The Ancient Realm Goddess
Mo Jingtian's
“You're wrong to think I'll quit.”
Those words were still ringing in Qing Yue'er's head. After being pushed aside the sentence still came again, making him feel dizzy. He spread his body over the green grass. It had been since a while ago that he had only kept silent while staring at the black sky.
There are many things he thinks. About his future, about what he has to achieve and what he honestly wants. In just one night everything turned out to be too complicated for him. To be honest, he was tired and wanted to be alone.
Qing Yue'er could not ignore all of this by saying if she was okay. Now his feelings are becoming clearer. It was undeniable that he regarded Mo Jingtian as a figure that had already occupied his heart.
Now it's not gonna be easy anymore. He couldn't be selfish by continuing to want Mo Jingtian with him. However, what if that man wanted to stay together?
“Stupid. You are really stupid, Jingtian,” muttered Qing Yue'er wryly.
“Stop thinking a lot of things. Don't you just have to be a goddess? Why do you look so frustrated?” asked Ying Jun who was starting to approach Qing Yue'er. He felt bored looking at the girl who looked like she was losing her way.
“Ying Jun, why are you talking so easily?” qing Yue'er asked in a lethargic manner.
“Because I'm just an observer,” said Ying Jun honestly. It does. If he is experiencing it for sure he also needs to think a lot.
Qing Yue'er took a deep breath then released it slowly. “I want to know, if someone goes through purification, are his feelings still the same? Can a god or goddess have feelings? Will they still have 6 wishes and 7 emotions?”
Ying Jun was silent for a moment. “Why not? Your father can love your mother, whereas Mo Jingtian himself can hold feelings for you. That means a god or goddess can still have feelings, right?”
Qing Yue'er did not answer Ying Jun's question. Then Ying Jun again asked, “Are you afraid that everything will disappear after the appointment? If this problem seems like I don't know either.”
Self-purification to become a god is something that must be lived by prospective gods. The ceremony will eliminate all the mistakes of the past and wipe out one's emotions. Although sometimes those emotions would not be completely erased but at least a god would not have as much emotion as a normal human.
If Qing Yue'er went through the ceremony there was a chance that all her emotions and feelings would be erased. Perhaps this was also what Qing Yue'er had to consider. Ah, how complicated this is.
“Ying Jun, do you think I'm overdoing it? I shouldn't have said that to Mo Jingtian?”
Ying Jun just shrugged his shoulders not knowing. She was not human and she could not feel what Qing Yue'er was feeling. He came here just to cheer him up a little.
“How to get will of heaven?” qing Yue'er asked as she glared into the distance. “Why am I in doubt?”
“Why don't you just talk to the guy? Maybe he has a good solution,” Ying Jun proposed.
“Ying Jun, you should know he is the dumbest man I have ever met. If I were to talk about this matter with him then he would just say it's okay, this is fine, this is not a problem for him. Hah, how do I know he'll still be fine while behind me?”
Qing Yue'er snorted a little. Then he continued, “He always hides his own problems. In fact, I don't know if she is indeed that tough or just playing acting in front of me.”
Ying Jun nodded. Indeed Mo Jingtian almost always showed his perfect side to Qing Yue'er. So that the girl never knew what Mo Jingtian was really up to. Sometimes he wondered, why was their relationship so complicated?
“Why don't you just go to try cultivating in the tower? It would be more fruitful than just keeping quiet like this. Wasting time you know?”
Qing Yue'er sighed. “You are right. Looks like I should forget these things for a moment.”
Finally he left the green courtyard and again moved towards the tower of the Xie clan. Although her mood was not so good but she should be able to control herself. Is correct. Do not let this matter bother him to make him forget to attack the Liu clan
It was already early in the morning so there were not many people who saw it. There were only a few guards on duty at night.
After a while he arrived at the tower and immediately moved up. His goal this time was to try cultivating on the 7th floor. He wanted to see if the pressure that was there could help him break through or not.
Meanwhile a slightly different thing happened to Mo Jingtian. The man now went to the person he could still talk to. Who else if not the Water God, In Moxie.
Mo Jingtian sat down while crossing her hands. He had just gotten a question that could not be answered quickly. He should think about it for a moment.
“How? Did Taotie really come? Who might free him?” asked Di Moxie to Mo Jingtian. The man came to see her for sure because there were things to say.
“How can I know? And how can you know about the emergence of Taotie?”
“Someone told me. Don't forget, there are a lot of eyes watching the Celestials. I may only watch over my water region but not with other gods,” Di Moxie said calmly.
“You are right.”
“So, you have to be careful.” Di Moxie looked at Mo Jingtian meaningfully. “Jingtian, don't play too long with humans. Are you still not satisfied with making the Heavenly Court troubled?”
“I don't play around with humans,” Mo Jingtian replied.
“It's been almost two years you didn't make an uproar. Where did you go?”
Mo Jingtian stared at Di Moxie flatly. “When I make trouble, you guys chase me to be punished. Now that I'm quiet, you're questioning me. You should have known I was trying to let go of everything.”
“Why? I don't understand your way of thinking,” Di Moxie said. “What is your goal with being a god? Why do you want to release your status now?”
Mo Jingtian chuckled. He lowered his head. “I think by becoming a god I will lose all my emotions. I also want you to stay calm looking at anything. But, you know what? I'm still just like any other human being. That purgatory is just bullshit to me.”
Di Moxie understood what Mo Jingtian was thinking. From the beginning, he had thought about this strange thing. Self-purification should eliminate all emotions and desires. However, some gods do not undergo perfect sanctification. This causes them to still be able to feel emotions like humans.
Despite that, what happened to Mo Jingtian was a different case. If he could draw a conclusion, it would be like self-purification that is unable to erase his emotions. It seemed like Mo Jingtian was a single entity that nothing could change.
“Can you see something before you go through purgatory? Jingtian, this is a serious thing.”
Mo Jingtian smiled mysteriously. “I did see something. Something you yourself would never have guessed, which if you saw it you would not believe.”
Di Moxie looked at Mo Jingtian calmly. Although Mo Jingtian said serious things, she never looked tense. Such is the god who is truly a god.
“What do you see?” ask In Moxie.
“I won't say it now. However, I want to tell you that ... The Heavenly Court is already polluted,” Mo Jingtian said with both narrowed eyes.
“Tercemar? Are you saying this because you hate the Heavenly Court?”
Mo Jingtian shook his head. His golden eyes shone with a certain light. “You can't trust me. However, you will start to see it for another year or two,” he said with a certain intention.
He slowly walked towards the exit of Di Moxie's water palace. Before actually leaving, he seemed to stop his steps for a moment. “Moxie, you know, I won't go against the Heavenly Court for no reason.”
After saying that Mo Jingtian instantly disappeared just like that. In that place only left Di Moxie and his majesty. He did not express his face much. Just stay in his place.
“I'll wait whether what you say is true or not,” murmured In Moxie.