Take Me To Your Heart
Chapter 54 - I will always wait for you

Renatta went home to his rental house, he looked happy when he saw his brother and father smiling happily whether talking about what. The sadness and tiredness seemed to disappear when he saw that.

"Pa, my sister's coming home" Renatta said and sat down with them.

"Where's your job there? Pleasant?" ask Papa Dewa.

"Yes so Pa, his name is also Asti's work there is a pleasure and not. But I still have to live it, right? If I don't survive. Then what are we gonna eat?"

Instantly the look on Papa Dewa's face was immediately sad. He felt like a bad father to his children.

"I'm sorry papa Nat. Forgive me for being an inmate. Papa tried to find a job. But, it turns out that people as old as papa are always underestimated. He said papa won't be strong, he said papa will only be a burden if he works."

Renatta clasped Papa Dewa's hand.

"It's okay Pa. While I'm still strong, while I'm still healthy. I could really. Papa and his brother just don't have to worry about everything."

"I'm sorry big brother too yes, big brother can't take good care of himself until it's pregnant with this child."

"Yes, my brother, the most important thing is that my brother is guilty. That was already amazing. The point is do not repeat again, and never even terbesit to commit suicide or abort it. Anyway I'll be mad if you do that again."

"Yes" answered Nesha with a hug to her sister.

Papa the god patted Nesha on the back as support for her.

The hug also came off.

"Pa, I'm sorry Nesha too."

"Dear, you remember well what your sister said. We're just three. So let none of us go unless called by God. Don't do anything that could endanger you. Now focus on keeping him until he's born."

Nesha nodded too. He hugged Papa the God. He is truly grateful to have a super-parent and a younger sibling who loves him so much.

"Yes, if so I want to go to the room first. Want a quick shower, already this sultry."

"Yes there!"

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In the evening, Renatta went out to find food for his brother who was craving catfish pecel. Along the way, he kept thinking about many things. Think about Regan who's healed or not. Until when he heard the sound of a message notification from Mommy Jessie. It dawned on him that he forgot to block Regan's Mommy number as well.

You have a problem with Regan? Why did you guys just break up? You even blocked the number. Wh why? Try telling Mommy a story.

I think Renatta just wanted to cry there. Why does Mommy Regan have to be this good? It doesn't feel good on its own.

Forgive Natta, Auntie. Maybe that's for the best. Thank you for Auntie being so nice with Natta. I'm sorry that Natta didn't know himself by disconnecting Regan after making a mess and while he was still recovering.

Renatta sent the message, hoping that Mommy Jessie would never send him another message, even if she did not block the number. He kept his phone back in his pocket. Then keep walking to find a catfish pecel.

Until he found a blue tent on the side of the road that read pecel catfish Pak Basir. Renatta went there. He ordered 3 pecel catfish at a time.

While waiting for the order to mature, Renatta played his phone and browsed his social media. He also created a story with a caption.

Pecel lele that I wait, hopefully quickly finished made by his father.

However, in the end Renatta also opened a reply message from Regan.

Pecel lele just want you to wait. Why didn't I? Why did you decide on me unilaterally? We were all good before. I can't accept you breaking our relationship. I'd assume we were still lovers. If you still want to solve your problems. Finish it, and then come back. I will always be waiting for you.

The clear liquid from Renatta's eyes just flowed away. If this is the way, he won't be able to forget Regan. The word 'I will always wait for you' makes him come back hoping and wanting to leave soon. But, he can't do all that. It's already round.

Renatta just read the message without replying to it. He immediately exited his social media app and deactivated his mobile data.

The tears continued to flow until the father gave an order from Renatta.

"Mba's crying because it's been waiting too long huh? Duh, sorry mba. You see, the order is more," said the father.

"It's not sir. I was just flickering. How many sir is it all?"

"Fourty-five thousand Mba."

Renatta took money from his pocket and gave fifty thousand to his father.

"Back to dad. Thank you sir."

"Thank you Mba."

Renatta nodded then left from there. He wiped his still visible tears and washed his face in the water faucet on the side of the road, so that when he came home his brother and father were not suspicious.

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Arriving at home, Renatta showed his smile as he carried his catfish pecel.

"Let's eat. I must have been waiting for you from then on, huh? Forgive Auntie, dear."

"Yes, I'm sorry about Auntie," replied Nesha in a typical child-made style.

Renatta and Nesha laughed at the same time. Feeling amused by the conversation of the two. The God Papa could only shake his head. They had dinner together full of jokes and laughter.

After dinner, Renatta threw his trash in front of the house. So that the next morning is transported by people who like to transport garbage. He did not go back into the house, but sat quietly under a tree.

"If my way of life is like this, I accept. I will face it with courage and courage. But please don't ever let my family cry again. I just have them. I don't want them to cry. It felt like this heart was slashed when it saw that. May You hear this cry of the heart, Lord."

Renatta begged while staring towards the sky.

Without Renatta noticing, Papa Dewa saw what Renatta was doing and listened to the sentence Renatta said.

"Papa Promises Son. Papa will be a useful papa for you. Papa will find work more, so you do not have to work too hard like this. Papa also promised, will continue to be strong and not sad so you can smile. Thank you, son. Thank you for being strong and strong until now. Papa is lucky to have a daughter like you."

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TB