Tucked In Both Hearts
26. Pregnant

As usual, the activity returned to normal after a few days of Jeon's departure from home. Nothing has changed, it's just that Ms. Merlin is a little more reserved than usual. He only prayed a lot that the problem would no longer come, the quarrel between husband and only biological children would no longer occur, because the person who used to calm down when he was troubled was no longer in the same house with him either until when.

This afternoon Jeff was at his girlfriend's apartment. He who was in the office rushed to the apartment because he got word from his lover that the woman was not feeling well. Previously, the Queen had never informed herself if she was ill. This was the first time he had complained of pain to her. That was why he thought that this pain must be painful and severe.

"I'm really lemes, Jeff. I don't know why, but I ate. My stomach doesn't taste good, I...."

The queen did not continue her sentence, she ran to the bathroom and spilled all the food she had put in her stomach.

"When are you like this?" Jeff asked while massaging the nape of his lover.

"I've been nauseous for a few days, but I haven't vomited like this."

Hearing the words for a few days made Jeff immediately think negatively. He is well aware that lately they have been having this relationship with each other and worse they are doing it without safety.

"You're not late for the moon, are you?"

Hearing the word coming the moon, the originally lowered Queen stared at the sink immediately raised her head. He was trying to remember the last time he had a period. The queen whose guests do not come every month and irregularly often makes him forget when the last time he had a guest.

"You, you know that I'm coming months irregularly, Jeff. The date is also sometimes uncertain, so I came months can not be used as a benchmark when late and not."

"Well, if you wait here, I'll go out and buy something."

The man was about to get out of the bathroom, but his hand was already blocked by the Queen.

"Don't tell me you want to buy a testpack. I can't be pregnant, Jeff. Even though we never use safety, we always do it safely."

"Wait here and shut up!"

I don't know why Jeff has felt bad since. He has to prove himself whether his feelings are missing or not. His mind was split into pieces. He does not know what makes him always think in that direction and his mind does not want to think for positive things only.

Fortunately, the pharmacy is not far from the Queen's apartment, less than ten minutes, Jeff has returned before the Queen with a lot of testpacks in his hands.

"Wear this all!"

"What if I'm really pregnant?"

"You won't know if you don't try the test. If you are pregnant, I will not run anywhere. I'll take responsibility."

After hearing the sedating sentence from her lover, the Queen stepped hesitantly and quietly into the bathroom. If she becomes pregnant, not only will her responsibilities matter, but her career will surely be ruined along with her name.

The queen came out of the bathroom with a lethargic body and tears that had succeeded in making her cheeks wet.

"Where's Honey? You're not pregnant, are you?"

Jeff snatches some testpacks that are in the hands of the Queen.

"Square line? Whatdoes thatmean? You pregnant?"

The queen nodded her head weakly. His body was sitting on the floor with trembling shoulders. Not long after, Jeff did the same.

"Ssttts. I'll take responsibility. We'll get married soon, it's okay, right if we marry siri first? At least we have a bond. I'm gonna find a way to split up. I'm sure if someday my parents see our son, they will inevitably approve of our marriage. It may take a process to achieve that, but I'm sure that having our child will definitely make that process go faster."

The queen wiped her rough tears then looked at her lover with an angry face.

"It's not a matter of responsibility or unwillingness, blessing or disapproval, but it's a matter of my name and career that will surely be destroyed. I'm not ready to get pregnant, and I'm not ready to lose my career. I don't want to get pregnant. I'm gonna abort this fetus."

"Don't be crazy! This is my son, I don't want you to do this. No matter what the process and circumstances he has in your stomach he remains my flesh and blood, he is my son. Let me take care of your resignation from the modeling world and I promise no one in the media knows this. I'll take care, why do you seem to forget that you have a lover who is quite influential in the media. Everything will stay tidy when the money is talking. Now we go to the hospital to go to the gynecologist."

That long sentence managed to make the Queen calm down a little. Although he still heavily accepts the presence of the fetus in his stomach, somehow he is more listening and obeying the words of his lover.

"I don't want to leave the apartment, the doctor called me here. Watch out if you break your promise, Jeff. If you break the promise of responsibility and marry me, without a second thought I'll get her out of my belly."

Jeff just nodded while sticking his phone to his ear.

***

I don't know how many months Rindu was in a house that looked like a palace, but it felt hell for him. He is bored with his activities that are just that and there are no other activities that are useful to make money for example. The days he spent just relaxing, watching television, playing mobile phones, seeing Korean dramas whose activities only made his weight gain.

Ting!

His phone rang and a chat from Jeon appeared on the screen. Unknowingly Longed to stare at her thin smile. Many days without his presence seems to be different from him. Either because he was not used to it or indeed he missed the figure he used to see in silence.

Looking in silence? Yes, Miss is indeed too hypocritical to admit that she actually felt there was a speck of pleasure with the treatment of Jeon who often approached her when she was aggressively away from him at that time.

But on the other hand, the pleasure also turned into a thick and tall wall when he remembered his already married status.