TRAPPED IN THE PAST STORY
CHAPTER 5 STEALING HEARTS
A month had passed, what Shasha thought about Abra was right. Shortly after the incident, Abra began to actively contact her again. Repeatedly apologized in a short message.
The events that befell Shasha have made her a crisis of confidence. He was more often locked himself and refused to go out of the house again even if it was just to a mini market near his home.
Shasha's parents were astonished to see her son's behavior. Unbeknownst to Shasha they inform Eza of Shasha's condition. Eza begins to suspect that his sister is not psychically well.
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Eza contacted his girlfriend who is now serving in Indonesia to find out what is with his sister.
Actually, Jihan already knows what happened to Shasha. Because Jihan is a detective hired by Joshka's family to protect Shasha. Jihan was the man behind Abra's failure to harass Shasha.
Jihan herself does not know what the Joshka family has to do with her lover's family, especially her future sister-in-law.
Slowly but surely Jihan begins to approach Shasha with the status of Eza's girlfriend. Jihan begins to recount a brief encounter with Eza, and Shasha unknowingly recounts the person present and filling her life, Dion and Abra.
The first step is that the victim of abuse can tell the problem to others. Success makes Shasha tell her about her life. Then Jihan continued the next step.
The second step is to accept the reality. After listening to all the stories from Shasha, Jihan began to teach that in every human life in the world one with another is different. God gives us this kind of trial of life meaning God loves us and our gratitude to Him is to be grateful and strive to accept reality.
Step three, write in a daily book. Jihan advised that if Shasha felt emotions because she remembered the incident, immediately poured it into writing.
Step four is to stop blaming yourself. This is the most important money.
At this stage Jihan needs a lot of effort so that Shasha realizes that this is not her fault alone.
In about three months, Jihan applied all the steps to Shasha, and as a result, Shasha managed to restore her lost confidence.
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Abra's place is almost desperate because Shasha has not responded to his appeal at all and it leaves Abra confused.
Abra who began to think hard trying to surf in cyberspace find out about Shasha's personal life. And deg she discovered the fact that Shasha had a high-ranking sister who was currently studying in Germany.
Afraid of this fact, Abra regrets that she should have realized from the beginning that Shasha was different from the previous women in various ways.
'I'm really looking to die!, inevitably I have to be persistent in apologizing'.
It used to be when she was observing, choosing and asking Shasha to be her boyfriend just to make the most of it. Abra is not wearing feelings at all. He did not want just because his error would be his folly by accepting bogeman or something from Shasha's sister.
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Currently Abra is already in the cafe of a mall waiting for the existence of Shasha because today there is the launch of the latest book by idol author Shasha. Abra is convinced that Shasha will be there.
Shasha who came alone was not accompanied by Jihan because she felt that she was sure that confidence had returned. The therapy performed by Jihan was quite successful.
At the launch of the book is also a small stage with a very simple decoration.
It turns out that the stage serves to entertain the fans of the author. The author entertains his fans with a few drinks and a casual snack accompanied by some music. When Shasha was talking to someone she just knew there she suddenly heard her name called.
'Nesha Himalaya Ayesha forgive all my mistakes, I know you are disappointed, I know you are angry. And I'm sorry. I'm stupid. I'm not a good man as you wish BUT my days are good and PERFECT when you're by my side'.
Then there was the music and Abra singing with the title Please Forgive Me owned by Bryan Adams.
Shocked, really shocked. Shasha didn't expect Abra to be this desperate to apologize to her. The writer who knew immediately approached Shasha's desk
"I'm sorry, is it true that you're the woman that the man meant?"
"Sorry brother, brother's show is interrupted because of that person, I'll take him away immediately."
"Oh yeah you haven't answered my question, is that the name you're named after?"
"The name he spoke is true my name."
"And that guy?"
Shasha just kept quiet and did not answer that question
"okay.. You being quiet means you know him and you're not in good shape, are you?"
Shasha who was asked remained silent while sighing deeply.
"I don't know what kind of problem you're facing that's definitely SORRY, a word SORRY is the best medicine in the world. The drug is hard to get no store sells it. Learn to forgive and your days will be more beautiful without being overshadowed by bad days."
"Yes brother, thank you" he said softly while nodding.
After singing Abra came to Shasha's table and gave her a bouquet of white tulips saying 'forgive me all my mistakes, I promise I will be a better man, accept this flower as a sign that you have forgiven me'.
Then there was a shout 'accept...receive...' of all the visitors there.
Shasha accepted the apology.
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After a night of apology, Abra again proves his point where he must succeed in stealing Shasha's heart as they first met. For him to appear in a show is a new and tacky thing in his life let alone have to say sorry. But how else would he have to prove that he was truly sorry.
So also with Shasha, for Shasha it is the most tacky thing.
Even without Abra having to come out and give her tulips she's forgiven. In front of Abra, Shasha hid the discomfort of something that Abra had done earlier because it was seen by many people. To him what Abra said seemed insincere came out of Abra's mouth but only a mask.
Because of Abra's treatment, they now get a free coupon to order a week of drinking at the cafe. The situation is favorable for Abra, because for the next week he does not have to spend money while with Shasha.
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The relationship between Abra and Shasha at this time seemed different. They used to take a walk, but not this time. Shasha prefers to meet Abra in the cafe, then she spends time by making phone calls to ask news.
Abra realizes his limitations to meeting Shasha, as it is a condition that Shasha gives him. They can re-establish love with limited time space.That limitation is because Shasha is now in third grade High School, so she has to prepare herself.
Likewise with Abra, he also prepared himself to be able to study at his favorite PTN of choice.
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Shasha is approaching the national exam schedule. He really obeyed his brother's words to focus on learning so that he could be accepted at his favorite PTN, namely the International Relations (HI) department. Likewise with Abra, although she is two years older than Shasha, she will also start her studies in the same year by majoring in Medicine.
Abra and Shasha give each other support through a short message or Vidio call. They do not mind if for the next few months they do not meet each other.
Time quickly passed, Shasha had already finished taking the school examination. The value it gets is perfect. But the struggle is not over, he has to take the University entrance exam.
Announcement of acceptance has come out, the name Shasha exists with perfect value so as to make herself accepted. Likewise with Abra, he was accepted in Jogja.
After the announcement, Abra invited Shasha to come out for a casual conversation to discuss their relationship. Their relationship will be separated by the city.
"Sha, we're going to LDR. Are you willing?"
"Could you, brother?"
"Not work."