
Today I am very tired, not only because my work is piled up a lot, and heavy and I sleep a night that is only a few hours, but what makes me tired the most is my mind is not calm, my mind is not calm, my body is indeed here, but my mind has already flown to my hometown. Even though I had time to contact Mom and ask the condition of the Father, still my feelings were not calm.
[You don't worry Ma'am, I'm just soy sauce and now things are getting better. You work really well, do not be too thoughtful, you must be fine.] It was Mother's remark that made me a little calm, but every time I remembered the message from my sister, it returned this heart of pain.
Maybe you are sick because I do not have a soul mate, I think back to the words of Mom and Dad that I accidentally heard.
"Father has not calmed down that Lidya is not married Mom, Mr. peg before he died, want to see Lydia married." It was the words of the Father to the Mother, and this heart re-thought of the words.
The work was completed at exactly three o'clock in the afternoon, and do not be asked now my employer's room is neat and clean is also pleasing to the eye. While waiting for the reverberating Adzan I sat on the sofa of the master's room, I was checking messages from my mother or my other family. Mother only sent a photo of the Father who was eating, but again that makes this more crowded is the setatus Lyra that seemed to be shown to me, he said, and I can only be privileged and rub my chest back-to-back.
Wanting to puff his mouth out occasionally, but his bad disposition made me lazy to deal with Lyra, he would get even more angry and turn the facts around and make it look like I started first. Maybe if I could ask God I would pray that I would be kept away from that one brother of mine who always made trouble with me.
"Lyd... Lydia..."
I was writhing my body which was in all pain, and also I heard the voice of my master. As well as my body as if something was wiggling slowly. I slowly blinked my eyes, and opened the group of eyes slowly.
"Astagfirstulloh... Why'd you?" I asked while I woke up, when I opened my eyes there was Aarav right in front of my eyes.
"Why do you sleep here?" ask her by looking at her room.
I immediately realized that I fell asleep at my employer's sova when I saw my phone earlier.
My hand immediately grabbed the phone and it turned out to be five o'clock. I rushed straight to my room without answering my master's question, I immediately prepared to pay for the four roka'at I missed due to sleep, in my mind I was not stopping to curse at myself, I was not sleeping, why can I fall asleep in my master's room again, I swear in addition to embarrassment I also feel that I work relaxed and caught by my employer.
I can imagine that my employer was very disappointed with my behavior.
Even in my prostration, my mind still cannot be solemn, I am still haunted by the act that made me ashamed." After carrying out my duties I also cooked with a simple menu, buttered chicken and sauteed kale and fried sambal, it did not take long, after magrib I had completed my task. I went back to my room to fulfill His call.
"Now Lyd, you go down first."
In accordance with the employer's request, I went down first, while waiting for my employer to come down, I used the time to do something light. Honestly I was hungry, that's because I didn't have time to eat, because I thought of you, and also worked hard, my stomach was getting wrapped around as if there was something*****.
Fortunately, not long before my employer came down, of course, he looked more handsome when his hair was wet, for a moment I was amazed by the appearance of my master, but I hurriedly lowered my head and averted my eyes. I do look closed, but my faith is still very far away, I am still learning to improve myself so don't be weird when I see I am angry, upset and look at the opposite sex in awe, sometimes my faith can't resist it all.
"What are you cooking Lyd?" ask my master as soon as he gets to the dinner table.
"Mas, I'm sorry well, I fell asleep in your room, I really did not accidentally. It was carrying the Ashar Adhan while playing a mobile phone even overslept," I said, ignoring the employer's question.
"Oh about it, it's okay, you also must be very cape clean house until neat gini. I was almost not sure if this was my home, especially my room was also very neat. I'm satisfied with your work."
In an instant I felt like I was flying. Because of my employer's praise.
"Thank you Mas, sorry I don't know what your favorite is, so I just cook butter chicken, stir-fry kale and also sambal, do you like it or I change the other menu?" I asked while serving a simple menu.
"It's just this, I'm eating everything."
I brought rice and side dishes for my master in my afterlife for myself. Honestly, I am hungry to take a portion that is quite a lot, no matter my employer will be surprised, my stomach is very hungry.
"If we get married soon are you ready?" I asked, honestly I was very unpleasant but again I was thought by the words of Lyra.
Uhuk... Uhuk...