is much calmer. More spirit and also more want to improve themselves continuously. Mas hope Ramadan next year can be much better," said the husband when we have finished eating sahur and wait for the dawn adhan by chatting with your hero.

"Amin, Lydia's happy that Mas feels all that. Maybe because we are sincerely walking so the time of Ramadan is the moment we are waiting for. Honestly Lydia also felt it all, especially since the existence of Iko, Lydia as if really her day went quickly, especially since Iko, no more bored and look for busyness because it turns out the days of Lydia have been preoccupied by the champ.

**soul Confidence**

They have climbed the hills of treasure, hunted, worshipped, become idols

Arriving at the top, what did he feel? It was only silence he felt

In the vast meadow, riding valiantly, his heart eagerly hunts for power

At the boundary line of success, his heart felt hollow

Excited and happy lust stir, fondled and held in every inch of his neck

The liquid of heaven as the main goal, tried with all desire until the peak, his heart was still not satisfied as well

The thirst and hunger for power, wealth and love will continue to hunt, if what it is headed for is the world

Kowtow all the stories to the Universe, leave all his destiny to the Puja

His love will answer all prayers, all the feelings of silence, emptiness, and all the feelings you still cannot find

#Pardon the new up, kirain forgetfulness has been up to know it is still to save on the draft, welcome to prepare the fasting opening.

Tia and Pak Gala yukkk...