
"Himaru!"
"Yes ma?"said the young man came down from his room in a hurry because of his mother's screams.
Of course he was worried about his mother.
As a real child she loved her mother but her mother always prioritized Hana over her.
"Both of your friends have gone home, do not be a lazy child quickly buy salt in the garage!"said his mother.
Makes Haru somehow feel relieved because his mother is okay.
"Well ma." said Haru took the money that his mother put there spelled there Hana who played cooking by herself.
"Where are you going?"the little girl asked as Haru put on her jacket.
"Get out."
"Hana come with sister!coming!"the cry of Hana's cry made the ears of the day sick.
"No." said Haru immediately rushed to leave Hana there making Hana scream and cry.
"Hana!"can Haru with the cry of the mother, Haru sure come home later he will be scolded again.
..
Haru looked around, many vehicles passing by and people doing his activities.
Somehow he still touched on Akira's words, but did not want to think anymore let alone make his mother later became angry because long bought salt he also crossed.
"Revelation!"Haru was surprised when someone pulled him back, almost getting run over by the truck.
"Nak if you want to cross it look left right so that the incident did not happen again" said the old man who saved him earlier.
Was he daydreaming?
Why does he seem unconscious?
"Son......"
The man's voice made Haru flinch.
"Ah thanks sir."
Haru said while bowing Karan realized his mistake made the old man uneasy.
"It's okay I just happened to be standing next to you, but it seems like you're too swept away with your own thoughts." said the old man.
"Sorry sir next time I won't daydream again."
"Well, I'll go first because I want to pick up my granddaughter" said the old man, who was wearing a green jacket, and then left.
"Damn why do I like to daydream all of a sudden?"
Haru didn't understand what had happened to him lately.
Why does he often daydream?though in the past if he thought about the problem he was still aware when he did the activity as usual.
But the incident made his life almost taken.
He did not want to die before happy both parents ah more precisely Haru wants to make his biological father happy up there.
Because a lot of people say, people who are gone are still above and watching humans on earth.
That means his father still looks after him, doesn't it?
"I miss Dad.." he muttered to be heard by himself and made him groan slowly.
Although he knew how much he missed his father, but his father never saw him in a dream again that was what made him worse.
He tried to get out of the phase of pain because his little heart always did not, but somehow his mind always burdened him not to stop.
Wh why?that is what he asked himself never found the answer or question that arises.
...
After giving salt in the shelter somehow Haru felt his ears continue to buzz.
Once he felt when he was a child and the death of the father, his mind was chaotic and his body became strange.
He doesn't understand either.
Is that bad?that question was what he was asking when his body's response was inversely proportional to his mind.
Without him realizing that it was bad now.
Because the hum was getting louder made his focus split and his eyes became shadowed, even several times he accidentally hit people on the road that passed through it.
"Hey!be careful next time!"
"Sorry..."
Bruk!
Haru fell on the street unconscious, causing the people around him to panic.
"Gosh, is he okay?"
"Bring him to the hospital, I'll drive him in my car" said the old man who had helped Haru earlier.
...
Depressingly.
The cause of the incident factor experienced by the patient without being realized by the patient himself.
Many people are depressed even at a young age.
Including the number of suicides in Indonesia.
"He.." said the doctor looking at the young man who was now lying in the bank with an indecipherable look.
"Is he okay?"reno asked, he was the old man who helped Haru and took the young man to the hospital.
"I can't tell you because you're not a patient's family but I ask you to look after the young man,for a while his condition was fine because there was no serious illness in his body when I examined him, you don't need to worry, he fainted because he was exhausted and lacking blood. "
"I understand the doctor."
In the middle of the conversation Haru began to open both his eyes.
He bungled when he found himself in a room all white and the smell of drugs.
"You're sober, son."
"Grandfather?"
The young man grew confused because he found the man who saved him when he crossed the road was here.
"You passed out on the street, so I helped you and brought you here, don't you remember anything?"
"really?I'm sorry for always troubling you."
"You don't bother son, next time take care of your health don't get tired anymore."
"Thank you grandpa."
The doctor who had listened to Haru and Reno's conversation seemed to pay attention to Haru.
Haru who had just realized it then looked at the doctor.
"Include my name to Dr. Daniel, I'm the doctor who treated you, after you've finished talking, can Haru's patient see me in my room."
"Why doc?"
"I want to talk to you about something serious."
Haru's feeling is bad.
Did Daniel's doctor know something he'd been hiding all along.
However, Daniel is a doctor and psychiatrist without Reno and Haru knowing.
What happened to Haru?
...
Now Haru is in Daniel's room, a young doctor who has blonde hair and sapphire blue eyes inexplicably makes him think of his best friend Akira.
About Reno, the grandfather who apparently paid all his hospital fees until Hari felt bad,and finally Reno left after his business was finished because he got a phone call from his grandson who he said was the same age as Haru.
Haru became curious about the granddaughter of the grandfather, Reno said if they met again he promised to introduce Haru with his granddaughter.
How good the grandfather was to him when he was only a stranger who was twice saved by him.Batin Haru.
"What's your name?"ask the doctor while staring at the file on the table.
"Kensou Haru Madya." replied Haru.
The doctor sighed, why did he feel sorry for the young man in front of him.
"Have you accepted this?"ask the doctor seriously.
"Doctor mean?"ask Haru bungung.
"You have bipolar disorder, or mania, depression."
"Bipolar?!"
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(Two chapters or three chapters?)