Temple Girl
Chapters 37. Memories Not Fun

The face of the woman in front of Chiharu was so soothing, it felt peaceful, and it felt so familiar. Until Chiharu felt that she was looking in the mirror, her body felt cold as the woman's hands stretched out to touch her. Hugging her into the embrace that Chiharu always craves behind her figure who tries to not care, tapping her heart that is covered by wounds and betrayal.

Even as the woman spoke, her voice sounded like the calm ripples of lake water. So soothing that it sank, "I'm sorry for abandoning you" the words Chiharu had always wanted to hear. He became weak, very weak.

Drooping and receiving all the hugs that the girl seemed to need, come on she had only lived for fifteen years. He is not old enough to reject this kind of love, he is still a child.

"Why–" Chiharu's voice seemed to falter, he seemed to be floating and unable to tread properly. Feeling dazed for a moment, Chiharu finally felt tremendous pain on her.

Apart from that hug and being thrown away from the woman there, how shocked the girl was when the woman who had just hugged her had no face. Smiling smirked with blood flowing from his hands, no wonder he felt pain.

It was regrettable that when he made a roar he wanted to be strong, but when given a hug immediately greeted him. It sucks when he realizes that his consciousness does need it, always craving it until such affection is really in his sight. Maybe Chiharu will die.

Cold now feels behind Chiharu's body, the girl grimaces the pain in her body that feels overall pain.Different from the events she just experienced, now Chiharu managed to tread correctly. Actually what Gin wanted to make himself experience all this, really all this is not at all a beautiful memory to remember.

This scene somehow feels not so foreign, it feels strange because the snow comes down in his dream. And the noise managed to attract the attention of the girl, so noisy–perhaps a quarrel– combed the view and started looking for the source of the sound.

Her memory grew clearer as Chiharu opened the wood that became the barrier between her voice and herself, holding her breath as two people there were caught by the girl's black netra.

It was both his parents.

And the quarrel was a memory that became the end of everything, the end of his life, and a breaker between himself and the two people who had brought Chiharu to see the world. His handbooks turned white as he imagined the faces of those who had begun to vanish from memory, beginning to feel again.

"The child will not survive either, leave it alone and bury it in a distant place. After all, no one recognized her identity." Right, she was a sickly girl with a short lifespan. Dying among cruel surroundings, and getting weaker over time.

The talk that Chiharu had not had time to understand now seemed to be a whip in her heart, re-injuring and making the wound rot inside. "I'm sure our next child will be born healthy."

Is this really a dream? Or is this a reality recorded in his memory? How could he forget this? Or because of his dying body he was unable to understand, was his mother really pregnant and having children?

The girl laughed bitterly, so so. The reason he was wasted, abandoned, and abandoned. His laughter grew louder, destroying the world that was being created and walking there.

"Hows it? Still missing a mother?" the peaceful voice again teased Chiharu, the girl looked up only to stare back at the face.

"What do I have to do to see spiritual energy?!" Chiharu no longer cared about anything, she just felt angry at everyone.

The woman's laughter resounded, shrill to the point of deafening her ears. His gaze was soft and calm, approaching Chiharu. Poking out his fingers, cupping Chiharu's chin, grinning happily "Isn't it so nauseating?"

Staring at Chiharu's hateful face, the woman seemed to be getting happier. "True, that kind of expression signifies that you are still human.

"Are you not seeing everything?"

***

Chiharu rose from the long slumber she had just experienced, sweat pouring down from her body. His heartbeat was pounding as if he was about to explode, his face paled along with the snow fluttering the earth profusely. Causing window rhinoceros that is closed tightly, breathing often blows loudly.

A long fingers stretched out at the girl, grabbed her deep and tried to whisper softly that she was fine. Dabbing Chiharu's black mane and drowning her face in a soothing embrace, "You're fine." he muttered softly until the tension that had shaded the room slowly subsided.

"It's just a memory of the past."

Chiharu sighed Gin to get rid of her embrace, staring at the man made the girl feel safe. "So whatever incident I just experienced is really the truth?"

The man nodded, "Then have you managed to see someone's spiritual energy?"

Hearing the question inevitably Chiharu stared at the two yellowish eyeballs before her, so focused that a yellow blaze enveloped the man's body. So big that Chiharu was unable to take off even the slightest item, the energy was so huge that it covered this room that it felt crowded.

"Ah sorry, I will arrange it not to come out." after that word, the tightness that Chiharu had felt was completely reduced until finally the girl was able to breathe better.

Gin smiled, stroking the head of Chiharu with pride. "You did it anyway." his gaze glared towards Chiharu who was a little more reserved than usual. No wonder when what has just happened, humans are creatures in groups. It is not surprising that humans feel so desperate when they are thrown out of their group.

"Now try to look at the spiritual energy around you."

It was amazing when the girl could see bluish dots filling her room, reminding her of Mr. Qi. However, those moving bluish points did not feel warm. "The energy that flies can be absorbed and if you can control the circulation, you can do whatever you want."

"How do I absorb it?"

A light laugh came out from the man, he took out something from his clothing pocket. "This will help you to control it." a necklace with a white crystal pendant. It was so beautiful when the pendant was reflected off by the snowy sun.

The girl shrieked in shock as the blue rays flying in the air entered the crystal, feeling warm to the touch. Making Chiharu feel comfortable grasping it, "as long as you can't absorb it, this thing will help you absorb and expel spiritual energy from your body.

"That thing is fused with you, you can certainly channel it, right?" remembering that Chiharu can make her sword glow blue indicates that the girl can channel spiritual energy well.

Chiharu nodded, "Good! Spread the energy wherever you like. Like this, for example,"

The glass filled with water was suddenly enveloped in a yellowish light, the water inside separated without spilling and flying. Surrounding Chiharu is like a living creature, so beautiful and when touching it the water will spill and wet the fingers.

"Thank you." was soothing when saying that word, the hatred that had entered his heart as if it had disappeared evaporated and replaced by a pleasant feeling.

Chiharu will probably regret it, she felt so selfish when doing so. But only once. Chiharu wanted to say it, wanted to do it. Because he never let out his feelings, he always held them back. Accept it and live a life thrown like shit at him.

Chiharu no longer wanted to experience it, so just let her do what was in her heart this time.

Chiharu's tiny hands stretched out softly, clutching the man's body. Drown his face, hide it there and feel the warmth surrounding him.

Chiharu rubbed her face on the man's nape, whispering softly. "Please, don't leave me. I just wish this was to you."

Humans are truly spontaneous creatures...

The To Be Continued..