
"What am I supposed to say?"said it.
Haru is currently chatting with Marsha.
Yes, the classmate who is the scene now.
Whether how the story goes, so often meet Marsha and her class adek asked her no hp there Haru felt strange.
He started thinking Marsha straight, starting from bathing, eating, and sleeping.
Is this what you call falling in love?
Always miss him and his beautiful face!
"I don't understand that love can be this weird, as if it attracts someone to fall into it and think about it all the time, but on the other hand I feel afraid because love can make people blind to everything,I am not a perfect young man and still treat my mental depression if I feel pain it affects my mental because I can not forget the pain in my heart.Maybe now I am in the comfort zone but I don't know what it's going to look like, do I have to answer back or ignore it?"ask Haru to himself.
Suddenly she heard the sound of her bedroom door being knocked on.
The young man hurried up and walked over and opened the door of his locked room.
Haru's habit is to lock the door to his room.
"Mama?"haru asked, once his mother came to his room before, Seina's attitude had changed but ...
It was hard to explain by Haru even Author himself.😌
"You just got back from college, right?must be tired, mama help clean up your room for a while ya."sap Seina made Haru look around, look around,he grimaced because his own room was like a broken ship with books strewn on the floor and some uncluttered closet clothes scattered out, and there were some uncluttered clothes,he is a lover of cleanliness but once he gets pressured and makes his mind dizzy making him unconsciously make a mess in his own room.
Maybe it's because he forgot to take his medicine.
"Mafin Haru ma because Haru's room is a mess." said Haru felt bad and guilty.
Seina gave a small peek she smiled gently at her son.
"It's okay mending you a sour-smelling bath!"said Seina pretended to close her nose made Haru glare unacceptable.
"Let's a handsome and fragrant child can't smell like ma."
"Who doesn't smell?lots of scolding."
Haru snorted, he chose to give up and then went to the bathroom to do his ritual, when he was on campus he had time to play basketball with Akira but he forgot to change his clothes.
Even the normally silent Asa continued to babble at Akira for fear that the child was back in tightness but his name was Akira the child was as stubborn as he was, like him,and they both only played for a while, fortunately, Asma Akira did not relapse because Haru refused to play more than fifteen minutes.
Seina then started cleaning her son's room, but when she swept under the bed, she was a little confused because there was something stuck down there.
The curious Seina then crouched down and took something under the bed, she stared in disbelief with the item held in her hand.
It was a half-filled bottle of medicine.
Has his son been taking the drug secretly without his knowledge?
"What medicine is this?it's impossible for Haru to take the forbidden drug-obattan." he said, starting to think negatively.
Cleks!
The bathroom door opened revealing Haru who had just finished bathing with wet hair.
"Have you taken this medicine?"ask Seina carefully.
Haru who saw her mother holding her medicine was just staring at her flat.
"If so, why?"haru asked calmly compared to Seina who was shocked.
"ARE YOU CRAZY!!!"
"If I hadn't taken that medicine I might have lost my sanity!"haru said a little surprised by his mother's clasping.
Didn't know that he had just recovered from a severe depression and now his mother was snapping him back as if he was wrong.
When his past memories resurface he needs the sedative so his head doesn't hurt.
Therefore Daniel still gave him the drug on condition that he should not consume it excessively or overdose.
Seina remained in disbelief, she thought her son was taking the forbidden medicine.
"If you think that I dare to mess behind you by taking drugs it's wrong because I still love my mentality and my sanity,did you know that I was in a deep depression when I lost my father?mama doesn't know, does she?I really feel that suicide is the best way but it only makes me feel regret in vain because my life is still not calm.Sometimes I think what's the point of having a family if the family is just a place hurt to me, even when I was down, my mom quickly forgot about my dad and married again, not caring about my presence still beside you as if I was a big mistake that made my dad leave!if you feel like I'm a burden on the family, then throw me out of the past because I gave up on everything!"
Seina was stunned to hear her son's words, trembling she tried to hug Haru who had unconsciously cried because she was disappointed in his attitude all this time but Haru instead dodged.
"I'm sorry mommy son.forgive me..."
"It's too late ma'am, I do accept my mama's gentle treatment now but I still feel disappointed because mama will forget and easily incise deep wounds again."
"Haru...mama wants to fix everything, isn't there a second chance for mama?"
"Do you think the opportunity is still there if you live only once?back when I was about to die, my mom didn't care about him and was just busy with Hana."
"You..."
"Who would have thought that I still remember all that, right?"said Haru while chuckling.
...
Since Hana Haru's mother never noticed her son, it made the once cheerful Haru person turn quiet at home.
Haru was six years old at that time, where he had not given up the departure of his father.
Since no one at home played with him, he decided to go out and ride his little bike.
The atmosphere of the road was rather quiet making Haru feel comfortable because of the calmness.
Because he felt Haru had been cycling outside for a long time he decided to return before being scolded by his mother because he was late to come home until the afternoon.
Until suddenly...
Bruk!
Out of nowhere the bike appeared behind him without looking in front of him until it grazed Haru's bike and made little Haru fall and hurt his knee.
The driver looked worried and hurriedly helped Haru who fainted and took her to the hospital.
That's where Haru knew that his mother saw him but did not budge in the slightest or even help him from a distance when buying vegetables in the supermarket.