TRAPPED IN THE PAST STORY
CHAPTERS 138. SHASHA'S DEPARTURE.

Without waiting for tomorrow, soon Shasha took her phone and looked for a name she already considered an older sister. Then he sent a message.

Shasha : “Kak ..”

Without waiting for a long time soon Rianda called without replying to the chat from Shasha.

Rianda : “Iya Sha, what is it?” ask Rianda from across the phone.

Shasha : “Where's my sister?”

Rianda : “Regularly walkable, fitness exhausted. Tumben this clock is still ON?”

Shasha : “Kak, can we meet?”

Rianda : “Oke, in the usual place yes, another half hour I arrive.”

Soon Shasha packed up and went out where she usually met, apparently Rianda's car was parked there. Inside the car Rianda was astonished to see why Shasha walked towards him while dragging a suitcase these nights. Rianda gets out of the car and helps Shasha put things into the car.

“Bring suitcases these nights where are you going?"ask Rianda full of investigation.

"A-I want to," Shasha held back her words as her eyes looked up holding something back from coming out of her eyes.

"You why? Let's explain it to brother. Why?" Rianda looked into Shasha's eyes deeply.

“Bring me to a place far away brother, I want to live away.” Shasha said as she wiped her tears that suddenly came out.

“So I can't stand to see people crying. Come story.” with a soft tone of voice staring at Shasha and holding the second moved Shasha. His gaze was interrupted when he saw the red marks that appeared on Shasha's smooth cheeks. “This why?” while holding Shasha's red cheek marks a slap.

“Father brother,” slap Shasha who does not want a slap on her cheek held by Rianda. “It's nothing, brother. The one I feel is here." pointing at his chest."After that event will at least remind me that he is not a husband who can protect.” continued Shasha.

“Suy? Y-we-you're married?”

“Iya,” while nodding which means he justifies Rianda's question.

“Did your husband do this?” rianda asked again while pointing at the former slap on the cheek of a co-worker whom she had considered like her own sister.

“Not, but her ex-boyfriend and she just kept quiet seeing me being treated like that."

"Shut up? You guys are married, right? Then why is he just silent."

"Maybe it's because we're in a public place."

"What relation? He should have protected you!"

"complex story. I agreed to some marriage terms that he proposed that we are only a couple if we are among the family but if in public we are no one but strangers who never know."

"Why?"

"Because he doesn't love me yet."

"Not yet does it mean there's still a chance he'll love you? Because I think it's bullsh*t if men don't love you."

"We got married because of an arranged marriage, and she was too scared of her past plus my past which she thought was the same as her ex-boyfriend. Therefore before marriage he gave some conditions one of which was earlier. But as time goes by her hatred changes in love and she just said love suddenly her ex-lover came. I don't know what made him suddenly comply with the woman, until he asked permission to complete his mission which he should be kind and romantic to the woman."

"What mission?"

"I don't know."

“Then what decision do you want to take to ask me to pick you up these nights?”

“I feel like he really doesn't want me.”

“You sure? Didn't you just say, she wouldn't know you in public?”

Before speaking Shasha shook her head while closing her eyes trying to recall what had happened during these few months including the events of a few days ago. “There's a lot of evidence that I think he doesn't want me anymore, and I think mission is a reason.” While holding back the tightness in his heart.

“So your decision is round to leave it?”

“That means you're divorced?”

“My idea is like that, brother. Because it is better to be loved than to love.”

“Sometimes parents are selfish by setting up their children without them knowing how their children really feel. If you choose to split how with your parents?”

“I want a divorce but I'm not suing, I just want to get away from her until she sues and divorces me.”

“That would hurt you, Sha. What if he comes to you as he pleases and asks for rations?”

“No way, because during our marriage we have never been in contact. And if he suddenly comes to me asking for his right then I have the right to refuse and ask him to choose to divorce me or to repeat the marriage.

“What if he doesn't want to and is rude to you?”

“He's not that kind of person. He's a learned man and he can't be rude to me.”

“If you wait for him to divorce you what if there is a man who loves you sincerely and invites you to marry?”

“For now I have not thought about marriage, I want to arrange myself first. I want to collect money from my work, after that I will continue my S2 education abroad.”

“But you may not have to avoid that Sha, sooner or later the problem will appear.”

“Will I think again, I want to be like a free sister.”

Rianda smiled at Shasha's words and took a deep breath. “It turns out behind your soft face you save a lot of load.”

“Kak, we've been quiet here. When do we walk?” asked Shasha who made Rianda realize that from then on they did not walk but stayed in the car while telling stories.

“Lha, you didn't make your way either. Because of this we so tell a story.” Rianda pointed at the slap on Shasha.”'s cheek pointing at Rianda while pressing the pedal of the car and they drove off the road near the apartment.

Along the way, Shasha kept quiet, thinking about whether the steps she took were right without telling her extended family or wrong, if he tells about his decision then both his parents will be disappointed with the decision he took but if he tells about his real household life then he is afraid if his family will be angry especially his father and brother would wrath.

Shasha does not want any quarrel between her two families, which the family is intertwined with due to a debt of gratitude, which is because of the debt of gratitude then two families who do not know each other finally know each other and marry their offspring into one.

Shasha herself loves her in-laws so much, for her Melly is not a mother-in-law, she looks more like a mother. Almost every month he gets monthly money from Melly, Shasha herself just asked the news to her in-laws without telling her what happened. Her father-in-law's desire to have a grandson has not been realized not because she is unable to give a grandson but because she and Daniel have not been in a husband and wife relationship at all. His parents-in-law knew that his son and daughter-in-law were in love and for the affairs of their grandchildren believed that they had not received the trust of the Creator.

“Sha, have you eaten?” rianda asked while stopping the car and parked it close to an angkringan dining area on the side of the road.

“Not brother, Shasha has no taste.”

“You sure don't taste? Already down, I guarantee you will be addicted.” force Rianda while turning off the engine of his car and get out of the car.

Shasha is forced to finally get out and follow Rianda out of the car while walking and waiting in line to order food. After getting a turn ordering food Shasha and Rianda chose to sit on the mat along with some other customers.

“Where to exciting ya?” rianda asked as she dipped her hand in the water provided by the seller.

“Iya exciting sister, brother often here?”

“Iya often when with the deceased. We used to come here when we were dating. But now I'm the only one who came here without him near me.”

“The deceased must be happy, even though he is no longer on the side of brother but he is happy because brother still remembers all the moments together with him.”

“Yes, I can't possibly forget. Let's eat, after that we'll go home.”

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