
Aime ....
I don't know where this love will lead. Are we going to stay together or separate, I don't know.
Regretting at this moment, it is too late. I'm not a strong man to be able to separate Mas Najib from Sheza.
But I can't deny that right now I need Mas Najib very much by my side. To get through my pregnancy full of risks.
I'm so happy, he's always got this room with me. But I would be happier if Ms. Sheza accompanied him, looked at me with a smile, would be the presence of the fruit of our love in the midst of this family. Ah, impossible ...
Accepting our relationship is still difficult, let alone accepting the presence of the fruits of our love.
"Mas, isn't today your time to Ms Sheza?" I tried to suppress my jealousy which was now beginning to fade. It's not that there's no more love, but I'm aware that Sheza's not the woman I should be jealous of.
Najib looked shocked. He stopped his work for a moment. Then lean his back on the sofa, while breathing in and throwing it away.
"Sheza has given up her time for you right now."
I really want to laugh at the reason. Obviously something impossible.
"Oh, huh?" I looked at him in full search, trying to find the truth on his tired-looking face. Again it was seen that there was still something he wanted to hide from me.
"I was dreaming to hear this, Mom? But it's a bad dream."
"You mean?"
"Whatever happens, don't let go Sister Sheza. She's a good woman, Mom."
He was silent and thought then rubbed his face immediately.
"Yes." Yeah." Answer's short.
Whether the answer makes me jealous or hurt, I don't know. The obvious answer made me relieved.
Then he shut the laptop, came to me. Take a chair, sit right beside my bed.
A moment later I felt the soft touch of his hand, my soul warmed.
"Mas started it, Mas must finish it. I don't want my presence by your side to make you part."
"Don't think shit. We'll put it on our baby."
"Alright, but there's no problem with Sheza's mom, right?"
"Nothing." While breathing out violently. There was no usual smile engraved on his lips, even though he was currently with me. Makes me even more convinced that Mas Najib is hiding something.
But I don't want to disturb him. Let him choose the right time to say it.
"Take your mama to bed, my baby!" His whisper was soft on top of my stomach, amusing me.
"Yes, Pa." My answer represents him who now seems to move happily in there.
He immediately got out of his seat, returned to the sofa. Continue the work that was delayed.
While I was looking for the most comfortable position to lie down.
It seems like tilting is the right choice. Can look at the husband's face firmly, before this consciousness disappears, into the dream realm.
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Najib ....
Usually when Papa Arya comes, he will be a little happy. Because you can enjoy the real togetherness. A small, intact family. There's Sheza, Iza and her.
Although for Sheza it was a charade, but not for him. He will enjoy the situation to the best of his ability, hoping that one day they will become a happy family.
But not this time, the arrival of papa Arya actually prevents them from being together.
There are regrets, why Sheza realized when she was in love again. Their relationship became complicated.
Want to take off, still dear. You could say very dear.
Not removed, so mind.
Sheza still hasn't moved on from her past. And he could not accept Aina yet. Plus, now papa Arya is meddling too.
One more thing that was hard for him to admit, about his own mistakes. But it is always kept aside for the reason it has already been.
I love Aina.
The taste of kangen is of course there. Even this moment managed to tear apart his soul. Aina's smile that was so gentle and seductive, was unable to shift her longing. Especially with his only puppet princess, Iza.
The last time he met was that night, after that no longer.
Najib chose to leave quickly, to move away. Worried if not obeyed, papa Arya increasingly become. Not to mention that if Iza saw him, he could be sad, confused and afraid.
It is better to look for safety, even if you have to keep longing.
The only thing she could find was Sheza. I hope he can have lunch together this time.
"Sir, there's time. We're having lunch, yok!" Take him over the phone.
"OK."
His heart immediately cheered happily, At least through Sheza, he could ask Iza news, so that his longing was slightly healed. Gratitude to meet them.
"Ready-prepared. I'm picking it up now."
"Yes, I'll wait."
He immediately finished his work. Then get out, get to the secretary's desk.
"Din, I'm going out. Maybe a little long. If there is nothing if it is not too important you handle first."
"Good, sir."
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Arriving at his wife's office, he immediately headed for a special elevator, to get to the 5th floor, where Sheza was located.
No need to knock on the door, he just went in and approached Sheza who was still engrossed with the files in front of him.
"Assalamualaikum, Mother." His words were very slow. Right in Sheza's ear.
"Sister, just ngagetin. Wa'alaikum greetings."
He looked at the man who was now standing behind him, with his hands holding the chair he was sitting on.
"Attent, Brother. It's a little stay."
"OK." Without moving from his position, making Sheza uncomfortable.
"So don't wait on that couch, man!"
"I'm already laper, brother. Leave that alone, and it'll be done again."
A request that is difficult to refuse.
"All right." He immediately tidied everything up, but when he was about to insert the file into the closet, he stopped.
"But after lunch, help me check all this out, yeah ..."
Najib frowned. An unusual request. Just think good, same wife.
Even though husband and wife, we are professionals. Not interfering with their respective companies. Except the family companies we manage together. The legacy of the father of Arya to his beloved grandson, Iza.
"Tumben, don't be afraid that you'll find out your company's secrets."
"I believe brother."
"OKs. But on one condition. Let's get Iza to eat together."
Sheza smiled broadly. Already suspected there will be shrimp behind rempeyek.
"I guess because I miss me. Turns out it's just a doang tool to meet Iza."
"You miss your mama, afraid you'll be disappointed." While glancing at Sheza, looking at her reaction how.
Sheza was silent for a moment. Continuing to clean the table with his face down.
Najib feels guilty, he should not have said that.
"Sorry Dek, I'm just kidding."
"Right sister, I'm a woman who doesn't deserve to be missed."
"No, no. That's not what I mean."
"Well, I understand what you mean. Give me some time, think about what we've talked about. Including how big sister's attention to Aina." Throwing out your breath violently.
Najib jerks. Didn't think that his words would touch him deeply.
Why is everything so this way. Najib later.