Take Me To Your Heart
Chapter 47 - Be confident and brave

Arriving at the mansion, Regan still continued to stare at Renatta sharply. Makes Renatta wonder himself.

"Why the hell, sir? From that, your eyes are rich?"

"Other times don't wear gini-rich clothes anymore. Banned anyway!" regan's orders.

"I'm the one that's wearing sir."

"Anyway no! Just be careful if you wear something like this again!" regan then tells Renatta to go into his room and change clothes.

Regan goes downstairs and meets Mommy Jessie who sits gracefully in the living room drinking wine.

"Mom!" get Regan.

Mommy Jessie said.

"Hm."

"Next time don't take Natta away again if Mommy wants to groom him rich earlier. I'm not willing!" regan's protest made Mommy Jessie smile.

"Diddeliver! Sok is a property right, even though it is not official yet. There was his heart first. New Mommy adjoin. Tomorrow too Mommy wants to invite Renatta to meet with Mommy's friends. Bye."

Mommy Jessie waved her hand as she went out somewhere. Regan ruffled her hair in frustration. He tried too, but Renatta still refused.

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"How's brother doing? I'm sorry, brother, I haven't been able to go home yet, because the Regions are still a bit long here."

"Bad brother. No, papa Nat. You're also there for work."

"Actually the work is done, brother. I'm the only one who's met Mommy. The intention is that I will go home first. But Mommy Regan says it, Regan does too. Yes, it still stays here."

"Yes follow what they want. My brother at home is fine. At the very least feel lonely, brother went to the hospital if not go to the prison to see papa."

"Thank God then, brother. I close first, brother, because Mommy Regan called."

"Yes Nat."

The phone connection stopped. Renatta came out of the room and met Mommy Jessie on the side porch of the house.

"Here Nat, sit down!" bring Mommy Jessie.

Renatta was sitting on a chair that was like a swing that could sway.

Mommy Jessie held Renatta's hand and rubbed him gently.

"What don't you like about Regan?" ask Mommy Jessie straight to the point.

"I don't know."

"Why did you reject it? Do you really have no feelings at all? Mommy knows all the problems you've been having. From the start of Regan's laptop to the end it turns out you're not the culprit. Regan told me everything."

"If for that matter, I don't want to think about it anymore Mom. It's been a long time since it's gone too."

"What is the reason?" ask Mommy Jessie who still wants to know.

"Mommy knows Regan's attitude sucks. Mommy who his mother sometimes gedeg same him. Wanted to hold his head. If you do not like something, he will not like it constantly. It is easy to believe the same people he thinks can be trusted. If you like something, he will like it. You managed to get her to move on from Amanda whom she loved for over 8 years. Mommy was happy when she heard Regan was more willing to express her feelings to you."

Mommy Jessie seemed to catch her breath before continuing her talk.

"If you don't have feelings, Mommy will say anything else. Forced love will not end happily unless both are changed halfway. But, if there's a little feeling in your heart for Regan, don't hold back! Don't be unconfessed! Just release! Because love is reciprocated."

Renatta was confused as to what to answer, Mommy Jessie was very hopeful for him.

"I really like Regan, too. Merely, I feel unworthy to be among this family. I'm just a regular guy. My father is in prison for corruption. My mom's in the hospital. I also open up good people. I was a former bully at school. It doesn't feel very suitable. The one that will be Mommy's family will be embarrassed" he replied by lowering his head.

Mommy Jessie hugged Renatta. He could see with his eyes that Renatta was a good boy. What his past was like. That's not important. The most important thing is to change and not be like before.

Every word Mommy Jessie spoke was like a spell Renatta would always remember.

"Mommy had never seen him this happy and possessive before. Even with Amanda she wasn't. Mommy only knows that the type of woman Regan likes is kind and gentle. He said he didn't want to have a partner like Mommy who was noisy and chatty even fierce to him."

"But I'm as chatty as Mommy. He often told me to be quiet. I also like to answer every word. I am not a good woman and not at all gentle. I'm just afraid, if the feeling Regan feels is just an impingement and temporary. So, it's better like this, isn't it Mom? No papa, right?"

Mommy Jessie smiled and responded to Renatta.

"That's the problem. Sometimes love doesn't have to be the type. If love has acted, the type she likes will initially change with the one that can make her comfortable. The point is don't back off. Go ahead."

Mommy Jessie continues to support herself with Regan. Even he himself doubted.

"Trust in your own heart. Don't think about anything else when you decide. Eliminate social status. Eliminate positions, also eliminate the past that bothers you. Be confident and brave."

Renatta fell silent and continued to think about Mommy Jessie's words.

The familiarity of the two was seen so clearly in Regan's eyes. Though they had only two days of acquaintance, but it looks have been years of familiar copy. Yes Regan is justifying, because her active Mommy is bored.

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By the time Mommy Jessie had returned to her room. Renatta is still there, but the clock has shown at 11 p.m. Regan came and sat down next to Renatta.

"What do you think?" ask Regan.

"Think nothing" replied Renatta.

"Yes, if so go to the room! You'll get sick later if you're still outside at this hour."

Renatta. He still wanted to enjoy the quiet atmosphere of the night. His mind felt empty, his burden of life seemed to disappear for a moment.

"Yes, I'll be here too."

"Back to the room."

"No way!" reject Regan by crossing her arms around her chest while leaning back into the chair and closing her eyes.

The two of them were silent with their thoughts. Not talking to each other, but Regan's heart keeps raving this and that to make Renatta his.

"Nat ... "

"Yes sir?" answer Renatta.

"You must be the boss of my declaration of love? I don't know why I never said it. I don't want to lie to myself. I hope you're not burdened."

"What do you like about me? I do not belong to the type of woman your dream. Earlier, Mommy told me that you like a kind girl and a gentle valley and it's all in Amanda. Nothing in me."

Regan was eager to shout calling her Mommy who always interfered and leaked it. But for now it is no longer important.

"That was before I loved you. All my ideal types are gone when I'm with you. Even I can move on faster than Amanda."

"Can you promise me one thing?"

"See anything I'll do for you."

"I just need someone who can take care of me, protect me. I need a backup that is not for a while but for a long time. I want you to take me to your heart. Not to stop but to stay. I was cape in love, then unrequited and had to move on. I want my love to be just one person and prolonged. Can it?"

Regan who heard it smiled happily. He took Renatta into his arms.

"Of course it can be stupid! I don't even intend to stay in your heart. I want to build our own house of happiness."

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