The Fall of the Star
Chapter 10 Blaspheming Destiny

Ayudia still did not accept the reality, he was just looking for reasons how people who are not too clever can actually escape.

“Ayudia wonder, Sir!” How could it be that Heny escaped instead? So strange. So suspect me if there's a game in that test!” Finally when dinner arrived and his father and mother forced him to join the dinner, Ayudia continued to discuss the suspicious thing.

“That's his name is already his sustenance Heny, son. Perhaps also because he sincerely nolongin you looking for the Father at that time, but he did not finish doing the problem, but he defended looking for the Father in the crowd waiting. God may love the gift of his sincerity,” replied Mr. Anwar who basically really believes in what is called the divine miracle.

Mr. Anwar has reached the point of faith where he resigned to whatever the provisions of God and still feels all he received is the best of God for their families. It is only a pity that this trait has not been taught and passed down to Ayudia who is still too unstable. His young soul who is still passionate is still not willing to accept his defeat compared to Heny.

“But, sir, obviously Heny is usually nothing compared to me. But how could he have escaped while I wasn't? Really weird! Is it possible he cheated, huh?”

“Dia! Not that suuzon! How to cheat anyway? The selection test you said was very tight like that, there were three supervisors in the room and there was no chance to cheat each other, right, because the tables were far apart?” Mr. Anwar admonished his daughter who began to ablaze.

“Yes who knows by back lane, sir? Strike for example?” said Ayudia increasingly ngawur.

“You are! Heny is the same as us his family's economy. Passover. Wear what he's bribing everything, he! Don't worry, ah!” Now Bu Nani joined in reprimanding the princess who passed.

Ms. Nani and Mr. Anwar looked at each other. They had to talk about the personality of Ayudia which turned out to be far from expected. They really didn't think that their daughter was that small of a mind. It's beyond a doubt. All this time in their eyes Ayudia was a good and intelligent child, but the failure this time actually showed the other side of their daughter.

Ayudia who felt she did not have support there finally went back into her own room. At the very least, in the room there was no one else who denied what was the contents of his head. They resignedly listen to his scolding and curse on an unjust destiny, also for the successive misfortunes that continue to befall him.

Meanwhile, Mr. Anwar and Bu Nani have moved to the front porch to sit around while usually Pak Anwar smoking after eating there. They talked about the behavior of Ayudia that is getting more and more strange day.

“Why did we get this late, huh, sir? She's this I didn't think I was this old, you know. Is Mom not paying attention?” Bu Nani started the conversation.

Mr. Anwar seemed to breathe a long breath accompanied by a puff of cigarette smoke that had just been ignited.

“Maybe we've been too proud of all his achievements in school, Mom. Until forget never underlying with enough morality,” replied her husband. Unfortunately Mr. Anwar who sometimes from childhood often praised his son when Ayudia was there. So unnoticed from childhood he always felt to be the number one person. Not realized for Ayudia to be embarrassing if not smart.

“Astaghfirullah. Though Nak Elvira is not the closest friend to Him, yes, all this time?” asked Anwar, astonished.

“Mean it, Sir. I forgot to also not apologize to Elvira because she was so teary like crying. Pas I asked him he just misunderstood,” said Bu Nani continued the story.

“Hopefully they will be able to deal with the problem. It's a pity that friendship during school to be destroyed just because of a little misunderstanding,” comments Mr. Anwar again.

It seems Mr. Anwar thinks hard where his mistake in caring for Ayudia.

“What's up, huh, sir? Mother seems to want to send Him to the same study Mother but you know yourself that she never wanted.” Bu Nani again expressed his anxiety.

“Yes usually don't want that because there is a reason for being busy, Mom. Try it later Mother asks again. He's not busy now, though. Maybe you want after this,” the husband's advice.

“He deh. Hope you want. If in the study let him listen to tauziah ustazah-ustazah often discuss morality, sir. It's good that He doesn't so keep his attitude.”

Lack of organization is the reason why Ayudia does not have empathy and sympathy.

And the conversation's over. Ms. Nani went back to the kitchen and cleaned up the rest of the dinner by herself. Ayudia rarely helps with homework despite her work at home. Usually Bu Nani will leave it alone because it is thought in the room Ayudia is busy studying. Pity to be disturbed. He can do it alone.

He did not expect that such proclamation that actually made Ayudia ease and accustomed to being lazy and insensitive in her homework and the labor of her parents. He was too spoiled just because he was a child only wayang so it became a favorite.

While in his own room, Ayudiah now filled his diary with various distraught notes that he addressed to God, to Elvira, also supplemented with Heny. It felt that if he was near his two friends, he wanted to curse them as much as possible. Losing Heny cheating or doing other untrue things. Anyway expose his completely unfounded unilateral accusations.

“Lucky said Father? Isha! Luck is not enough! That person must be rich like Elvira can easily get what you want! College is done just leaving, men who are estimated are also easy to choose. Those guys must be willing to be the girlfriend of a rich girl like her! Huh! The world is often unfair to me!” Ayudia Gumam.

While nagging, he danced a pen on diary paper with large letters, indicating he was talking with a repulsive hold. He only spent time doing it because he did not know what the plan for his later life was. What else Ayudia wants, College can not. Must wait for next year scholarship pathway. College in the common lane of parents is not strong cost, but Ayudia is used to doing something to get the recognition of others.