The Story Of Amber
Mixed Feeling

"So you heard the news about my accident?" Carl asked slowly, now they were sitting in the carriage, facing each other and Earl beside Amber was just focusing on her ice cream.

Amber nodded her head slowly, not daring to look at Carl so closely. There's no explanation Amber has to say at this time, it's all clearly Amber's fault. "Yes. I heard it, I was quite surprised and—"

"And you didn't come back to me? You're just surprised and manage to move on with your life?" Asked Carl quietly, there was no satirical tone in the slightest from Carl's voice, his voice sounded calm and gentle.

"It's not like that Carl, I don't dare to come back, I will be expelled by your family and I will certainly be accused of being the cause of your woe" Amber said, the frown on his face explained that if he was confused, he felt cornered and desperate.

Carl smiled faintly, he shook his head slowly. "You're scared when you haven't tried? You're so sure of your thoughts when you don't know the real reality that's gonna happen?"

"You won't understand Carl, I'm confused, I don't have much choice, I—"

"This is your life Amber, until when do you want to be controlled by others? After I recovered from my paralysis, I tried to find out about yourself again, I read all the messages you had deleted with Amanda. I paid a fortune to know what your motives were all along. But I'm upset I can't track you—" Carl was silent for a moment, he tried to control his emotions, he looked into Amber's eyeballs staring at him in anguish. "Find your own happiness Amber, I know you're hard to leave me at that time, but you're easily hooked and easily controlled by Amanda."

"I can't leave Amanda, can't! She was my life-saver, when you and my family left me, when everyone wasn't on my side, only Amanda reached out to me, only Amanda gave me hope. You know how much I suffered while surviving alone in a city I've never been to?" Amber took a deep breath, she wiped away her tears quickly.

"I'm so sorry Amber, I told you I was so sorry and so grateful that you gave me the chance! I can't cure your pain in the past, but I wish I could make you happy and make amends for me—"

"Quite uncle, you made Mommy cry, never scold Mom again!" Screaming Earl who had been confused by the direction of the second conversation, Earl hugged Amber's hand tightly, his gaze looked at Carl and then stretched out ice cream that lived halfway inside the plastic cup. "Try this uncle, you'll calm down with an ice cream."

Carl manages his breathing, he doesn't manage to control his emotions. He wants Amber and Earl back, he wants to bring two people in front of him to Los Angeles right now. "I'm not yelling at Mommy baby, I just miss you guys. And I love you, Earl," said Carl softly as he received a cup of ice cream. I don't know what he's gonna do with this ice cream, but whatever Earl gives you will mean a lot for now.

Earl turned his gaze to Amber, a handsome face with a confused look that made Amber smile among her cries. "Are you okay, Mom?" Ask Earl slowly.

"I'm fine baby, it's okay, he's a good guy" Amber replied slowly.

Carl clenches his hand slowly, he wants to hug Earl and say he is his real father. But he could not, Carl seemed unprepared for the reaction of the Earl who would reject him. He admitted that he was a bad father to the Earl. "I'm an actor like your Daddy," said Carl slowly made Amber turn her head, he seemed surprised by Carl's words not immediately say if he was Earl's real father. "He misses you so much and wants to hug you" Carl continued.

"really? Have you ever met him? Please tell him uncle, come to the house and I'll hug him, tell him also don't keep looking for money for me, I don't need money, I need it there with us," said Earl so smoothly, The Earl was really good at talking, he looked more mature than his young age.

Amber with teary eyes was not able to hold her laughter, she laughed and hugged the Earl. "Jeez Earl" said Amber.

Carl who saw Amber's reaction was getting weaker, he smiled as he rubbed Earl's hair slowly. "You sure you don't need the money? Then I'll tell her to start focusing on you, is there anything else you want to tell her?"

"One more uncle, tell Daddy that Mom misses him so much, like I miss Angel," replied the Earl managed to get Amber to round her eyes.

"Earl stop!" Screeched Amber shock.

"Mom must've missed your dear Daddy, who's Angel?" Ask Carl slowly.

Amber glanced softly at Carl who seemed to be focusing on Earl, it felt like a dream and everything was getting better as before. "Angel is my uncle's friend, he always goes away and will come back every year, I always miss him" replied the Earl.

