
Sheza did not realize that there was someone standing behind her. Look at him sadly. Slowly he took off the suit, putting it on both of his shoulders.
"Thank you, sister" He said without looking back. He tidied up the suit, cupped it in the face, in order to protect the body from the cold of the night wind.
But he felt a little strange. Why the suit was only placed on both shoulders, without helping to put it on his body. What's up here?
Could it be that Big Brother is still angry? Ah no. The proof is that he wants to follow me here.
Although it feels strange, but Sheza wants to look at someone who is willing to take off his suit for himself. He was dissolved in his sadness. After a long time, only he raised his head, trying to express the feelings he had been harboring all this time.
"Why Brother didn't say Anthony was there. If I had known, I wouldn't have gone to dinner with you, Brother "
"I hate him, brother. Hate so much!"
"He has no heart at all. Leaving me alone, with no explanation. Where's she? How he did that to me. " She said with a sob.
"But I miss him too." He said softly, his eyes closed.
It's not that he doesn't care, Najib will be hurt by revealing all that. It was just who else he wanted to share it with. She had only her only sister, who had always accompanied her since the age of adolescence. The place where he's spoiled, and the place where he's moaning. And he's always looking after her all the time, no matter how mischievous she is.
He looked down, letting his tears fall. Occasionally his index finger rubbed the tip of his eyes.His body also trembled, holding back the feeling he had been hiding all this time. Whether it is hate in the true sense, or hate because it is truly love. There is no difference between the two.
"Sister, I know this is wrong. But why, after all this time has passed, neither can I erase his name."
Sheza also shed, covering her face with both palms. He could no longer hold back his feelings. Hopefully after this, he can escape from everything that weighs him down.
"Sheza, I'm sorry!"
The voice ....
Sheza immediately turned around, and was shocked to see who was in front of her and had heard her grievances.
"You?!"He looked at the man sharply. Then immediately took off the suit he had been wearing, threw it just like that.
"Why are you following me?"
"I ... I'm."
Sheza doesn't need an answer. He just wanted the man to be aware of his actions.
"I'm married, Antony."
Sheza walked away, leaving her alone.
"Sheza, don't go. Listen to my explanation."
He kept walking, not caring about the man who was trying to chase him. When he heard footsteps that began to approach, he increasingly accelerated his footsteps towards the car.
Antony immediately stopped his steps when he saw someone standing next to the car restlessly. Especially when she saw Sheza immediately rushed to hug him and cry on his chest.
He immediately turned around, not wanting to see that scene.
A moment later she ventured to call Najib, Sheza's husband.
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Sheza still spills her tears in Najib's chest. This is where it calms down.
"Sister. I'm sorry." he said suddenly, after a long time hugging her.
Najib remained calm and said nothing. His lips were as if he were confused to say, "I forgive you." Not because I can't, but sorry it doesn't seem like the solution.
How his heart did not hurt, a moment ago he witnessed the sight of his wife who still harbored a longing for the man. A man who does not deserve to be loved.
"Sister, don't leave me." Sheza's words brought him back.
Najib was silent. Don't know what to answer. She gently stroked Sheza's unraveled hair, despite her squeezed chest.
"Sir, why shut up. Is your brother angry?"
"No." Najib replied softly.
"I'm sorry, brother."
"What to forgive."
"I ... I'm." Sheza could not continue his words. Her tears flowed from the corner of her eyes.
Sheza shook her head,
"Nothing" he said.
He exhaled softly, wanting to untangle his pressing feeling. Though Sheza's lips say nothing, she knows who she is currently thinking about, causing her to cry.
He can't be mad. Sheza's right to shed tears for whom. Heart problem, he can not force.
She stretched out Sheza's embrace, to be distant and able to speak calmly. His fingers wiped Sheza's tears slowly.
"Si, answer honestly. Do you still love him?"
Even if it hurts, he has to say it. Because there is no point in hugging people who don't think about us. She had long since realized that Sheza had not moved on from her.
"Sister. I don't want to lose you."
"I'm not leaving you, brother. But I also don't want to see you cry just thinking about her."
"So don't be angry, okay?"
"So, you'll be angry if you're not being honest with yourself."
After a long time, he said, with trembling lips
"Yes, Brother. L loved her. I'm sorry, Brother."
Najib closed his eyes. Take a slow breath and exhale it with a sigh. The expected answer. But it still makes the heart hurt.
But what he can do. He can't force Sheza to dump his feelings on Antony.
Sheza stays Sheza. The woman who had filled his heart, also the little girl who was always spoiled for him. She was well aware, of who else Sheza was leaning on other than herself. We both have no parents. Papa Arya loved him very much, but did not have much time to accompany him.
He can't let Sheza go, not because he wants to have Sheza, but because he's not sure that Sheza will be happy out there. Enough once his sister was slumped, not to repeat again.
However, he realized that he could not give full happiness to Sheza. Just being able to take care of her, can't make Sheza's heart calm.
His phone suddenly rang. After seeing who was calling him, he immediately referred.
"You want what he is. It doesn't matter either." Mumbled annoyed.
"Who are you, brother?"
"The wrong address."
But again the phone rings. Najib was getting upset.
"Maybe it's important, brother." Sheza tried to remind me.
Hp was also opened. Then re-reject. But he replied by sending a short message. Could be good if Sheza knew whose voice was across the street.
[What do you want, you]
[Sorry Brother. I want to talk to Brother]
Sisters. You are my sister, her mind is self-conscious.
[There is no time]
[Sister, please]
[Alright, if there's time I'll tell you]
[Please, Brother]
She saw Sheza more calm, inaudible sobbing or tears coming out.
"We're home, yuk."
Sheza nodded and got into the car, accompanying Iza who was fast asleep on the second bench. Najib opened the front door, accompanying Parman to drive.
Landed but surely, the car left the restaurant courtyard towards the streets that began to quiet.
While there was someone who stared at their departure sadly.
"I miss you too, Sheza." Said the man with a face down.