
"Bipolar disorder or mania depression is a disorder that refers to mood swings, when you feel happy suddenly become sad and your mood drops drastically.
This sudden change in mood can affect your sleep, energy, activity, behavior, and thinking skills.
Usually the person feels unconscious and has insomnia disorder.
Haru remember that your decision will have an impact on your own body,this is a serious depressive disorder although it does not make someone sick but it can cause a sense of disrespect by others or self-loathing to make sufferers commit suicide.
Bipolar sufferers have two phases, the first phase is called mania and the second phase is called the depressive phase.
The mania phase is a phase that reflects the nature of the sufferer, which is to be very happy, energetic, and excited.
But sufferers will experience a decrease in appetite, insomnia and even addiction to do new things such as drinking alcohol and ****.
While the depression phase is the last phase of the patient where, feelings change very anxious, anxious and even unappreciated.
Even though you're still in the manic phase, which means you can still control yourself, but if you don't try to treat your condition, it's only getting worse.
Sometimes sufferers can experience a rapid turnaround that is to the depression phase.
Haru I can help you with psychotherapy, even if it doesn't allow much to cure bipolar, but we can still prevent it,and giving you the support and encouragement of those closest to you is the most important thing you need right now."
After Daniel explained everything Haru who from silent suddenly laughed he thought it was all nonsense.
He's just experiencing self-harm instead of bipolar or that other illness.
But somehow his heart felt troubled.
It was as if it was a stark reality facing now.
And how will his mother react?
Would her mother be embarrassed because her son was crazy?
"You're not crazy Haru, your mind is still sane." Daniel said as he read Haru's mind from the young man's expression.
"Doctor do I have to trust you?"
"Yes you have to believe it before it's too late."
"But..why?"
"Bipolar causative factors are common now, namely when patients experience high stress, traumatic experience or addiction to alcohol and drugs, namely, but you still have hope of recovery so never give up Haru...."
The deg!
Those words.
Like the...
"Just whatever obstacles you face don't think of giving up on life, you're a precious friend of mine."
Akira's Speech.
Suddenly Haru cried.
It makes Daniel panic.
"You why?I'm sorry, was this too sudden?don't be sad it's my fault."
"This.hiks is not your fault doctor.you are not wrong..hiks.." said Haru while wiping his tears.
Why is he so crybaby?
Is there still hope he will recover?
"Doctor can I recover?"
"It depends on you Haru, you have to tell your family about this, even if they deserve to know about your situation."
"No, please keep this secret doc I promise I'll follow the treatment."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes I'm sure."
"It's very unlikely that if you're relying on yourself, I suggest you should ask for support from someone close to you because I'm still not sure if I'm not watching you outside."
"Doctor, I'm going to do the treatment, you take it easy because the only person I need right now is him."
...
According to Haru's assumption, he was scolded by his mother for being late to go home, but did not know that Haru had run out to the hospital.
Haru put his medicines from Doctor Daniel under his bed.
He doesn't want the drug to be found by his mother or Hana who always enters his room without permission.
His feelings are mixed now.
Angry and disappointed in himself being one.
Healed?
She didn't know she could heal?or maybe dying was better for him that was his thinking.
A bipolar?
Support from family?
Cih, he does not want the family to know, say he was disappointed because he tried to want attention and affection but his own mother never admitted it.
Maybe he'll keep it a secret for the rest of his life?
Suicidal desire?
Ever crossed his mind, even when SMP he once tried to jump from the top of the rooftop, but why there is a feeling of fear and a voice that says do not to prevent him from jumping.
Father's voice...
Yeah he heard it or maybe it was just his hallucination.
Since then he has held himself back.
Is he troublesome?
Maybe yes, but every time he felt desperate and wanted to get through the phase of his life Akira's words kept ringing in his head made him stop or realize that he was young and surely Akira was disappointed in him.
Thinking about it all made her dizzy, sometimes she thought about what she would do to recover because her life was full of problems.
Andwhy?
Akira always stopped him!
Say he's selfish because he's more obedient to his ego and doesn't want to look at it from an Akira-like perspective.
Because the truth is he's not Akira.
He's Haru.
A bad boy who can't solve problems in his life.
"If I had died with my father, I might not have experienced all this and be calm up there with my father, what would I do now?"
He said, then he saw a table where traces of blood were still left there because he used a cutter to hurt himself.
But where's the cutter?
He chuckles.
"about....
You fuckin...
Huh.....
You won, man.
And I will try to heal for you, at least I still have you in this world?"
Yes there is Akira.
The boy was full of surprises.
But somehow Haru can become Akira's best friend.
The one who always smiles.
Fellowship.
And who wants to do silly things with him.
Akira....
How many times have I mentioned your name?
Aren't you sneezing now?
I talked to that boy.
He wears pellets what black magic anyway?
It is easy to take someone's heart.
Or maybe Asa the cute girl was also in the pellet by him.
Although they have long been friends Haru still does not know who Asa really is.
All she knew was that Asa was a girl who had something in her.
But the girl was good to him because at that time Asa had helped him when he did not understand the lesson, in contrast to others, the approaching boro-boro guy had been stared at sharply by Asa, who had been, but what makes it surprising there are only men who want to shoot or express love to the girl as well and there are still many other Asa fans.
Pretty girl but judes that's how she knows Asa.
Ah for a long time I could go crazy thinking about them.
Tomorrow I want to quickly meet my two best friends.
I don't know why I miss them both.
...