The Forsaken Heart Flakes

The Forsaken Heart Flakes
Chapter 62


“Andri, where's your mom?” ask Mr. Gahar to his son who is fondling Tiara.


“Oh, Dad's home? Mother is inside,” replied the young man while glancing at Nadira who was standing not far behind his father's body. The girl bowed in as if reluctant to


stared at him.


What happened to Nadira? Why is he so deep? andri asked in her heart.


Mr. Gahar noticed Andri's gaze was fixed on Nadira, but he did not forbid it and just cleared his throat to wake his son to not long look at the daughter of his late friend.


“Ehem!”


Andri immediately regained his senses when he heard the father's loud deheman. Similarly, Nadira who is getting stronger


his hands are clinging. Really, she felt uneasy as Andri looked at her without blinking.


“Andri, give Tiara to Nadira immediately. He should immediately* her before Returning to Nera's parents' house!”


pak Gahar's orders were directly carried by his son.


“Sorry because I made you wait a long time,” whispered Andri in Nadira's ear while giving Tiara to the lap


that lady.


Nadira did not answer Andri's words, he immediately received his daughter from the young man's hand and turned away, of course after saying the word ‘Thank you’.


“Nadira why go home, Ndri?” asked Mr. Gahar when he saw Nadira who immediately turned away after receiving Tiara.


“Don't know, Well Maybe he's in a hurry,” replied Andri who felt unsure of his own words.


“Oh. Well already. Dad came in first,” said Mr. Gahar after hearing his son's answer.


“Iya, Yah.” Andri let her father in first while she still stared at Nadira's back


disappeared behind the fence of his house.


Why do I feel like Nadira was really avoiding me? ask in the heart. What could Nera say


anything on her? In fact, yesterday afternoon his attitude was still ordinary. Although a little jutek, continued the man again. Not wanting to think far, Andri also only considered that Nadira's attitude was only because women were in a hurry, to ignore him.


“Akh, that's it .. Maybe he's in a hurry and doesn't intend to avoid me. Anyway me and him have no problem whatsoever,” muttered Andri before he went into the house and caught up with Mr. Gahar.


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Meanwhile, when he arrived at the contract, Nadira immediately*sui the baby. He could only stare at Tiara with thin smiling lips holding back tears, each time looking at the little baby's face. At a very young age, Tiara had to lose the affection of her own biological father and what made Nadira sad was; the baby was laughing with another man besides her father. Although Nadira tried to strengthen her heart not to be sad about it, but in reality still


his heart felt pain and sadness at the same time.


“Im sorry Mom, Son. Mama does not mean to make you lose your Father's affection, it's just .. It feels like it will stay like this even if we still stay with him,” said the woman softly.


When Nadira was still trying to*sui Tiara, suddenly his phone rang and displayed a series of numbers that he did not recognize.


“Whose number is this?” muttered. Nadira did not immediately answer the call and just stared at it until the end


the call ended on its own.


Assalamu’alaikum, Nad. It's Mother. Why not answer my mother's call? Are you still angry? How are you and your son? Where are you and your daughter now, son?


The contents of Bu Risma's message surprised Nadira enough because he never thought that his mother would contact him, but on the other hand Nadira also felt astonished because when he left yesterday, none of his family knew his cell phone number.


“Mother knows my number from where?” muttered.


“What is my lawyer? Don't-don't Mas Danu also said about our separation?” continued again.


Without thinking for long, Nadira immediately dialed Risma's mobile number again to contact her because she also felt happy when her mother contacted her again. He even asked about his whereabouts. No need to wait long when Nadira again called Risma's mother because the middle-aged woman immediately answered her call.


“Assalamu’alaikum, Mom,” greet Nadira. He held his breath for a moment because he was nervous. It's her first time again


spoke to her mother after her arrival a few months ago who was immediately expelled from the woman's residence. Nadira can not be denied, he feels happy, sad and afraid simultaneously.


“Wa’alaikum greetings, Nad! I'm happy because you responded to Mom's call quickly.” Nadira could hear the vibrations


that was the sound of his mother's lips.


“Mother is worried about you and your son, Nad. Where are you guys? Why not go home?” ask the middle-aged woman again.


“Ma—maaf, Mom. I ... don't mean to make Mom sad, but I also don't want you guys to throw us back out. So, I decided to go to a place that might make me calm,” replied Nadira while holding back her stuffing so that Mother Risma who was across there did not hear the vibrations in her voice.


“What do you mean, Nad? Mother actually grew sad when she had to let Mother's daughter suffer alone like this. I know, you must have been offended by your Mother and Brother's treatment when


last we met, but .. I didn't mean to do it. Now, please tell Mom, where are you? I'll catch up with you,” said Ibu Risma at length.


Nadira gave a small smile as she felt that her mother was now paying attention to her, but that did not make Nadira


directly said his existence because of his heartache made him no longer want to trouble his family, let alone his brother, Faisal.


“Sorry, Mom. For now ... I can't say where I am. But, Mother need not worry, Tiara and I are in good shape. We live quietly together here.”


“Are you still angry at us for our treatment? To the extent that you do not want to say your own existence.”


“No, Mom. I'm not mad. I just want to ask for my time from you to calm my heart first,” Nadira quickly. He did not want to go back to making things that might make him even more hated by his brother for telling the truth with his anger on his two families.


Risma's mother was heard sighing heavily as Nadira just answered her words. As a mother, she was aware of


the mistake he made was letting his son hurt his youngest daughter when she was in need of protection.


“Mother is really sorry, Nad. You shouldn't have done something that could hurt your heart. I'm sorry,”


said Ms. Risma.


“It's okay, Mom. I'm already fine. Thanks to your treatment, I was able to figure out how to survive alone. It's not that I don't value you as my family, but I also don't want to make your burden grow because I have to think about me and my son. I realized, I'm just a burden to you guys.”


“No, Nad! Please don't say like that—”


“In reality it is true, Mom. I'm just a burden that always makes you guys hard. Therefore, I choose to stay away from you for a while. I'll see you guys again when I'm really ready. Please pray for me, Mom. That's my only wish. And ... take care of yourself Mother well, I love you,” Nadira said before she ended


call first. Nadira's determination is round, he does not want to trouble the people around him anymore. It was enough that he was humbled by the Danu family who looked at him with one eye. So, at this time Nadira will prove to those people that he can stand alone without bothering them again.