The Shackles of Love are Lying
Try to Go

"Don't do that, you're still his mother."

"I want us to throw a party for him, not Aina."

There was nothing wrong with his request, I immediately agreed.

"Thank you, Brother." There was a smile decorating her lips, looking beautiful and soothing. Is this just to refract the sadness that now binds his soul. Or regret for not being able to pay attention to Iza. If so, am I grateful? But if seeing Iza remind her of her past story with that son of a bitch, I'm sorry, it's so painful and I can't take it.

"But there are conditions,"

"Condition?" His forehead creased, looking at me doubtfully.

"There's this brother. Want to make a party for my daughter, have to use the terms of everything." He's back spoiled, like my old brother.

"Indeed, what condition do you want?" he said while laughing.

"Don't think about him anymore!" What I wanted to say, I said. I was relieved, even though it was just a joke.

Am I being selfish about asking to throw that name out of her heart for a relationship that we're about to start? Care very much, as long as she's my wife, that's perfectly natural.

His eyes immediately rounded, then chuckled. But the answer is not out either.

"Kok laughed. How ... Weight, huh?" I also laughed, laughing at myself who was too naive, hoping that he could turn his heart away from that jerk.

"Maybe I can't think of her, if you don't think of Aina either" she said lightly.

I was a little jolted, not expecting him to reverse that requirement on me. Requirements I can't possibly follow.

"You made a hard choice for Brother. Alright ... But, you can't promise."

Sheza, the first woman who made me first know love, but also know the wounds of love. Aina introduced myself to the meaning of tranquility with love. Of course it's difficult to take off one of the two I really can't choose between Sheza and Aina.

"Sheza, wife. Are you jealous of Aina?" I tried to give up. Oh, I was wrong too.

"Not only jealous but also hurt to see Brother walking with him. Maybe the pain was more than what you felt when you heard me say her name." her weakened voice made me realize my art to her. Brother and best friend. Confidence spot. But the painful curses.

He paused his words for a moment and closed his eyes. His chest up and down exhaled violently.

In her heart, Sheza wanted to shout "She thinks only men should think of women, while women should not. He could have another woman completely. As for me just thinking about it, is that fair?"

"If you can't let Aina go, don't stop me from thinking about Antony. He's Iza's father." Sheza said with great emphasis. His laughter which I could still enjoy a moment ago as a warmth to start something new, vanished already. Again she she ignored me as her husband who had been Papa to Iza all this time.

God give me so much patience, hearing these hurtful words, Najib whispered.

Even though he knew his feelings for Sheza were Big Brother's feelings for sister, it remained that those words were as if a huge mace that smashed his inner being into pieces. Antony .. You really are a jerk. To the extent that Sheza is very difficult, remove your name from her heart. We have been together for almost 5 years.

"Yes, Antony is Iza's father." My chest feels tight saying this. "Maybe it's time I should give up, even if this hurts."

I immediately got up, and took Iza from his side.

"Sister angry?

"Looks like we need some time to reflect."

There's no reason to accompany her tonight. I stepped away leaving it, though heavy but it had to be how else ... Again and again, he called the jerk in front of me without any sin.

"Does this mean Brother will let me go for Aina."

Suddenly he was behind me. Prevent this hand from opening the door.

"There is or is no Aina, it has nothing to do with our marriage. If we have to be together or separate, it's because we have a commitment to this marriage. If there is no right commitment and intention, it will be easy to crack. And maybe I won't be able to hold out to keep you company all this time."

"I'm sorry Brother I really don't want to lose you. I also can't accept that brother is with Aina. But I also can't forget the father Iza. ."

I could only breathe with half the power of hearing the name come out of his lips again.

"If you were conscious and intent on mending our relationship before I married Aina, I might be together again."

"Sister!"

"I wouldn't have let you go, if I wasn't sure you'd be happy out there."

"I mean Brother?"

It's clear who he's thinking. And it's clear who I am to him. Although heavy, I have to be brave with what I want to decide.

I immediately rubbed his hair and gave a small peck at the top of his head. No matter how he is, his heart still cannot bear, if he is sad.

Now there's no point in me being here. I left, leaving her still in the middle of the door, without wanting my steps to be blocked by her sad face.

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Aina looked at Najib's sad face, like something was making him look very tired.

"Mas is marching with Sheza?"

There was a faint smile decorating her lips.

"Yes. But don't think about it, it will also subside."

"What because of me?"

"If so, how?"

"I'm sorry, I'm the third person in your relationship."

People might think I'd be happy if they split up, but not me. I feel very guilty about them.

Najib's face creased and laughed. What's wrong with my words?

"Always think in that direction. Want second, third, if you're next to me, it'll be first."

"Starting to digombal."

Hehe ... He even widened his smile. Bikin.

"Ih, Mum. It sucks." Don't Blame my mainstay moves out. The little shrimp cupit is in action.

"It's always been KDRT. it's your husband."

"Belgroff."

"Absolutely, I'd like to speak seriously, no." He immediately clasped my hand that was about to perfect my horseshoe style.

"Sorry, Mom." I just realized that the target is the husband. Fortunately he was not angry. Hehe ...

"Okey, what the fuck you want to say."

thuinng ... I suddenly felt a flick of his finger touch my forehead. Dispersing my concentration who was getting ready to hear the lecturer was explaining a material. Just think of it that way.

"You deliberately ...."

"Lho, it has to be. When the husband is talking, it must be heard well."

"Can aja. I forgot what to say."

Hahaha .. stuck him.

Indeed I was intentional so that he could forget Sister Sheza when I was with me.Because I can't deny, sometimes; sometimes there is a very jealous feeling, when he knows he thinks about it, even though he has the right. I realize that.

"Sheza asks to throw a party for Iza."

"She's her mother, Mas."

There was a breath that blew fiercely through his mouth cavity, not his nose. What a sign this is.

"What makes it heavy?"

"Yiza."

"Indeed Iza why? Did Sheza hurt her again."

"No."

"Then?"

"I'm not ready to lose Iza."