
The cold and dark air of the night is usually passed only by Nadira alone with Tiara, his daughter. She no longer felt the warmth of a household harmony since she conceived Tiara at the age of five months. At that time Danu's attitude began to change, he always kept his distance and never wanted to be touched by Nadira despite a fingertip. Danu always felt hot and uncomfortable when he was in a room with his wife. At first Nadira thought Danu's attitude changed like that because of the fetus she was carrying, but now Nadira understands that her husband was tired of her. It's just that Nadira regrets Danu's attitude like that. Even if Danu no longer loves Nadira, she can say it directly and can return it to her parents' house. However, it was not done by Danu.
The young woman who is now even 23 years old can only lament her domestic life that has been on the verge of destruction. Nadira no longer expects Danu to apologize and fix everything. It could be said that Nadira's heart froze because there were too many disappointments that he received from his husband and in-laws. He could only hope that even if he and Danu were to split up, it would not affect Tiara's mental growth. Yes, Nadira until now survived only because of Tiara.
Lord, I beg of you to give me the best way to face this household ordeal. If the farewell is indeed the best thing, please strengthen me and Tiara to deal with it. And if you do not allow me to part with my husband, please change his nature and give him back to be a better person, capable of leading us down your path, nadira closed her eyes. It didn't feel like salt water was just flowing in the corner of his eyelids. At this time Nadira did not intend to cry, but it turned out to be different from his heart that had felt very sick and needed an outlet.
Nadira can only rely on God who is directing his life. Her family no longer cared about her and Nadira was hesitant if her family would embrace her when news of her and Danu's separation rang out in their ears.
Dad, if you were still around, maybe I wouldn't be so tormented like this. It may be my fault for not obeying Mother's words, but Mother's attitude also cannot be justified because I have ignored me. Father, please give me the spirit of nature there, his heart said again.
Yes, if his father was still there, maybe Nadira would not be too difficult as it is today because the man is so very fond of him and willing to do anything for him. Even so unfortunately the father to Nadira, making Faisal envious and always say 'Princess Father'. However, even though Faisal had always been rude to him, it did not deny that he also loved his sister. However, all that changes when Nadira suddenly asks his family for permission to marry Danu. His mother and older brother were very against Nadira's wishes, while his father only nodded and agreed to it because for his father the most important thing was Nadira's happiness.
The time had already shown at 01:00 p.m., but Nadira was still unable to close her eyes. Although she had used to swallow the bitter pill that her husband and mother-in-law had been stuck with, but tonight her heart was very troubled and anxious, and her feelings of pain and sadness felt simultaneously.
"Oh my God, what really happened to me? Why can't I rest yet? Though it's early morning" muttered Nadira while rubbing her face violently. If he was no longer idle, Nadira would certainly do night prayers rather than having to daydream silent like this.
Nadira shrugged his feet heavily towards the door of the room. Perhaps by drinking warm water, the drowsiness will come. While passing through the living room, Nadira's step stopped because she saw her husband's cell phone was on the carpet that was held in the room.
"Mas Danu's phone?"
"Tumben once he's been banged up like this!"
Nadira gave a faint smile as she recalled how foolish it was she who immediately nodded when Danu asked her dowry to buy the phone.
Oh my God .. how stupid I used to be, that young woman's mind.
A sudden curiosity he felt in his heart. She was eager to find out what her husband was hiding on the phone because Danu had never once let Nadira touch the flat object. At that time Nadira asked Danu to teach him to use his smartphone, but the reaction that Danu gave was really unexpected, instead the man immediately snapped at him and asked him not to dream of using an expensive phone like him.
Nadira ventured to open the screen of the phone, the first screen image he saw was only a photo of Danu posing on the motorcycle. Nadira tries to roll the screen, but it turns out that Danu locked it with a pin to make Nadira difficult.
"What's the pin, huh?"
Nadira tries to enter their wedding date, but it turns out it can not be used. She again tried typing her husband's birthday date, but it was still wrong. Nadira is not unyielding, this is a good opportunity for him to scrape all the information about Danu. Nadira began to re-enter the number he expected to use for the phone PIN, starting from his birthday, Tiara's birthday, to the end of the phone number worn by both of them, but the result is still nil because the PIN is not open. Nadira kept staring at the seven-inch screen hoping her brain could guess the PIN number used by her husband. Until he realized that there was a number that he did not know as wallpaper.
"220712? What number is this?" nadira asked herself.
Without thinking for a long time he finally chose the number for inclusion as a PIN and his eyes immediately widened when he saw the second screen on the phone. What a disgusting sight and almost made Nadira throw the flat object from his hand. How not, Danu with her crazy mind put up a picture of herself talking to a woman who she guessed as her affair.
Disgust ....