
J Company
"Sarah, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have told you my problem."
"It's okay, I don't mind. If you need a place to share, I'm happy to listen to you." Sarah smiled
"Thank you Sarah. You're very nice."
"I'm sorry then." Sarah got up from the chair, bowing respectfully before stepping out of the room.
He returned to his room, squeezing the clothes on his chest to vent his heartache. The tears flowed by themselves. His heart hurts, it hurts.
On the other hand, Dev rested his head on the chair. Stare blankly at the ceiling. It was as if her lover was currently in front of her eyes.
"Mary, where are you? What are you doing? How are you doing now? I miss you so much."
Flashbacks
In park
"Mary, as long as I'm abroad, you won't cheat, will you?"
"Dev, you can talk like that."
"I'm sorry, I'm afraid you'll get bored. 4 years isn't a short time."
Maria grabbed Dev's hands and held them.
"Dev, in my heart there is only you. You are my first love, and I love you very much. I can't betray you."
Flashback end
"ridiculous. All your words are Maria's bullshit." Dev sighed tiredly, almost 3 months had he been like this. Lamenting the past that now lives memories.
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The days that Maria has lived since leaving home are working in a cafe. Of course Marco was the one who recommended the job to Maria. His little friend was very caring and considerate of him, actually Marco did not matter if he had to meet Maria's needs. Such as residence, basic needs, and education. He was very sincere, because they had been friends since childhood, even they were like brothers.
Maria is very lucky to have Marco, at least there is still one person who can be made a berthing. Separated from her parents, and her complicated relationship with her husband. Maria wants to get away from all this but she can't. I don't know what will happen in the future. He's lost everything, love, compassion, and self-esteem.
Maria decides to live a new life without family by her side. It was heavy, but he had no choice. Tonight he spends time with his friends, one of whom is Sasha. It was Mary's turn to sing, after her other friend had finished.
Maria took a deep breath before going up on stage. Every song sung by him makes the visitors who listen to join washed away and carried away feelings. Maria sang with passion, especially the song that was sung was very suitable with her current mood.
🎵Slowly already I realize
🎵After my heart is now wounded
🎵My sincere heart always loves
🎵And love you all souls
🎵Now I'm trying to reflect
🎵In this heart I try to ask
🎵Is it my fault that you left?
🎵My love is my hope in vain
🎵In my silence
🎵Sad my heart doesn't speak
🎵Weak me is so helpless
🎵Your departure tormented me
🎵If I could replay the time
🎵I want you to stay here
🎵Through the love story we live
🎵I can't when you leave
🎵Stop I drowned in the night
🎵I myself bear all the burden you give me
🎵Flowing tears wetting the cheeks
🎵Principate all with sincerity
🎵I want you to go
🎵In my heart was willing
🎵If you come back later
🎵The door of my heart s'too open
Maria finished the song. A round of applause was heard from one of the visitors standing in the corner of the room. At exactly 10pm, it was finally time for Maria to come home. Maria stood in front of the cafe while waiting for a taxi. But his intentions were clouded after someone appeared before him.
"Later we meet again after a long time, Maria."
"Later we meet again after a long time, Maria."
Mary's heart stopped beating. Those eyes, the smile she missed so much. Yeah, he knows her.
Still in a state of silence, the man stepped closer to him. His hands stretched out rubbed Mary's face gently.
"So, are you really Maria?"
There was no answer, for a moment they fell silent as tears flowed from their respective eye fertilizers.
Without saying another word, the man hugged Mary tightly.
"So this is really you Maria?" asked the man, getting sobbing
"Where have you been all this time? I've been looking for you everywhere, but I never found you." The man tightened his arms, with trembling lips, Mary tried to answer.
"A what, is this really you Dev?"
"Yes, it's me."
Tears could not be contained, Maria returned her embrace very tightly, a hug that she had long missed.
"Devs.."
Finally he again called the name, the tears flowed more and more from the two, they did not care about the views of the people who passed by around them.
"Dev, I'm sorry."
"Why are you sorry?"
"A I, I've hurt you." Maria said with a sigh
"You're innocent Maria, you don't have to apologize."
"But you hate me, right?"
"No, I don't hate you. It's just, I feel disappointed. You should have been honest from the beginning."
Maria opened her eyes, with all her might pulling her body from her lover's embrace.
"Don't come any closer." Maria stepped back as Dev was about to approach her
"Don't touch me." Mary steps back when Dev tries to touch her
"Why are you Maria?"
Instead of answering, Mary cried.
"I don't understand, why are you suddenly like this?"
Maria was silent for a moment, adjusting her irregular breathing.
"Dev, I. I. I'm not holy anymore."
Mary finally came back crying. This time the man must have left him as he used to, but he didn't. Instead he hugged her tightly, rubbed her back to stop crying.
"Devs."
"You are so evil, Maria. We just met after a long time, but you kicked me out."
Maria felt confused, as if her lover was not surprised at all by what she had just said.
"Dev, don't you hate me?"
"If I hate you, why am I looking for you?"
Maria spontaneously faltered, she no longer knew what to say. Shortly thereafter, Dev took off his arms, looked back at the honey bead with my honey, with his hand still holding Maria's shoulder.
"Whoever you are, whatever your circumstances, my feelings for you have not changed. My heart loves you sincerely. And I accept you for who you are, Maria."
"Devs.."
"Mary, do you still love me?"
Maria was touched by the heartfelt words of her lover. Slowly but surely, he answered without hesitation.
"Yes, I love you so much."
Dev smiles.
"We can be together again, right?"
"I don't deserve you Dev, you're too perfect for me."
"Stop that shit, I told you, I accept you for who you are. If I hadn't left you, this wouldn't have happened to you."
Dev hugged Mary tightly as Maria came back to cry. She stroked her hair gently, ending with a loving kiss on the top of Maria's head.
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