The Forsaken Heart Flakes
Chapter 91

"Don't stay away from Raka because it's the first time you've seen a happy smile and a passionate spirit, after all this time." Santi's mother clasped Nadira's hand to make the woman silent in silence.

For Nadira, Santi's mother's request was quite difficult because he could not promise anything. In addition, he could not guarantee how he felt in the future.

"Nadira? You want to hear Mom's words?" ask Santi's mother again.

Nadira was still speechless without saying a word that came out of her lips.

"Mom trusts you, Nad. You won't disappoint me." Again the words of Santi's mother a little to make Nadira burdened.

"A–aku ... currently can't promise anything for the future, Mom." Nadira lowered his head. Although she felt awkward and unkind to refuse mother Santi's request, but she also did not want her feelings to feel burdened. So, he chose to express the desire of his heart.

"I don't know how my life is going forward. I ... Maybe at this time I will not stay away from him, but I can not guarantee my feelings to remain with him," said the young woman.

Santi's mother exhaled slowly from her mouth. He also tried to understand the circumstances of Nadira because although he had indeed approved Raka to be with Nadira, but he also did not know the contents of the young woman's heart.

"Alright, I understand, Nad. Maybe at this time you are not ready to re-open your heart, but ... I hope you also do not reject what Raka did to you," said Santi's mother while patting the young woman on the shoulder in front of him. He understood the reason why Nadira behaved like that. Basically, the heart injury will be difficult to be treated by anything even though time and circumstances have passed.

"You don't have to apologize for anything because you didn't make a mistake. Precisely ... It should be Mother who apologizes for being presumptuous to ask you not to reject Raka, even though you yourself have another opinion."

"It's okay, Mom. It's not a big thing" replied Nadira.

After hearing Nadira's answer, Ibu Santi was ready to come out of the room Mother Santi was saying goodbye to come out of her room. After the departure of Santi's mother, Nadira sat staring at her little daughter who was still asleep.

“Tiara, forgive Mama, Son. Mama may not be a good parent to you. Mama realized, Mama can not give a whole family to you,” said Nadira with a vibrating voice.“But, despite our circumstances like this, Mama will try to meet all your needs, Mama will try to give you the best" he continued. Now, her tears could no longer be contained. Again Nadira could only cry in silence while strengthening his heart and thinking everything would be fine.

After being satisfied to spill his heart through crying, Nadira also realized because he felt the touch of a tiny hand on his face, apparently it was the hand of Tiara who had just awoken from her sleep.

"Akh, apparently Mama's daughter is awake," said Nadira who immediately got a big smile from the little girl. He immediately took Tiara in a sling and hugged her. Really, seeing her daughter's sincere smile made Nadira's mind clear again.

“You are indeed the right medicine, which can make Mama forget all about the problems of Mama, dear," he added, who increasingly clutched the tiny body of Tiara.