The Shackles of Love are Lying
Go away

“I once imagined, If I accept someone to be my life companion, my days will be filled with loyalty to love. It even often crossed my shadow of His Majesty with the mother of Khadijah, even though she was a widow. Then the family of His Majesty's daughter, Zainab, and Abu Al Asy bin Robi.  They love each other and always keep their love even though they are far apart and impossible to meet. But because their hearts cling to each other's feelings that are always awake in the frame of direction, can not turn them both away. Until Allah allows them to meet again and be united in beautiful love until death to pick them up one by one. Because in reality, I am only the third person among your love.You are truly evil, Mas ..”

Back his tears flowed profusely, soaking Najib's clothes which were currently holding him tightly, burying his head in the chest of his field.

“Have you not continued. You will be sadder, and so will I. What you should remember, my dear. You are my wife and forever my wife doesn't care if there is Sheza or not. Whether there is Izza or not.”

“Why should it be so Mas?Wouldn't it be better, Mas is on Sheza's side. There is your baby that you must pay attention to and also you must love. Which has been your binders all this time. You are selfish, if you decide to split.”

“It's not what you saw, honey. I have Sheza and Iza. But I feel, my wife is just you. Even the Iza. She thinks of you as a real Mama even though she knows that Sheza is her real mama.”

“No Mas. You may be trying right now. One time if Mas finds a bad in me maybe Mas will run to Mbak Sheza. before that happens, Let me go.”

For a while Najib just fell silent while staring at his wife's face whose cries had slowly disappeared.

”No, Dear. You can punish me for anything. But please don't go. All this time I've been quiet, doesn't mean I want to hide this from you. But I don't know, I just don't want to see you get hurt.”

At once Aina was silent, staring at Najib as if she could not believe what she was hearing. He tried to find the truth in every word that came from his lips. Ah, that's just bullshit. Just a diversion to get him free of guilt.

If he didn't want to hurt me, but why did he do this??

“Go! I don't want you to lie. Leave Me alone.” His hands pushed the body. Najib is strong. Let alone move, it is precisely his body that is now shifting to the edge of the bed.

Najib would grab Aina's body in his arms again, but he brushed it aside violently.

“Go, Mas. I don't want to see you.”

“No. I won't leave until you forgive me.”

“In what way, I will forgive you. Do I need to ask you to release Sister Sheza?And Could it be that Mas can do that?”

Najib.

“I know that Mas's relationship with Mbak Sheza has been so close and close, even before you got married. That's why I don't have the slightest desire to separate you.”

“Darling, I can't let you go.”

Aina turned back to him. Didn't want her to drift in the usual seduction from her husband's lips.

“Sayang ... You still mad?”

Of course he was still angry. Even to this day he has not been able to release his wrath. Only, He had no way of revealing it. Aina was only able to cry, to express her anger.

Who wants to be lied to, who wants to be cheated on. There is no ... But why did he do it. You are truly evil!  those words were always playing around in his wishful thinking. Making small circles back flow between the ends of his eyes to wet the cheeks. His face is now getting red.

“Alright, Honey. I'll go.”

“Mas so go?” There was a faint smile on his face.

Najib, who had been neat with his shirt, turned to look at Aina who was now sitting on the edge of the bed with a gloomy face. Didn't He just tell himself to go, Why do you still ask.

On one hand, he felt happy that his wife was heavy to let go. But on the other hand it is undeniable that his mistakes are too great to forgive. The truth made her not dare to just look at Aina.

But one that he realizes that there is a love that is beginning to grow perfectly between them.

“It's still office hours, darling. There's still a lot of work to be done.”

Aina got out of bed, approached Najib. Without being told, she put a tie around her husband's neck. Makes himself gobsmacked. Especially when Aina looked at Najib so closely. Even Aina eroded away the distance of their faces. Whether intentionally or unintentionally Najib felt something soft, touching his lips. Although only a glance but has made his heart vibrate and beat fast.

“Sayang.”

Najib tried to hold the face to stay nearby. But he did not think that Aina was as quick as lightning to break away, moving away from the reach of her hand.

“Go Mas!” said Aina with a lowered and sad face.

Najib walked up to Aina Want to say goodbye to him as he used to. Kissing his cheeks and his head. His hand almost grabbed Aina's body. But unfortunately Aina immediately brushed off her hand, waving her fingers signifying that she did not like it all at this time.

With heavy steps Najib out of the room.

“Assalamualaikum.”

“Waalaikumsalam,” Aina replied in a very weak voice, almost unheard by anyone but herself. Even her husband could not hear the whispers of the lyrics so for a while Najib was just standing in the middle of their bedroom door.

After being sure that Aina would not say anymore, she continued her steps by keeping a big question mark on Aina's attitude that suddenly kissed her. Something he's not used to. Especially now that he is angry.

But beyond all that, to always think positively that Aina has opened the door to sorry for him.

Now Najib is trying to immerse himself in office work that must be completed immediately. Especially with the arrival of new investors for the project to be handled.

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In apartment ....

Shortly after Najib's departure, Aina immediately washed her face with ablution water. After that, perform two rakaat prayers. Trying to immerse yourself to be close to the Owner of life. Unraveling all the burdens that are currently squeezing him.

After he calmed down, he grabbed back the large bag that had been prepared before Najib came.

His one determination at this moment to immediately walk away from the life of the person who had been able to make his heart scratched in wounds.