Stain Becomes the 2nd
Don't need it
"Sorry, Sir. I had to leave because my mother was waiting at home." Emila said and got up from her seat. Without waiting for an answer from Arkana, Emila left the cafe.
"Emila's..." Arkana called out Emila's name but the woman did not look at him and continued to walk out of the cafe.
Arkana rubbed her face rough. It's very difficult at the moment. He touched an innocent woman and could not take more responsibility for her because there was a wife he had to take care of her heart and feelings.
"I'm sorry, Emila." Only that word came out of Arkana's mouth. Before she thought Emila was willing to accept responsibility. But it turns out that the woman refused him outright and did not want to accept anything from him. Whereas previously Arkana had prepared a house and money in nominal enough if only Emila wanted it.
Emila who had been on the way to her house also smiled wryly while holding back her cries so as not to break. "If I could ask if Mr. Arkana could return my virginity again so that my mother would not be disappointed?" The words came out of Emila's mouth. There was really nothing he wanted anymore than to not let his mother feel disappointed because he could not take good care of himself.
Emila's motorbike continued to go at a slow speed until it finally arrived in front of the house. Before entering the house Emila make sure the state of his face looks fine first so that his mother does not wonder what is with him.
Fortunately, when he entered the house his mother was in the bathroom to make Emila can go directly into his room.
"Lord, may no life grow in my womb because of that night." Emila said expectantly. He did not want the events of the night to make his life more difficult and make his mother feel more disappointed in him. And not only her mother, the wife of Mr. Arkana will also be disappointed if she finds out her husband has impregnated her.
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Emila rubbed both of her cheeks that were already wet with tears. "I'm sorry Mila, Ma. I'm sorry Mila who always makes Mama's life difficult." Emila murmured to her mother who may have been asleep in her room.
I don't know what he should do at this time if only his mother would not accept his presence again because of his immense disappointment in him. At this time Emila really felt grateful when she was falling her mother was always with her and never intended to leave her.
Too late in the sadness made Emila's stomach finally hurt. Emila finally grimaced because she felt pain in her stomach.
"I'm sorry if you make you feel your sadness at this moment." Emila said to her baby. He felt guilty for making his fetus feel his sadness.
Not wanting her stomach to feel more pain, Emila decided to lie down and invite her fetus to rest. Yes, it's time for him to rest because tomorrow he has to go back to work in the store owned by Ms. Selvy.
"Mama's son, may you be strongly invited to work with Mama, yes." Pinta Emila on her fetus before closing her eyes.
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