
Asa still has emotions.
Pleasure, sadness, and anger.
At its peak he felt disappointed with his friend, he did not expect that a human who was believed could betray and stab you in the back.
Blame her innocent, pure mind like Akira, until she knows what pain is.
He never cried when he heard the news of his parents' deaths.
But she cried for the first time thinking about the pain she was experiencing.
Until he decided to make two choices.
Being a dead man without a body or a living man without a soul.
It means Asa wants to kill herself or not kill herself but she has lost her soul and damaged her psychic condition.
Asa realized that when she saw her point of view was different from others.
He's very conscious...
Still to be conscious.
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Love is the reason for many things. Let love be the force that heals you from bad relationships; not what keeps you in it.
Love is the reason for many things, but not to tolerate disrespect and abuse. Let love be the force that heals you from a bad relationship; not what keeps you in it.
Loving someone so deeply is the wrong thing, sometimes the person has high loyalty but the restraining attitude of his partner is not right.
He just wanted himself to feel satisfied, he wanted to have it all without caring about the feelings of others.
That is why selfishness and obsession in a person arise.
Slowly take the heart into darkness and the thorny tendrils control the bleeding body.
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"about..."
"Asaa?since when are you here?"akira was surprised to see the girl.
Asa smiled faintly, but Akira knew that her girl's gaze was now empty indicating she had no emotions but harbored a deep anger.
"I think I like you very much" Asa said.
The girl walked closer.
And Akira just kept quiet.
He waits for what Asa will do, just as they have known for a long time that little means they understand words even without spoken words.
"Do you know what pain is?I used to feel it but now that I feel empty and that emptiness is filled with your presence, I want to continue to feel that affection...
The warmth of our friendship and laughter will always be there because we are always together." said Asa poured out his heart.
The girl touched her own cheek.
His eyes glittered sharply at Akira.
"You know my obsession with what I have.
"You're mentally ill but somehow I love you too." Akira muttered still heard Asa.
The girl was eager to laugh at hearing that, even Haru who realized earlier had been too late to prevent it, in contrast to Akira who tried to prevent it so that the young man preferred to pretend not to know or be silent and Asa who revealed his secret.
Akira is really a clever young man that is why Asa really likes him so much because he is never wrong to choose someone who is suitable with his nature.
"Friends are a lebel word for anyone, but we don't become friends because our nature is compared back precisely with there is a serious relationship you can be much more familiar with my mysterious nature well, we complete the shortcomings and advantages of each.
What I'm hiding you know is the opposite because I can read your expression.
Akira, will you hang with me?"
Asa's question made Akira flinch but she hurriedly covered her expression.
Asa smiled and approached him.
"I like to be by your side.If we part because of fate then I will defy that destiny though.
Although many people were injured later.."Asa's last words gave Akira goosebumps, he didn't expect a girl as beautiful as Asa to have yandere traits at first he tried to disbelieve but he had seen the evidence before his eyes now.
"Your heart is covered in darkness and hatred but unlike Bastian you are still in a sane mind and consciousness can still take full control of you, have you never felt any emotion towards the aunts and uncles who took care of you from childhood after you lost both your parents?Asa I'm sure you can understand what I say..."
"It's too late, since losing them that's when my heart was empty, and the dark past of a traitorous friend made me realize more and more that the cage of darkness and the thorns of the red rose was a more interesting combination than the light, it's too late for me to come back even if you ask for it or force me when I always obey but to stop doing it will never.."Cut Asa.
Asa is a quiet, stubborn girl, she doesn't take advice like Bastian that's their difference.
Because that's what he is, he likes change and he is now.
It was not him who always showed his weakness but the mask was now his strength so that his life was not nullified by the traitors again.
He is not a person who has a kind nature...
Far from the good of a man, man still has a vices in the corner of his heart.
While Akira was speechless, Asa's words seemed to slap her, even though she was a good person and always walked towards the light.
He had also never felt the darkness tormenting him.
All he can do is give advice and words without being able to prove it.
Can he cure Asa?
'Maybe it's the right decision.'
"Well I promise to always be with you, it means we still have a special relationship, on the other hand we are friends who have been through a difficult time together. And I once said that the three of us continue to be together, but one thing I ask of you is to control your emotions Asa.
Please don't hurt them, don't you think they're the ones closest to you?"
Asa was silent for quite a while after hearing the question, then the girl chuckled while looking at him deeply.
"My closest friend is just you, this is Akira's promise, and we both have tied him up and trusted each other then I will support him and try to listen to you as long as you are by my side.
I hope you understand and thank you for sticking with me." Asa said so sincerely, she then hugged the young man's body making Akira surprised for a moment but she just let Asa.
Love based on obsession and loyalty is more complicated.
But they both tried to survive.
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