
Like most people in general, the first day of fasting is still smooth even though there are so many plays. Well, hopefully not the first day that smoothly the next days continue to be smooth, and get closer to the Creator well.
The drama began when my husband came home from work. "Oh lemez.." You're the husband when he just came home from work and immediately put the bag on the sofa with a fall beside our hero.
"Yes it's commonplace Mas, our goal is ruled complacent is indeed one of holding back thirst and hunger, so that we know what it's like to be a person who lacks," I explained in a voice quite slowly, he said, well even though this understanding seems like seven-year-olds also always understand, but sometimes the greater the less meaningful the commandment of fasting just hold thirst and hunger after that then do not understand the meaning so that many of us vent when we open, buying a lot of food without knowing it is eaten all or not, without wanting to care in the other hemisphere there is still a hunger. They were forced to fast because they had no money to buy food.
"Yes Mas know, maybe because many business friends who do not fast so feel great temptation," he admitted by grinning horses.
"Makanya fortify themselves with great intentions, if the intention is half forced to clear such a thing is considered a temptation, should be grateful because if such a great temptation Mas sign it must be stronger so as not to be easily swayed by the temptation, the reward is doubled," said I give encouragement.
Because I chatted continuously and occasionally mas husband accompanied me to cook so that without feeling if the iftar hour arrived, and I saw the happy face of my husband welcomed iftar for the first time.
Fasting is a time when we chant intention with sincerity among the wilderness of falsehood, and temptation. Lowering the top of the nose, which is sometimes too high. Taming a gaze that was sometimes too wild stripped the object he caught. Take away the wild thickets of thoughts that cover the common sense, and broaden the heart like a horizon.
We enjoyed fasting too much this year until ten days had passed, and during the ten days we took much wisdom of fasting in this year. Honest fasting first away from the parents there remains a strange menu-menu openings typical of Mother's cuisine and the habits of residents who are only found in the countryside, adding a sense of longing for the hometown.
"Darling, later after our Isya prayer to the hospital well," said Mas husband who made me jerk in shock. This thought that was too cool was immediately guessing who was sick.
"Ru... saki Mas house, what do you want? Who is sick? Not Mamih and Papih or the people in Mamih's house right?" cecarku, because it is impossible Mamih, where almost every day Mamih always come to this house to play with Iko, and go home when the papih-in-law has come home. Looks like Mamih will feel a loss if not playing with Iko, maybe even if his age can be invited to walk around can be invited to play to the mall continue the same mamih in-laws.
"You take it easy, the sick are not Mamih, Papih or people home. The sick wife David, just told me that his wife miscarried. Since we are currently engaged in cooperation so we see well, pity also they are very sad because this is the first child, and the first grandchild of the only child," said Mas husband who makes this heart relieved because it was not. Mammoth or Papih that is sick.
"Alhamdulillah..when we go," I said in a word that made Mas Aarav shocked.
"Now Alhamdulillah?" he asked in surprise, and I realized that I was speaking the wrong way.
"E. Lydia means that, Alhamdulillah who is sick is not Mamih, Papih or Bibi and who works at Mamih's house. Not intending to go along with the calamity that befell David's family," I replied with a slight stammer, but I did not deny in this heart that I felt all the happiness. Like a person who is thirsty and given drinking water, there is a real sense that cannot be shown above the sadness of people who are in distress.
"Later out of prayer teraweh we look at it well. Poor, the horrors of his wife's condition is quite severe," explained the husband who made me more curious why it could be, why, whether because there are problems in his body or precisely because sometimes an accident that makes David's wife miscarry.
I tried to be patient until I found the answer after I went to the hospital.
"Ready Ma'am, Miss Lydia, don't worry. Iko's a good boy, so want to keep Aunt's all day as well as fun," reply Bi Lilis which is indeed Iko's good son anyone close to Iko will definitely like immediately, he said, that's because the charm has been there since the orok.
"Yes Bibi and Mbok Jum are happy to take care of Iko, but Lydia is sad if I leave Iko until long let alone until all day," I reply half jokingly. After saying goodbye, I left our home and went to the hospital where David's wife was taken care of. Again and again until the parking lot has been seen that the aura of a lot of money has indeed been smelled, an international hospital consisting of several floors and a super comfortable room can be imagined once you see the hospital building.
"By the way I know why David's wife miscarried?" in fact, the soul of the kepo is very difficult to remove.
"Listen because of an accident, get in a car and had an accident, but clearly also do not know which, even a coworker there who said because of slipping on the stairs. We'll see later, you're also curious."
Well, we finally swung our steps faster, and after passing through some quiet and luxurious hospital aisles, we also arrived at the room where David's wife was cared for.
After knocking on the door and saying our greetings, we entered a spacious room, even impressed like a hotel room, where there is a kitchen where to receive guests and for patients themselves there is a room that is quite comfortable so not too disturbed by guests who visit.
Our first impression of sadness is clearly felt. Which may have just finished crying over his bad luck, even the red eyes of David have described that the man was sad that is extraordinary.
"Sorry Vid, just visited. By the way how's your wife?" ask the husband started a conversation, and I who did come here to accompany the husband was just listening, let alone I really do not know David's wife, David, sehigga wants to precede the greeting it feels less yemen.
Let alone greeting the wife. With David alone I only met twice. The conversation is just how many words.
"It's okay Rav, I'm grateful because you've taken the time to come here. But I'm sorry Joe just had a break he was so devastated by the calamity that hit us" he said, which David immediately lowered his head and returned a heavy and raucous voice describing that the man was also very sad because of the loss of his baby.
Saddened? Well, I also feel this sadness which is who is not sad when losing his baby. However, I again remembered all the suffering of Mimin, if indeed what happened to David was a little reply from God to the sadness of Mimin, why I actually felt less satisfied.
I knew God would not in vain choose to put me in this situation. I believe God is sending me to help someone who is being zolimi. I know God didn't necessarily give David and Joe bad luck, the wife. There must be a secret to all the series of events I witnessed. Sooner or later everyone will know who Iko and the woman who gave birth to her. Ready or not we will get carried away in this, and right now I am setting my heart and feelings to prepare for this.
**idetracks**
Our lives will continue to go, step by step climbing the living space. Do not dissolve in complaints, rise slowly, and get out of the zone of weakness.