Special Maid For Om Duda
The Palau Feeling Representative

I don't feel like my prayer for a soul mate when I've ended, God gave me a soul mate in a way I never thought I would. The secret of destiny is beautiful. I met with mas bojo when this heart was at the point of surrender, at that time I would accept whatever the destiny of God. When I worry whether I should keep praying for a mate or if I go to him. God sends the best of friends.

In fact, of the many men who have been close to me there is no one who gives meaningful memories, everything ends with new heart wounds and in different ways. Until the Lord proves that every servant who patiently and sincerely continues to pray for food will grant his every wish.

"Why are you staring at the rich man?" ask the husband managed to surprise me who was cool to admire the creation of God.

I blinked my eyes, indicating that I was quite surprised when I was caught staring at the bojo mas with love. Smiles develop as a sign that I am quite embarrassed by my activities. I myself am confused why every day the love for my husband increases. Until I am confused to put where else this affection, while the contents of my heart are already full of love by him.

I rubbed the face of my husband who had just finished worship.

"Mas, code after code I give you as a sign of love and affection

Not happy as I felt when your love lit up with a bright light in my heart

As if you were a lantern enthroned in the dark sky

You are so sweet

your delicate treatment is wonderful to soothe all the mental turmoil

You are the miracle that the Universe has destined

I am truly grateful to the Almighty, to space and time

Who found me and you

You have given me tranquility, in the heart

Never get tired of reprimanding me when I do something wrong

Never get tired of leading this slightly stubborn me

Never get tired of praying beautiful dreams for the harmony of our household

Do not be tired when small pebbles come in the way to make wounds on our household trips

You are my priest

Be the leader I am proud of

I love you, now until later

I don't know why this heart is like there is a sense of sadness. Especially after my mother-in-law said that tomorrow my husband and I were asked to attend David's wedding. As if I were to be left married, there was this pain in my heart that I could not tell my husband. But the pain was disturbing to my feelings.

Maybe because I was too afraid that the husband would do the same thing as David, although it felt impossible, but I could not deny I felt that fear.

"I'm not dreaming, am I? You finally made me a beautiful word, but you didn't tell me you were going to make me a poem. And I should have recorded it, let it be proof that you're giving a beautiful gift," said mas husband by taking his mobile phone which turned out he secretly immortalized the poetry that I often make for kang mas bojo.

"So that goes into the group who are happy or are upset?" ask the husband, his face looks very curious.

"That was more salty into the feeling of being anxious, upset and quite disturbing the niche," I answered honestly. As a wife of a handsome man and also arguably economically established, I even consider it that the husband mas is very established. I'm this greedy human being, afraid that my husband has the same passions as the other men out there. Having high passions and low faith, or even a religious understanding that is too high so as to wish my sincere love. I still remember a man being tested when he had everything. I whose faith is still as thin as the skin of an onion always feel that fear.

I saw my husband frowning deeply. "Why worry, and what will trouble you until you are like that?" ask the husband who is increasingly curious, and well this is my opportunity to express what is in this heart.

"So Mamih said that we have to come to David's wedding tomorrow, whether it's true or not, which I heard, if the mas friend is married, the effect looks rushed because the bride-to-be is four months pregnant, and whether true or not, too, david's status is not that he ever had a wife who was just left out. Lydia was so scared of herself. Although Lydia knew my husband couldn't possibly do the same with David. But I don't know why Lydia felt that heartache. Lydia felt a sense of tightness as if the woman the man had abandoned was Lydia" I said in a soft, heavy voice.

I saw my husband breathing deeply.

"I'm sorry Lydia, maybe Mas is tired of listening to curses like this, maybe Lydia is too afraid that you will cheat. Lydia will try to trust Mas. Lydia knew Mas wouldn't do that. Lydia believes Mas is certainly different from David," I said again, before my husband answered my heart.

"You are not wrong, Mas himself is actually afraid that Mas can not make you happy. Therefore help Mas, reprimand Mas if indeed Mas has far done what ignores you. Being afraid without realizing it makes you sad." I also replied with a gentle smile.

"Surely Lydia will remind Mas, but don't stamp Lydia's bellied yah," I replied with a half-joke.  Tonight we also enjoyed the night to have a warm chat when the hero had fallen asleep peacefully.

Sabat yah Iko, I know you are dizzy, but maklumin ajah well mother, and your father is bucin...

Time continues to roll without feeling the afternoon has come, I am actually lazy to attend the party event would not want to have to preen pretty as well, when my mother-in-law reminded me that at seven o'clock we had to leave immediately because our invitation came at eight. As a person who does not like to wait, I also try if it does not come late.

Somehow also my feelings are not calm, could I still keep a sense of annoyance to David or indeed this is a sign that something will happen less fun at the party of the rich later?

No need to go to the salon to polish my face, with my ability that is not too bad I have finished juggling my face more and more look fresh, and importantly not menor but looks suitable on my face.

"Are you ready, baby?" ask the husband who tonight appears in the same color clothes.

I nodded enough as my answer. "Wait for us to say goodbye to the hero first. Though Mas wanted to bring a famous hero but still too small," said Mas husband, while continuing to talk to our handsome baby, as if Iko already understood what Mas husband said.

"Don't Mas, Iko is still too small, better at home. Anyway, pity if you are a child is not too understanding to be invited to the party," I said also, I was afraid that if too often invited to meet David even the man will increasingly have an inner bond with Iko.

After we parted with the Iko Champion, we headed straight to the building where the party was held. Mamih Misel was also heading to the same place and we were going to attend a party together.

Hopefully at the party later there is nothing that does not wear the heart to remember from earlier my feelings are not very good.

Before leaving for photos first dong. Don't tell me my husband's face is forced, he's like that his face is cold, but if the night warms up really....

Like most of the other men Mas Aarav also when invited a rather difficult photo, there must be a sweet promise first to be invited to take photos.

Seriate....

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