Carl chuckles softly, then the sound of the announcement of the train stop starts to sound, Carl has arrived at his destination station. With Carl's heavy heart taking a deep breath, now they have to separate again and whether when they meet again, Amber seems to be happy with her choice, can Carl easily re-enter Amber's life? "I have to get ready to go down, until I meet again next time," said Carl heavily, he was even more bland to Amber, was there no real chance of being together?

"You live in this town?" Amber quickly asked as Carl began to stand up to pick up her suitcase.

"Just a week, see my brother's family" replied Carl.

"Kenrich and Valerie?"

"Yes, now they have 2 kids."

Silence was again created, Carl began to grip the handle of the suitcase firmly, he turned around to open the door of the small room but Carl bit hard on his own lips, he turned back and opened the paper bag, he was, he remembers buying a robot for Gerald. "It's a robot that's crowded in America, I hope you like it Earl" Carl said. The Earl's face looked so happy and received the box containing the robot quickly.

"Whoa! Thank you uncle, I really like it" said Earl.

Just as Carl was about to open the door and lower his hat deeper, Amber called out to him. "You have a business card?" Ask Amber. Carl turns his gaze to Amber, a little confused and in disbelief, but Carl pulls out his wallet and gives his business card.

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Ken takes a small walk along the sidewalk, and many people pass by greet Gerald and Sabrina when Ken is sure they want to greet his Daddy, Ken. Ken's charm never faded, even he felt he was getting handsome every year.

"Hi, my God, it's so funny your son." A man of Richard's age greeted him, making Ken stop and smile in response. They asked each other several times, until he finally began to realize something. "In the meantime, I seem to know you, you're Kenrich?" ask her so enthusiastically.

Ken nodded his head, ai smiled widely. "Well, I didn't expect to be known until England" Ken chuckled slowly at each other's laughter. The man had seen Ken in a business magazine several times.

"Sorry I'm old." Valerie appears from behind Ken, taking Sabrina back.

"It is fitting that these two children have caught my attention so much. Turns out his parents were so great, handsome and beautiful" he said. Valerie smiled and thanked him gently.

A few minutes later, Gerald pulled Ken's hand. "Uncle Carl!" pekiknya fast, he runs on Carl, as close as Carl he will know, since Carl plays a superhero film he likes Carl and wants to always be near Carl.

"She met her idol" little Valerie muttered as she shook her head.

Carl walks towards them, smiling slightly as he pulls Gerald's suitcase over. "You brought my toy?" ask her cheerfully.

"of course. But I failed to get the robot you wanted, instead what if you were free to buy whatever toy you wanted in the mall?" Bargain Carl. Gerald was not too fussy about it, he seemed to agree and still put on his cheerful face.

Ken frowned, Carl's face looked tired and not too excited. "I think you miss us all" Ken sneered.

"I do miss you guys, brother," Carl replied while hugging everything one-on-one.

"Are you tired of the road?" ask Valerie slowly.

They walked along casually, "I found a beautiful woman on the train, but she rejected me." Carl started to smile slightly, making them shake his head. Since the accident Carl became like Ken, focused on work and not glancing at other women, but now, Carl says being rejected is a funny joke. Is there a woman who dares to turn down a handsome actor like Carl?

"All will stay away from you if you look like a runaway fugitive like this." Ken said very honestly, even too honestly.

"Honey, support your sister" Valerie murmured softly.

"Here you go, I'll wait for Sabrina to grow up" Carl chuckled.

"So your word or I'll get you back to LA." Ken looked at Carl flatly.

Carl laughed, a little relieved to be able to rediscover his happiness here. Carl walks with a thought that begins to drift back at Amber and Earl, for what did Amber ask for her card? Is Amber gonna call him first?

"I love you very, very much." The words made Carl glance at the couple who were happy, expressing love.

"You always see them like that?" carl asks Gerald, who is being pushed over a suitcase.

"Yes, they are always like that" he replied indifferently, enjoying the joy of flying over the sidewalk.

"Prepare, hold on tight." Gerald who immediately understood hugged the iron that became Carl's grip, until when Carl ran, Gerald shouted cheerfully.

Ken's eyes immediately puffed. "Carl! Don't make my son get scuffed in the least!" his shout attracted the attention of some people, they smiled with the excitement of the little family.

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