Special Maid For Om Duda
Like Being in a Foreign Place

I was surprised again, where I just kept my sister not twenty-four hours after I checked at the police station. He asked me and my husband to go home.

[Home back, Ma'am, there is something to discuss in our family.] It was a short message from the Father, after I left my sister to the nurse and also the doctor as you suggested. Indeed, after Mas Aarav and I returned from the police station, you returned home and took turns to be questioned by the authorities. So for my sister's business we're the ones taking care of it.

"What else is it, Mas, why do I feel that something is important" I said as soon as we left my sister's room that was not yet conscious.

"Maybe the perpetrator and his motives are known" my husband replied, and I answered only with a nod of the head and also the utterance of the hamdalah.

"That's a sign that the police are fast at work, and Lydia can't wait to quickly go back to Jakarta, here it looks like Lydia is just making trouble. If far away people say that the smell of t*i so gini deh wrong continue," murmured me, I don't know since coming home from the police station my heart became easy baper especially when it comes to my sister.

Still fortunately kang mas husband people can mgertiin so that I can forget a little with a series of problems. If the newlyweds are usually full of romance, where we are in a romantic hospital just want to hold hands it feels uncomfortable because there is fear of someone who will understand the taste of romance later there will be envy.

"If your business is done, Mas will take you hastily away. Honestly, here also so less enjoy the moment of togetherness. Although Mas does not know exactly what happened in your family, but if Mas observe from a series of problems you face. Indeed it seems there is your brother who is jealous so use all means to make you excluded, but for the matter of course Mas do not know well, this is only a glimpse if Mas observe. Hopefully not because if you have spoken with selfhood it will be very terrible. Especially if the enemy in the blanket is more terrible than a hitman at once."

Again, again, I feel what is said by mas bojo that I also feel like it is very scary indeed if there are envious because if it is envious then it will be very difficult to interpret which is really good and just pretending. Especially this is my own sister.

I looked at my husband with a sharp gaze because I felt that my husband was very observant to watch something. "Honestly, Mas Lydia felt that way too. Lydia felt that all this time people did not like Lydia, even Lydia's sisters were just because someone spread a name that is not good. But how else. Lydia let it anyway later also they will cape themselves," said I resigned.

Cape also woy responded to people who do not like. We are just hated let alone a lot of nonsense must make more sprains, so just like them.

Without waiting for a long time, we arrived in front of my house. The atmosphere of the celebration still feels thick because people are still passing by helping the rewang, and also tents, underwriting and stage used entertainment is still neatly arranged, as if they do not want to tidy it up.

With my hands and mas bojo go straight to the family room is super spacious. Because in this room you often use for village meetings and also entertain the guests.

My chest immediately rumbled as my two eyes caught in the room already many people including the police. However, to my two eyes again caught a figure that I was very familiar with. Well there was Dirly among the group of people who were in the room even the parents of my ex-husband-to-be were present. My heart is beating more and more erratically because I'm sure it means it wasn't Dirly who did the stabbing to my sister, but if it wasn't Dirly who?

Or even our parents who decided to close this case? But it seems impossible to remember that the conclusion drawn from what you said he was very disappointed in Dirly so it will not be very easy if you want to close this case.

I gasped in shock when my husband's hand rubbed my back.

"We just go to Deck, like we've been waiting for us" said Mas Aarav, and I immediately followed what Mas Aarav said. I don't want to waste my time because honestly I've been very curious to know what really happened.

Fortunately, my husband patiently held my hand as if the man who just married me yesterday knew that I was not comfortable in this place. One more thing I know God never wrongly determines the way of life of his servant.

For example, at this time, God may not have sent a soul mate to me because God considers that the problems present to me can still be faced by this person. But this problem I really need a friend to strengthen me.

"Because Lydia and her husband have come, we have started this deliberation, because I'm sure both Lydia and her husband want to know what really happened in our family. There may even be some who still do not know what really happened in this house so that Lyra can be found dying in her room. Honestly I myself as the head of the family and also the leader of the community, very embarrassed when one by one the facts revealed. I have always been paddling citizens, but my own family cheated. Perhaps after this matter is over I will resign from this post. And also for the children please if you want to stay in this house but if you want to move also please Father will not be prohibited. But if you want to stay here you will not let there are two heads more in one house for fear of similar things happening. Although far apart if indeed the person is wayward will still be the same looking for trouble." You started the opening. My heart just got colder and even sweated.

It's really at this point that I'm really, really tired of my body feeling so unwell whether it's a momentary reaction to being too nervous or maybe it's a reaction to these few days that I'm really being at the melting point of extreme anxiety even to eat I felt less tasteful.

My eyes caught me breathing deeply a few times while Mom sat down helplessly and looked as if the middle-aged woman was very tired and seemed to lack rest. My two sisters did not give me much of a good face. They also seemed to be carrying a very heavy burden, especially my sister Lyka from both eyes I could catch that the woman was indeed facing a severe problem.

The father looked back at me and Dirly and then took turns at Samsul who sat separately with Lyka. Dirly sits between her parents.

"Dirly, I as Lyra's two parents apologize for all my son's behavior?" You make me even more do not know what happened, let alone the sound of the Father shaking and occasionally looking down as if he did not dare to look at Dirly.

I flinched back when my husband hugged my body which I felt was shaking and cold hot, and in my face was already flooded with sweat, not only because of the tension but it did not feel like my body was okay.

"You sick?" mas Aarav asked with whispering ear covered with my hijab.

I just shook my head slowly. "No Mas, tense," my dear, but in my mind I unceasingly prayed that I might be strong and that nothing would happen outside my control. I'm sure I'm strong.

I gave my best smile behind my face that must have been pale, so that my husband knew that I was okay.

When a child makes a mistake, fear and confusion rubs his heart. Resign as if waiting for an adult reaction to his mistake whether punishing him or even saying, this is okay you are still small and do not know what is wrong and what is right. This is how I feel right now. I was terrified and confused as if I was being judged by the state. Though I have been in that position too often, but this time the heart is more uncertain. Their faces were as horrible as if I didn't recognize them. Standing in an unfamiliar place by making mistakes, this is how I feel.

Will the Universe show its trueness, and I will leave this house and village with a good name. I felt like my people and my family had put a bad value on me. I don't know only time will tell.

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