Tucked In Both Hearts
35. I Should What?

Jeon drove his bike slowly. She enjoys the night with the one she loves even in tears. The night, moon, and star of that day bear witness, that for the first time he brought Miss with his motorcycle with a different feeling.

A few minutes they cut the streets. Jeon turned his bike to a beautiful place. There are a lot of plants there. Sort of tourist attractions, it is seen from the many pairs of young people who are spending a week's night with their respective partners.

For a moment, Miss was hypnotized by the sight that was in front of her. Thousands of colorful flowers look beautiful when combined. The path that was filled with flowers left right for a moment distracted Miss.

Jeon clasped Miss's hand and brought her inside. Invite him around for a moment to enjoy all the flowers that he believes can be happy Missing goods for a moment.

"Like the same place?"

"Like."

They walk hand in hand like lovers who are kasmaran. Anyone who saw them would definitely think that they were a pair of lovers filling each other up.

Jeon walked around looking around. He was looking for a place that was not too crowded to be reached by visitors. It is not funny if he let Miss cry and was seen by many people when telling what had made him cry to the slightest.

"We're sitting there, are we?" Jeon asked while pointing in a direction. There was one long chair there, just below the yellow light that was not too bright, but could still be seen by many people.

Missing just nodding while looking down. When he looked down, Miss realized that since then their hands were holding hands. He tried to let go, but the grip was held by Jeon.

"Je, this is wrong."

"If you know this is wrong, you shouldn't come with me. You should have refused when I brought you here. You don't remember that restaurant? You resigned so much Rin, same as me. I know something's hurt you."

Jeon seemed to not care that Miss wanted to let go of that hand link. With his leisure he dragged the woman to continue the journey to immediately sit in the chair that was close to them.

"It's pretty quiet here that if we talk, no one will listen. Tell me why you were crying like that? I guess if scolded by people it won't be like it's crying."

Missing to breathe softly.

"I'm confused where to tell the story. You know what I'm trying to do in this marriage, right? I've been trying so hard to be a good wife a good daughter-in-law, but..."

Miss sobbing under his palm, his face he hid there. Her shoulders were shaking violently signifying that her crying was so painful.

Longed to look up again when Jeon's hand touched his shoulder gently. He looked at the flowers in front of him, avoiding eye contact with the man. Until now, he could not deny that Jeon is a man who can make it comfortable for the story. Although he tried to avoid, indifferent, indifferent, and did not care, but the taste was still lodged in his heart. Moreover, the nature of Jeon who remains kind and gentle to him, even though he knows and is aware that his attitude in the last few months might hurt his heart.

"Since the accident that hit me at that time, Jeff gradually changed his attitude, although it looks faint, but I feel that Jeff is not as bad as before. I thought that I could shift the Queen in her life and heart. I've had that belief since Jeff changed. But today I was broken by my own expectations. I'm sorry I expected too far, so now I'm hurt too deep."

"Why is he again? What did he do until you were like this?"

"He sent this." Miss took her phone from inside the bag and handed it to Jeon.

Jeon's eyes immediately widened to look at the screen. For him, it was common for Jeff to sleep with the woman many times, dozens of times, even every day he would not be surprised. But seeing Jeff get married to a Queen, really this is very unexpected Jeon. Although she knew the Queen was pregnant with Jeff's child, Jeon never thought that the marriage was actually happening. He never thought in that direction.

"She married the Queen, I don't know what she's thinking. I feel guilty and tormented by maintaining this marriage. But look what he did Jeff. I should what?"

Although Jeon did not know what it was like to be Missed, he knew the woman must have been very hurt and devastated by this fact. Her husband married secretly, it must have been very painful. Not to mention if the woman knew that the Queen was pregnant with a child from her husband, it must have destroyed her many times.

Jeon brought Miss into his arms, whether rejected or not, he would still force her to give her shoulder. And as ruined as anything Misses, it turns out he still maintains his firmness. He did not want to take a hug from the man. He subtly tries to reject Jeon's hand.

"You wouldn't believe it if you didn't know something about me, Rin. You behave like this because you are afraid that your comfort will continue to lead you to other feelings, right? I probably wouldn't know what it's like to be you, but I know you must be sick. Yes even though I do not know how sick you are, you can not and do not pantes nangisin men like him. I'm tired of saying it's the same with you. Right now you only have me, you have complete parents, a complete family, but they don't know your true circumstances. Who knows how you are, it's just me, Rin. I'm just like God. Who do you want to tell besides me and God? Who are you leaning on but me and God? Maybe my hug won't ease your pain, but at least you can be a little calmer."

Usually, someone who is crying or sad sensitive if given rubbing on his back, they will be more sobbed and drowned in crying. The head that was originally strong to support, suddenly lost the strength to stand firm. And that, it turns out, also applies to Missing this time.

Tightly he hid his face in the chest of Jeon's field. His cries grew sobbing and hurt Jeon even more.

"Crying as much as I can right now, I'll accompany you and wait for you to calm down." Jeon stroked the woman's back head gently.

"I should how? What do I have to do, Je? This marriage is too painful for me. I've been so sick to last up to this second, but if I give up, how are our two parents? Especially my father who has often been in and out of the hospital. What do I do, Je?" I miss being sobbed when I remember my father.