
A gust of wind and a raindrop began to fall, resuscitating Raka from her daydream. After talking to Nadira and hearing the woman's words, Raka contemplated herself. Now he can conclude that Nadira suffered quite severe trauma due to previous marriages. Actually, Raka herself could already guess Nadira would immediately reject him. However, he only thinks that Nadira is not confident. However, it seems that the estimates are wrong because it is not a matter of confidence that makes Nadira reject the feelings of Raka, but also the marriage bond that is feared by Nadira.
Damnit damnit! he cursed unconsciously while kicking the wind. Raka is suddenly upset when she remembers how Nadira used to be when she was with her ex-husband, Danu. There is nothing Raka forgets about Danu's treatment of Nadira.
"I just realized, apparently you are still very hurt by your past, Nadira. I didn't expect him to completely crush your mental state like this" Raka muttered, clenching his hands tightly, a sign that he was holding back a very strong emotion.
There is nothing Raka can do for now but make Nadira feel comfortable and detached from the taste
her trauma. Raka really doesn't want to lose track of Nadira anymore. So, he will decide to approach Nadira slowly, plus he is sure that the mother will not mind.
After feeling calmer, Raka went back into the house. Actually he was a little curious about what his mother and Nadira would talk about, but he hesitated to see the two women.
Meanwhile, Nadira is currently sitting together with Santi's mother in the room. Yes, Santi's mother immediately approached Nadira when she saw the young mother entering the house in a hurry in a slightly moist eye condition. I don't know what the reason is, surely Santi's mother can only guess that it was because of Nadira's heart injury.
“Nadira!” call Santi's mother who immediately made Nadira raise her head while looking at the middle-aged woman's face.
“Iya, Ma?”
“Are you okay?” Santi's mother touched Nadira's face.
Santi's mother's question made Nadira's heart warm a little because so far no one has paid too much attention to her feelings. It made Nadira's eyes more dewy. However, before the warm water slid across his face, he immediately rubbed it roughly.
“I ... I'm fine, Ma'am,” says Nadira.
“You sure?”
Nadira lowered her head without being able to answer Santi's mother's question.
Seeing Nadira's reaction, Santi's mother immediately embraced Nadira while saying, “Do not hold your heart. If you want to cry, then cry ..”
After hearing Mother Santi's words, immediately Nadira's cry broke until she wet the beak woman's clothes
that was with her tears. He really let out some sadness after the pain in Santi's mother's shoulder.
What exactly made you come this way, son? From this cry of yours, I can feel a very painful heart wound, Mother Santi muttered in her heart.
After about ten minutes passed, Nadira then lifted her head from the shoulder of Mother Santi.
"How are you feeling right now, Nadira?" ask the middle-aged woman. He really did not care about his clothes that were wet because of Nadira's tears.
"Don't mind Mom's clothes. Drink up first!" Santi's mother gave Nadira a drinking glass.
Nadira received the glass and drank it. After feeling better, he returned to breathing and confirmed his sitting position.
After seeing Nadira who looked calm again, Santi's mother began to ask questions.
"Nadira, can I ask you something beforehand?" she said Santi's mother very carefully.
"Please, Mom. I will definitely answer Mom's question as best I can," Nadira replied with a faint smile.
Hearing Nadira's approval, Santi's mother began to take a breath before she said, "Maybe this question makes you a little uncomfortable, but I hope you can answer it honestly."
Nadira nodded his head again. "Yes, Mom."
"How do you feel about Raka?"
"Yes?" Nadira was quite surprised by the question asked by Santi's mother.
"Mom asked like this just wanted to make sure you feel." Santi's mother lowered her head. "Actually, I feel that Raka likes you. From the way he talks and his gestures, I can see that" she said.
Nadira really did not expect that it turns out that Santi's mother can also see and feel Raka's feelings towards him. However, he also did not know what to answer because his feelings at this time were still not ready to say yes or no.
"Nadira?" call Santi's mother again when he sees Nadira who is just speechless.
"A–aku ...."
"Didn't you like Raka?"
"Ti–no, Mom. It's not like that. It's just ...."
"You don't fully trust men anymore?" guess Santi's mother.
Nadira's head nodded faintly. "Sorry," he said.
Hearing Nadira's apology, Santi's mother immediately reached out her hand and rubbed the young woman's shoulder.
"Don't apologize because it wasn't your fault. It's only natural that you don't fully believe in Raka. But ... If you may ask, please don't stay away from Raka again!"