
Don't look at the past with throw, it won't come back. Face the present wise and welcome the visions of the future with trepidation and determination.
Don't look at the past with grief, it won't come back. Face the present wisely and welcome the shadow of the future with doubt and with firmness.
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"I'm sorry.I'm sorry..."
For the first time Andre and his two friends saw Akira sobbing for the death of someone.
Though a person is not a good person, that person has also killed the lives of others innocent.
But Akira still feels guilty for Bastian's death even though it wasn't his fault.
"It's not entirely your fault, we're all there and we can't prevent it.
This is all fate." said Bisma trying to calm the boy.
He is not a person who is afraid to see others die in front of him otherwise he has faced a death.
Sometimes you know what destiny is?
Can only speak without proving because destiny is only able to be moved by the creator but humans still speak destiny.
All misfortune and luck only God knows not man.
"Destiny?do you know what someone's destiny is?the future can be changed by someone changing his attitude to be good, Bastian still has a long future but stupidly we let ourselves go so quickly without any regrets.
Who are you guys?know what about her?"tell Akira to them.
That soft and innocent gaze turned sharply staring at them.
Asa who saw him wanted to get close to Akira but the young man chose to stay away or leave after they saw the doctors carrying Bastian's body.
"Hey Akira where are you going!"haru yelled unmoved by the master.
"It's all my fault."again Asa said like making Haru alluded.
Who actually killed Bastian's brother?
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On the other hand Akira went to the back of the hospital alone.
It was a comfortable place to be alone and he needed it to calm his mind and feelings a little bit which was raging at the moment.
He held his chest tightly, fortunately his asthma did not recur.
But what happened today made his heart so agitated.
I don't know why...
He's still defending that guy.
"I don't want anyone else to know that someone I love does it but he can leak his own secrets, somehow I can't trust anyone other than Asa...
But he had also actually made a huge mistake that left me severely disappointed, all the emotions and emptiness in his heart made him dark in the eyes...
Though I always convinced him to change but he was always like this, I knew from the beginning he wanted to protect just the wrong way.
I'm sorry Bastian."
Akira's speech was unconsciously heard by Asa, yes the girl heard everything because earlier Asa followed Akira.
Asa never wanted to let Akira down, she always tried to make the young man smile and be with him but...
"I hate Bastian I should have killed him along with his brother, my Yandere trait might have been known by Akira but there's something you don't know...
That's my obsession since I was a child to have you Akira."
The reason why Asa lost control over her emotions was only one...
That is, he does not want to lose the person who is the purpose of his life.
In this world the dark past has made him a closed person.
When he was tired of being fed up with the world, there was one person standing next to him and making him endure.
And maybe if he lost the weaver that wall of ice damming the darkness within him would come out and destroy the lives of others.
Akira's point is the key to controlling Asa's emotions when the girl loses control of herself.
Like a psycho film that has an alter ego, two personalities that can take on the expert one character for his attitude and nature.
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On the other side.
"Haru, what are you thinking?"ask Bella.
"Do you think Akira was threatened by the perpetrator to hide his identity?"
Haru's question made the others a little surprised.
"You mean someone who made Bastian's brother?the police have investigated it, saying there is no trace or trace of the killer as if Bastian's brother killed himself on the spot." said Bisma.
"A suicide?so the two sisters both committed suicide because they did not want to be arrested by the police?but there is a little strange why Akira and Asa always say sorry when they see Bastian's death...
There must be something hidden."
"For that I don't want to interfere." said Andre suddenly.
The young man left from there making Haru's mind more branched.
"If you were their friend you could definitely make them tell the truth, Andre's right we shouldn't interfere with your problems because we're not close friends of the three of you."bisma said understandingly, she then looked at Bella as if coding for the girl to come with her.
"Wait where you guys want to go?leave me here alone?apparently your nature remains the same." Haru snorted.
"Yes you should have been looking for them, because you never fit in with us, even though the truth is you don't fit in with anyone." - Bella's circus in a cold tone is usually the girl.
Haru glared at hearing that, the girl as beautiful as Bella turned out to have a very sweet mouth, like a poison from a snake that gushed at the opponent if the opponent was careless.
The twins then leave Haru alone.
Meanwhile Haru then ruffled his own hair.
"It's complicated.when am I free from trouble?I just want it all done and to go home, although for sure Hana will cook me up to take me to play the girl who made me a babysister at a very young age.
I can't wait for graduation day and maybe I'll propose to Marsha right away before she gets taken by someone better-looking than me." Haru said with an absurdist concoction.
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Each of us must face our own faces, must come face to face with them. How we deal with our fear will determine where we will go with the rest of our lives: to experience the adventure or be constrained by fear of it.
We each have to face our own fears, face to face with them. How we handle our fears will determine where we will go with the rest of our lives: to experience adventure or be limited by fear of it.