
It was indeed the weight of the choice he was taking at the moment. But to unite Aina and Sheza in a single household heresy, it was impossible. That would make Sheza even more hurt. While releasing Aina was also impossible. I think this is the best decision, even if it's really hard.
He didn't want to hope they would be together again. Enough of their relationship in love until here. The sad story that always adorns their household should have ended a long time ago. Let it be a memory and take a lesson.
He could no longer restore his wounded heart to its fullness as before.
It's selfish, but he had no choice. If forced to be together, she worries that Sheza will be further hurt by Aina's presence by her side.
All that can be done now is to pray that Sheza and Iza will be fine, wherever they are and with whom they will be together.
It's tough for everyone, but he hopes everyone can be patient through this test.
“It looks like it'll be dawn soon. Honey do not want to go to the bathroom.’
Aina nodded.
“Bismillah.” Lirih. His hands clung tightly to Najib's palms. Slowly lifting his body so that he can stand up straight. He did it very carefully. There was a cold sweat on his forehead.
“Dek, you're okay, right?”
Aina took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Sakiiiittt . strengthen O Allah.
Najib can only fit himself, why not prepare his wheelchair first. Where is now still folded in the corner. Wanted to lift his body, worried about misposition.
“How, Deck?” With an anxious face, he looked at Aina who was starting to look calm.
“Alhamdulillah,” Slowly Aina tried to stand up straight without holding on to Najib's hand again.
Najib can breathe a sigh of relief.
“I take the wheelchair first.”
Aina nodded.
Half-running, Najib took the object and prepared it to be occupied, then brought it before Aina.
With great care, she helped Aina to sit down and drive her to the bathroom. He really did not have the heart to leave Aina alone in that place.
Although he had finished preparing everything necessary for the ritual bath, he did not immediately move on.
“Mas, out! I'm going to take a shower.”
“Today I bathed ya...”
“No-no ... Shame ah.”
“Why should be ashamed. We are husband and wife.”
Aina also gave up. Despite his discomfort, embarrassment, he let Najib help him in completing his bathing ritual and changing the wet clothes he wore to take a bath.
When he finished, he demanded her to bed to prepare for prayer.
“Still, Mas.”Who is not happy if it gets such full attention from a beloved husband.
Enough with the nods and smiles, it made Aina understand and calm to do the next activity.
Aina immediately put on a mukena, squashed her legs, leaned her body on the headboard to pray.
Najib is calm. He immediately took his alphabet, put it over his shoulders, and put it on again his copy that moment ago he put it on the nightstand.
“I stayed at the mosque for a while. It's okay, right?”
“Mas don't worry, Aina is fine, God willing . Hehehe” answered without sin.
“ Aamiin ..” say it while smiling.
After all was felt to be safely under control, he left the room, following the sound of dawn that began to flow from the mosque in the hospital environment.
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When he returned, he heard a vague voice that was no stranger to him was singing lafadz holy verses of the Qur’an. Who else if not Aina.
“Assalamualaikummm.” He opened the door of the treatment room that Aina now occupied.
“Waalaikum greetings. Tumben mas, lama.” Aina immediately closed the Qur’an and placed it on the nightstand, releasing her mucena daei body and tidying up immediately..
“Yes, take a short walk. Search this.” He showed a white crackle. It looks like it contains 2 packs of rice.
“Sorry can only fulfill your wishes now. Although late, but at least our baby's grandpa will not be ileran.”
What yes ... Aina's eyes swirled, recalling what she had asked Najib before. He seemed to be impatient to find out the contents of the package.
Najib took the plate and also the spoon inside the small cupboard beside Aina's bed. One plate he gave to Aina, while the other plate he kept on the nightstand
Aina's eyes immediately sparkled when she knew the contents.
“Masyaallah, I know if I want to go with ampok rice. Thanks Mas.” his eyes did not switch from the contents of the package, as if he could not wait to devour it.
Aina smiled, recalling again about her wish that she had expressed two days ago.
“There-is just, this Mas. It was not because of cravings, but because I again miss the same father's mother, the cuisine is also, hehehe ..”
“God willing, Maybe in the afternoon they have arrived.”
“Really?”
Najib nodded.
It was a surprise, as soon as Aina pulled her husband's body.
“Still, Mas.”
A small surprise suddenly landed on her cheek, soft and warm.
Eeeee .. almost Najib can not keep his body balance following Aina's movements. Fortunately, his hand could reach the head of the bed. Not until it causes it to fall. Can be said if it hits Aina's stomach.
“Dek, Deck, Deck ... Don't look for it. Remember the dedek in your stomach loh.”
Aina laughed off. He's really heartless. But he knew that he was required to fast at this time. Do not know what if it makes the heart deg degan, can-can be lost control.
“Already. I want to open the.” window He tried to detach himself away from someone who could arouse the desire to touch him more.
The morning air that was still very fresh, burst forth and gently blew into their contest place as soon as the window opened.
“Mas, eat with yuk. Fear not finished.” His face was bent, making him even more anxious.
Truly the teaser, there is only his behavior that makes me even more anxious. Maybe this is the effect of pregnancy hormones.
It's okay to follow and enjoy. Than he returned to his mind with the delivery process that was just waiting for the day. What was there made him sad.
Frankly, he was worried. pray that nothing happens. The baby can be born safely, as can his mother.
Eliminate all thoughts that make you crumble, now enjoy what is in front of your eyes. Seeing him eat voraciously, imagining eating together, a pack of both. Vivaah ....
“OK,” Najib immediately took a spoon and accompanied Aina to enjoy her ampok rice.
It does not feel that one pack has been exhausted, but it seems like the feeling of fullness in the stomach has not been fulfilled. Looks like the second package should be opened as well. Hehe ....
“Mas!”
Aina immediately stopped Najib from wanting to put the mouthful into his mouth, when she heard the door of his room being knocked.
“Assalamualaikum, Papa.” The voice of the little boy she had longed for.
“Is that really Iza?” aina said in disbelief.
Najib immediately gulped down the mineral water, then opened the door.
“Waalaikum greetings,” Reply while opening the door.
For a moment he stared at the person in front of him.