Take Me To Your Heart
Chapter 49 - Why is it like this?

The two returned to the mansion when it started at night. But because on Renatta street saw someone selling ice cream, he also bought two cups of ice cream.The only vanilla taste the same chocolate, the only taste of strawberries and avocados.

They ate it on the side porch of the house while chatting together.

Renatta enjoyed the taste of ice cream. To the extent that Regan so want to feel the ice cream eaten by Renatta too. He even wanted to eat the ice cream that smudged over Renatta's lips as well.

"Don't rich little boy!" said Regan who chose to wipe Renatta's lips with her own finger.

Renatta only answered with a grin. But it can weaken Regan's heart.

Damnit damnit! Why am I so bucin gini anyway? Aaa, so want to get married right now.

"I want dong" said Regan.

"Daddy want my rasain ice cream?" ask Renatta to make sure.

Regan nodded. Renatta traded his ice cream for Regan's ice cream. Regan ate it up and then afterwards, Regan suddenly short of breath and fainted. That made Renatta panic. He asks a worker at Mommy Jessie's mansion to take Regan to the hospital. Renatta then told Mommy Jessie.

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At the hospital, Renatta kept pacing around waiting for the doctor to come out of the room. He feels guilty because Regan fainted with him. She was afraid that Mommy Jessie would blame her.

Mommy Jessie came to the hospital and asked Regan for her condition. Renatta could not explain anything because the doctor had not yet come out of the room. Mommy Jessie asks what happened before until Regan can faint and be taken to the hospital.

"So I was the same Regan just ate Mommy's ice cream. Keep Regan asking for a tuckeran. So I give you. Regan suddenly suffocated and lost consciousness."

"What flavor ice cream do you have?"

"Stoberi and avocado Mom."

Mommy Jessie immediately panicked. He is like a man of shame.

"The Allergy eating avocado. How much did she eat her avocado ice cream?"

"Three quarters maybe, because I've eaten a little before."

Mommy Jessie pulls over her own seat.

"God, what does that kid want to die for? Why not be aware of what he eats himself!"

Mommy Jessie talks a little frontal but she's honestly worried that Regan's really dead. Eating just a little avocado, Regan can faint a day. Moreover, this is what he said three-quarters of the contents of his cup. Mommy Jessie can only pray that God doesn't take her son's life so soon.

Renatta felt guilty. Just being Regan's girlfriend for a day has made Regan go to the hospital. He became pessimistic to continue with Regan after this.

"Sorry Natta, Mom. Natta really doesn't know that Regan is allergic to avocados. If you know, surely Natta will not love. It's all because Natta doesn't know anything about Regan."

Mommy Jessie embraces Renatta's shoulder and calms the girl who is shedding her tears.

"It's not your fault. One of them who did not realize that what he ate was avocado. May the child still be given the same life of God. We pray that he will come to his senses soon."

When Mommy Jessie calms Renatta down, his legs tremble for fear of bad things to happen. Especially now that her husband can not come to the hospital because he has to take care of the problems that occur in the company.

"Regan must have been conscious. Mommy's sure of it!"

The doctor came out and said Regan was in critical condition because he ate too many avocados. But the hospital will do everything possible to cure Regan.

"Thanks Doc."

The doctor also left from there. Mommy and Renatta enter Regan's room together. Seeing Regan being filled with breathing apparatus in her body made Renatta shed his tears.

"I'm sorry" said Renatta, who felt guilty.

"Don't apologize, it's not your fault" said Mommy Jessie, who heard Renatta's screams.

Renatta hugged Mommy Jessie and continued to cry there. Mommy Jessie rubbed Renatta's head hair to strengthen each other.

"No papa, he's a strong boy! He must have regained consciousness and woke up again. He would not be willing for the woman he loved to grieve like this. Especially if he has to die. Definitely more unwilling to see the woman he loves along with others. You have to believe that Regan can wake up."

There are people who entertain others like this, even though he is just as fragile. Although his son is not stubborn. But Regan's only child, her flesh and blood, is the fruit of her love with Arthur.

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Early in the morning, Renatta slept outside waiting for Regan to wake up. Regan's eyes remained closed. He saw it from the glass door. Just now he was happy because his love was about to begin, but why should he get sad again?

Renatta immediately thought badly, if this was karma for him. It does not deserve to be happy. He blames himself.

Until a call from her brother she picked up. Hearing the sobs from her brother, Renatta panicked and worried. On one side he was confused. Here too Regan needs it. At home, her brother needs her too.

Seeing the confused Renatta after getting the phone. Mommy Jessie asked.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?"

"I have to go home Mom, sorry I can't wait for Regan anymore. Apologize to me for him" Renatta said in tears.

"What was it? Try the story slowly."

Renatta tells what happened to his sister to Mommy Jessie. Although there were not many words that her brother said. Renatta knew that his brother was desperate. Mommy Jessie also helped Renatta to return to Indonesia by using his family's private jet in London.

"Thank you, thank you Mommy."

Renatta kissed Mommy Jessie's hand and left the hospital.

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A day later, Renatta arrived at his home. He looked for the whereabouts of his brother who was lying on the floor with his bleeding wrist.

Renatta could not help but cry, seeing her brother's miserable state like this. He immediately took his brother to the hospital.

After being examined by a doctor, the doctor said that Nesha was pregnant, and the possibility of an incision in Nesha's wrist was a suicide because she did not accept the pregnancy.

Renatta walked backwards until he hit the wall. He cried and limp until he sat down and hugged his knee.

Whatisthis? Why would two people he loved have to get this kind of ordeal? One on the verge of death. One wants to die. Wh why? Why is it like this?

Renatta wanted to scream there. But he realized, he could not do that because it could disturb other patients. All he could do now was cry and cry.

He did know his brother had a lover, but he did not know that his brother could do such a thing as a husband and wife. He wanted to get angry and take it all out. He wanted to find out who his brother's girlfriend was and asked the man to take responsibility.

Unable to control her emotions, Renatta left the room and left the hospital. He was looking for the safest place to vent his emotions.

Arrive Renatta in a quiet place, he shouted as loud as possible there. And then she cried again.

"God, why did this happen to my family? Why do you always make me ultimately alone? Wh why? Hicks ... "

Renatta felt better, he was in pain than seeing his loved ones who were sick. It hurts more to see our loved ones helpless.

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TB